Awake since over 24h

>awake since over 24h
>tfw could fall asleep but don't want to
>but brain zaps are getting more intense and sleep would ease them
epic, I wonder if a energy drink would make it worse
>also feel lonely
>remember that I don't deserve anyone
Perhaps I get to dream about having a crush at least if I decide to sleep.

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tf are brain zaps?

honestly 24 hours isn't that much. However, I will affirm that everyone deserves love, if not romantically then at least platonically. You are loved user, if not by anyone else, then by me.

>strong harsh waves
Thanks you for your kidness user, I am just too need and greedy in that point, I crave for too much perhaps bleh

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I once tried to stay awake for as long as i could just to see what it was like. I only made it half way into the third day and it wasn't as fun as i thought it would be. I was mainly fishing for the hallucinations I heard you get but I guess I didn't stay awake long enough for them. The experience was so tiring though that I was never able to do it for that long ever again.

I once read you could "treat" depression by forcing yourself to stay awake. So I did that, for 3 days. It helped a bit. Then I did it again a couple times later. It "helped" again. But past a point it was an illusion, it was just adrenaline and cortisol and whatnot. Slowly over the enxt months my sleep became more erratic, until one day I really couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard I tried. Worst anxiety of my life. Felt like killing others and killing myself. Messing with your sleep is retarded user, stop it before it gets out of hand and no before you think it almost all sleep aids have terrible side eeffects.

>Perhaps I get to dream about having a crush at least if I decide to sleep.
That may be true, look up "rem rebound", when I finally got to sleep I had very weird, vivid dreams. I met Pinhead and the cenobites, many many times. Not a fun dream desu.

>hallucinations
Scary. I had some mild auditory hallucinations, thought the tv was on.

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>24 hours
weak i've been up for 5 days an d i aint sleeping

Master of disguises Aiste,
Master of disguises Aiste.
I am telling you, PLAY
Metal Gear Solid 3.
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Its like a movie and you can play on easy if its overwhelms you too much

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I am working on this reply since a hour now oof, feeling sick n sleepy
>t half way into the third day and it wasn't as fun as i thought it would be.
to be desu you need to have stuff to keep you busy, like something to watch, a fun thread or perhaps vidya if you have that much energy left
>. I was mainly fishing for the hallucinations I heard you get
so far I only had like mild shadows from being sleep deprived
most common was like a grey catlike figure somewhere in the corner of my eyes.
Unfortunately the real fun hallucinations happen with drugs
>The experience was so tiring though that I was never able to do it for that long ever again.
you never know desu, I didn't tought I would ever reach the 72h mark again
but it occured a few times again. Well the first time it was because I wanted to post non stop for 3 days.
>I once read you could "treat" depression by forcing yourself to stay awake
I think it can give you a lil euphoria but I would had never guessed that some say you can treat depression with it,
>Messing with your sleep is retarded user, stop it before it gets out of hand and no before you think it almost all sleep aids have terrible
yea I remember from my time in the mental ward h0w they preached a fixed sleep schedule is important, it makes sense n sleep can be nice but I am being bitchy about it
> I met Pinhead and the cenobites, many many times. Not a fun dream desu.
I had to google that sorries, no that doesnt seem like pleasent to see in a dream.
Did these movies scared you as a kid? Jaws spooked me as a kid and now I have issues with going to swim, even in pools. There was a black cat from a iranian kids movie used to haunted me in my dreams but that stopped like around my teen time or how you call it
>rem rebound
thats a lot to read
one day perhaps, n0 promise sorry
>That may be true
5 days?
3 days are a milestone to me already, the exstra 2 days are very tough, whats your secret

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Snake eater because you are a snake Aiste and I am gonna eat you
just like this like in gif related
*bite*

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