19 yrs old

>19 yrs old
>heavily depressed for 4 years
>autistic
>can't get a job
>taking a lot of antidepressants
>no hobbies besides crime and drugs
>want to end the lives of other aswell
>psychiatry never worked
Should I just put an end to this finally before it's too late for me?

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I am your leader, LVCIVS.

Surrender.

We have been unorganized and marginalized for far too long.
But I have the vision, the will and the intelligence to put reins in this bull.
ENOUGH of our good men isolated in their frustrations.
It's time for planning and coalition.

This has not been the world we were born in for a long time.
I do not seek money, i do not seek worship, i seek to give us a purpose.

And i know you wish to be led.

Join us at lvcivs.enlistment at gmail dot com

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You're literally a baby and still have so many opportunities to grow up and start over. Stop browsing this board, stop glorifying mental depravity, and stop taking antidepressants. Seriously. Grow up.

Demiurge let me go before the Archons corrupt my soul.

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kind of obvious, but yea... don't do anything this guy tells you.

Slow day at the FBI mr. glownigger?

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Had the exact same issue
Do some mushrooms

Went crazy after psychedelics overdose. Not doing that one again.

Glowing in the dark is hard work, you know?

>You're literally a baby
Kys retard cuck

no, dumbass. find some help but also don't take it out on others. consider investing in a barbell and a squat rack with a bench press. you can buy these on amazon/rogue fitness and you can get a nice weight set for sub $500. lifting weights really helps. cardio does too.

Sorry, user but I don't support killing others.
You can try till your 30 and if your dreams turn out to be dead then you can kill yourself but only yourself.
I won't write this any longer..

>taking a lot of antidepressants
Why do retards do this?

>no hobbies besides crime and drugs
What crimes and what drugs?

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glowing i see?

Read interviews with surviving spree shooters, they always regret it in 2 years tops.
Don't waste your life, dude. Buy a prostitute to take your virginity away

if you have not tried exercising and eating right then you are a fuckin retard

Antidepressants actually work, there's compelling evidence for it.
SSRIs helped me be a happier person

>frogposter
yes, end your miserable existence op

Not trying to join any cults.
I am not an idiot. Maybe I am but not like I didn't try.
Exactly.
Probably. When I am completely lucid and in a "normal" kind of state I would never think of that. Just when I am in a "trance" if you could say.

what an external locus of control will do to a mf