DONT DOWNLOAD GRINDR

I fucked up. I met up with a guy on grindr because I was so sick of being alone (never had a gf in 21 years of my life).

He was in his 30s,.married(wore his wedding ring) and honestly kind of looked repulsive (as he was a little chubby) but I still wanted to have a good experience so I kept an open mind.

He was messed up in the head too, he wanted me to wear girl clothes (presumably his daughter's) and I outright refused, fortunately he wasn't too pushy about that. I wanted to try sucking dick and cuddling and honestly it was worse than I expected. Firstly his dick smelled terrible, but I still pushed on as I was horny but the worst part was when he came he literally pushed my head in so I had to taste and swallow everything.

Let me tell you something about cum it is nothing like in porn or hentai it literally tastes fucking disgusting and salty. Afterwards he tried to jerk me off but I literally couldn't get hard. He ordered dinner for me (sushi) and then I left.

I feel so fucking defiled by this boomer whoever said to get topped on grindr is a fucking liar.

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Gay. Don't care.

Your problem is that you met someone older than you you tard. Meet someone around your age.

delete it and take it to the grave OP, go to church and forget that it ever happened

why did you think getting topped would do anything but make a bad situation worse? I want to have sympathy here but I dont even know how to express it

Practice loving yourself more and having higher standards. When you do you'll be able to see those kinds of red flags from a mile away.

Also get tested for STDs, who knows what that fucker might have exposed you to with what hes doing.

If you don't care its fine, Im just here to warn others

Idk last time people said to find a older guy as they would take care of you

Im never telling anyone IRL or im gonna rope

I wanted to experience love and being wanted. Women don't understand how good they have it, society gives them attention and helps them, coddles them. No one in my life has ever showed affection to me, I was lonely and vulnerable thats why I downloaded grindr

How do I love myself more when no one loves me. Also I haven't got tested yet, maybe tomorrow.

Are you really this dumb? It doesn't matter who you're fucking, jerk it the night before and then think about it with a clear head.

His shit probably tasted bad because he probably doesn't shower, and the only food he's downed where 2-3 full meals from his local greasy fast food establishment.

I looked at grindr once (never actually did anything), and there are plenty of younger guys. Why didn't you go for them? Sorry you feel like shit about it OP, but never make decisions when your brain is fucking fried with hormones.

>use grindr
>meet someone attractive and my age
>have a good time both before fucking and while fucking
>say our goodbyes and drive home feeling pretty happy about the event
No idea how you fuck this up OP.

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HOW, JUST PLEASE HOW. Did it lead to a relationship? Im assuming you must look cute/attractive.