I just realized something extremely sad

i just realized something extremely sad
>i completely lose touch of time and my own reality whenever im on my computer and posting on Any Forums
>i spent almost all my time in the past 4 years on my computer shitposting on this site after i graduated highschool
>i still dont know how to spend my time doing anything other sit infront of a computer screen either shitposting or playing video games and i feel extremely uncomfortable and tired whenever i do something different

how do i get my self out of this whole? this hit me when i realized its almost april again and i remember the last april fools event on Any Forums like it happened last month
my youth is slipping away from me extremely quickly and its scary as fuck

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>i just realized something extremely sad
I did too. That webm.

It's over user, we're here forever. You'll be 30 soon, then 40, then 50.

>how do i get my self out of this whole?
you answered your own question
get out of here if you can and never come back
you have no idea how much the Internet and being online all the time influences your mind.
I'm telling you this because I'm a raging alcoholic who loves shitposting here when I'm drunk and it's addicting. I don't have any friends, I always feel alone and I wanna die but am too busy to pull the trigger
I've had my own gun pointed at my head before but can't pull trigger because mom and cat will be sad
just get out, talk to people, socialize
if you can't, then you're here forever

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>only been here for 4 years.

Those are rookie numbers.

I don't think most of the men that'll see this webm actually know that she is wearing a corset. It's keeping all the fat in place so it looks like she has a pornstar body, when she is in reality a fat pig.

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im tired dont mind the typos in my post please
i shouldve chose a different webm
now everyone is going to talk about it and ignore my post
>just get out, talk to people, socialize
>if you can't, then you're here forever
ive never been a social person
i was always a friendless autist before i even got my interenet addiction
i dont think i can reintegrate in society anymore
i just want a perfect balance for an autist like me
its not only 4 years ive had this addiction for at least 12 years but its gotten much worse when i graduated highschool.
how do you know shes wearing it?
any more of her?

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I do this as a form of soft suicide, my life passes by faster so I can die sooner, its a speedrun strat.

If you actually want to be alive stay off the internet.

>now everyone is going to talk about it and ignore my post
If you post the source, this can all change.

Look at the black piece of clothing above her shorts. You'll notice that it isn't actually connected to her hoodie. This is a corset. It binds and pushes the fat in a way that it's easy for anybody to look thin. This one in the video looks like it also has a bra section so her titties aren't flopping around everywhere.

Basically, she's wearing the top of a cut hoodie, using the corset to act as a bra and a crop top, with the middle layer of skin visible and probably some cleavage. I do not know who she is.

i was like you at some point
i want to kill myself but then said meh lets just keep living a low effort life and see what happens
but now im not suicidal or depressed and i have high hopes for my life
it doesnt look hard
i thought corsets were supposed to be hard
i dont know man
please find the sauce for me because now im curious how she looks from the front

>that webm
HE CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH IT, HE WENT TOO FAR THIS TIME

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>No one knows the source
>Reverse search didn't help at all
Filing this under "Reasons To Kill Myself".

shut off your wifi for a week
shit sucks but just do something else (just for a week)
even if it's watching anime, reading manga, getting off the internet for that time makes you go to these sites no longer out of habit
i did this by accident, my ISP fucked up my internet plan and put me on a limit, since im terminally online i went through that limit fast
took 6 days to get that sorted out, but once i did ive been spending less time on Any Forums and more time reading actual books and other shit like setting up a blog

jesus christ on earth give me sauce

are you the same fag who posted about how he wanted a gf but wanted dick on the side

this is so fucking hard to do though
i literally every day i wake up i tell myself that im going to try to not go on this site until i done with all the work i have to do that day but every fucking time i end up spending most of the day here and not working much
yes

you know what helped for me? cold turkey blocker
you can block all the sites (not apps with the free version) and can't unblock them until the time is up
put youtube, Any Forums, all the other sites that you waste time on, block em for a week or two, and dont think about it
dont look for loopholes, that defeats the purpose, just try to move on with your life

Holy fuck bros I just found it
I was really expecting to be disappointed but she actually have a relatively thin waist and not really cheating

it's Colors_of_autumn

You are the BEST, user. God bless you.

Thanks bro
I was really doubting my attraction to her and I thought that WebM just happened to be captured in the perfect angle but she actually has a really fucking hot body
Fat ass and hips and very thin waist and flat chest

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I know what you mean. That body is screaming "IMPREGNATE ME NOW".