Previous thread A general thread about self-harm and mental health
>How are you doing?
>When did you start cutting?
>What do you use?
>Have you ever tried to quit?
>Are you hopeful about your future?
/cut/
Kevin Cook
Nicholas Campbell
I'll start:
>>How are you doing?
Kind of good? Depression sometimes becomes so severe that I become manic, just laughing and tearing up.
>When did you start cutting?
A year ago
>What do you use?
Box cutter
>Have you ever tried to quit?
Yes. I'm nearly a month clean
>Are you hopeful about your future?
Weirdly, yes.
I don't why, but I've always felt like everything's gonna be fine.
John Allen
Where are the bois?
OGcutteranon, our father.
Butterflyanon
Hoonianon
Bpdhoonianon
LULZanon
Michael Rivera
>>How are you doing?
Woke up late in the afternoon, I am a "heavy sleeper" albeit I don't sleep that well at all. Also had a bad dream, not a nightmare tho. My mother isn't happy as for the lack of help in the house my brother has, and somehow I am the one he is going to blame. All I did was saying to him that when he is not at work he could do few things and take example from pur father that still do chores after work at almost 60yo, and he blames me because he says that I only sleep and don't help. I stay up late at night and wake up late, but I feel like I'm helping because I move around the house almost the whole day when there's help needed. Nonetheless I'm anxious that my mother could kick my brother out of house, I don't want it to happen and I'm selfish because I depend on him.
TLDR: my mother isn't happy with my brother and I'm anxious because I don't handle well conflicts in general.
>>When did you start cutting?
Last december
>>What do you use?
Kitchen knife, trying a boxcutter
>>Have you ever tried to quit?
Not really
>>Are you hopeful about your future?
Yes I hope to die in the next few years, I can't handle myself and my life anymore. I wouldn't even be mad if I ever be to die, it's not like I have any goals, ambitions or desires. Just make it quick.
Gavin Bell
Probably would have been huge into self harm as a kid but it felt too feminine coded and presenting the image of a total faggot would have been unhelpful at the time.
How's it feel? Honestly. Is it something I could do while fapping?
Samuel Rivera
>How's it feel?
meh
It's a destructive addiction that killed something inside me
Alexander James
You sound young, user.
What's your story?
Cooper Brooks
>You sound young, user.
Nah I'm just a almost 23yo user, NEET/hikki/shut in.
Jose Young
trying to distract myself from things right now. gotta exercise sooner rather than later.
Xavier Gonzalez
23 is so fucking young, you haven't been born yet.
Good move, bpdhoonianon.
Welcome back, I missed you.
Ryder Turner
Is it even possible to be in a relationship while cutting? My last bf really disliked my scars and thought they were ugly on someone cute. I tried to not cut so badly as well when together with him but I still relapsed a few times and I hate myself for it, which is one of the reasons he wanted to end things.
I can kind of understand him tho, it would make me really sad and anxious if he were hurting himself
Cooper Scott
wait which one is Hoonianon? A few anons use Hooni a lot.
Eli Wilson
>23 is so fucking young, you haven't been born yet
Is that so?! I feel I've been alive for like forever...I can't...
Christian Torres
>How are you doing?
Not great, can't get the motivation to do much. I was supposed to head back to my campus today but I just don't have any energy and I don't want to go back since even being there makes me anxious beyond belief.
>When did you start cutting?
A couple years ago
>What do you use?
boxcutter
>Have you ever tried to quit?
A couple times
>Are you hopeful about your future?
No, in truth I'm thinking about ending it before I hit twenty in a couple months, I'm pathetic as is I can't imagine living this life and not even having the excuse of being a teenager.
Colton Nelson
>I feel I've been alive for like forever
I, too, feel the same way, but we must remind ourselves of that fact lest we decay in the mind.
Hunter Harris
>not even having the excuse of being a teenager
This hit close to home, adulthood has been difficult. I miss being ignored because of my age.
Easton Watson
>How are you doing?
Not great, I sprained my wrist.
>When did you start cutting?
When I was 17. I'm 24 now.
>What do you use?
Have used scissors, kitchen knife, razor blades. Prefer a box cutter.
>Have you ever tried to quit?
Yes, my longest quit was 1 year 7 months.
>Are you hopeful about your future?
Hell no. I can't think about next week without huge anxiety. "The future" doesn't exist to me.
Lincoln Peterson
Understandable.
Of course the argument degenerated: now I'm the one blamed and being judged albeit they often told me they don't care what I do or think.
Such hypocrites. Why can't I die at will? Stupid brain chemicals.
Tyler Cruz
>How are you doing?
Not good
>When did you start cutting?
6 years ago
>What do you use?
Boxcutter
>Have you ever tried to quit?
Yeah but I failed
>Are you hopeful about your future?
Not in the slightest
Jayden Williams
>How are you doing?
alright right now, hoping it stays this way, first good day ive had in months
>When did you start cutting?
Freshman year of hs
>What do you use?
Xacto knife or box cutter
>Have you ever tried to quit?
Yes, I quit for a month or so but a while went back to it after I had a panic attack. shit went bad after that
>Are you hopeful about your future?
I don't even care, Ik every option is the same grey bullshit, hoping to be able to NEET before I an hero
Caleb Wood
I'm the user from way back if anyone remembers () that was afraid of cutting. Have lurked these past threads a lot. Been pushing myself into it more by cutting the top of my hand pretty shallow with a scissor (mostly just to get over the scary pain of cuts). Have bought gauze and anti disinfectant now, is there something else I should think about before hand? Only got scissors and kitchen knives tho, will probably get a box cutter eventually
Dylan Adams
>first good day ive had in months
Congrats man!
Landon Thomas
stop making cutting a part of your identity
its not cute or quirky its fucking cringe and attracts deranged groomers
Dylan Richardson
First of all, don't cut, It's a disgusting habit that will do more harm than good.
Second of all, clip your nails you fucking Vampire.
Anthony Bennett
I'm so fed up of people like you, today. If you don't understand, unless you are here to give a reasonable suggestion for people like use, just shut up. Please just shut up I'm so done with people like you.
Henry Martin
please cut your nails
Hudson King
>stop making cutting a part of your identity
It's not, hence the anonymous nature of this website.
>its not cute or quirky
We know.
>its fucking cringe
Like I give a shit what you think.
>attracts deranged groomers
How retarded are you?
Ayden Baker
what i said is true and you need a fucking reality check, people have real problems and you complain about cutting yourself when 9/10 cutters are just fetishists, shut the fuck up dont make me laugh kid
Cameron Morris
>It's not, hence the anonymous nature of this website.
it is, hence why youre a tripfag in a general dumbass
>Like I give a shit what you think.
you need a fucking reality check
>>attracts deranged groomers
>How retarded are you?
then learn the hard way stupid faggot
Christian Johnson
I want to do harm that I deserve tho. Probably sounds edgy, sorry
>Second of all, clip your nails you fucking Vampire.
Sorry about that, I like painting them which is why I've kept them long so far. I understand if you think it's disgusting, should probably just cut them then
Jonathan King
Oh shit! I know this guy.
HE was the guy in highschool that wore camo pants and talked like he lived through Iraq even though he shat his pants whenever he left his cul de sac.