/suigen/ - Get in here cowards

>When will you do it?
>How will you do it?
>Will anyone give a shit?
>Do you think there's an afterlife?

Have fun, discuss methods, ask OP anything (like why they're a faggot) ect. ect.

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I'll start:
>When will you do it?
Ideally in a week, once I can get rid of all my gay/nerd shit
>How will you do it?
OD + Firearm, if the gunshot fails the drugs will finish the job hopefully
>Will anyone give a shit?
Family, probably
>Do you think there's an afterlife?
Probably not, but if there is see you fucks there

>>When will you do it?
It feels like this year. I'm turning 28 and nothing is changing in my life. I think it's over.
>>How will you do it?
Pretty sure I'll jump off my balcony
>>Will anyone give a shit?
My mom. She does love me and honestly I would have done it sooner if it wasnt for her. She is getting older tho and developing dementia so maybe it won't be too hard.
>>Do you think there's an afterlife?
God I hope not. Could you imagine being a loser in some other life? It would no escape. Perpetually a failure.

I feel you man, it's the eternal struggle of staying around for the mom, she deserves better

I am going to self improve and finish college and then I am going to track down my highschool oneitis as a new man and if she turns me down then oh well I tried my best

How? I'm going to swig a bottle of painkillers with a bottle of bourbon and I'm going to lumber off into the woods on a cold winter night and hopefully freeze to death

Will anyone give a shit? I'll have to send my dog back to my parents house

Afterlife? Nah. We all just become a clod of meat after we die

Hit the gym anons. Helps me to not kill myself. After a few weeks you dont care about women jobs life etc. Build your body and everything else will solve itself

do you guys think i could actually pull off the whole
>drive to desert
>tie gun to ballons
>shoot myself
>murder mystery YO!
or would my shenanigans be exposed too soon?

Why cope by distracting myself from the inevitable. Autism is a death sentence. Anyone with it should be given a painless death.

I guess it's up to random chance if they find wherever the gun lands nearby in the sand. I'd give it a 50/50 chance of success of them thinking somebody shot you and left.

I really wish that I could have been the son she was proud of. For a second she was proud. I graduated university and no one else in my family did that. Then it all went to shit shortly after and my life blew away. I think she knows I'm dead walking. I can see it in her eyes. It's painful to know you failed someone that was always behind you.

(you)(you)(You)(you)(you)(You)
A moment of your time please
You were given a shitty hand at life, but you were given life.
There is no afterlife, there is no reset
As long as you stay alive there is hope
Hope for what? I'll tell you what.
I am a warrior who has walked this earth for only a little while, but my story is as old as time.
I live in a troubled time and felt true human evil.
However, no matter what happened to me, no matter how much I was kicked down, no matter how much I suffered I stood back up. I looked like a fool and I followed my heart, and in the end I found out just how beautiful this world really is. I found kindness and I found a path to walk down.
The stories of great heroes like Odysseus are more real than you can ever imagine.
Grand adventure, beautiful women, incredible creatures, rage, joy, determination, all of this is real.
You have had wool over your eyes and the truth hidden away from you.
Stay alive, life is incredible in ways words can not describe. Your life is painful because you are forced to live as cattle, but this world ain't black and white.
Please keep fighting, user.
You are not a coward
Thank you for your time.

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Dont listen to these "keep living fags." What is honestly going to change? Are going to become good looking? No. Are you going to be rich? No. Will you get the girl? No. You already know how your life is going to play out. Why put yourself in so much misery? For others monetary gain?

I agree, it's a cruel world and an even crueler world with a mental disability. I just want off this ride.

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You see, user, you were set up with a bad hand in life, but you can honestly become good looking. You can honestly become rich, you can honestly get the girl.
You kept taking Ls in the most important time of your life and you feel down, but the fact you feel pain about it shows you want things to be different.

Jesus this thread is scary.
If this shit is real, don't do it.

I hope you're right anonny

What are you suffering from?
If you are already planning to die, entertain the thought that I may have a magic answer to your woes.

When I hit 25, so in a couple of months. My mom has a stable job finally and she'll have my savings. She'll be okay.

Don't do it, think of how she'll react when she comes across your limp, lifeless body.

Tried it last week, ended up being taken by the police and dumped in A&E. They kept me for less than a day and then discharged me. The police had taken me to a hospital over an hour away (there's one much closer) and I had no wallet or money to get home. Just felt like the whole world was against me at that point.

I eventually managed to speak to a psychiatrist after demanding countless times and he has changed my meds now (obviously previous ones weren't working.

I have to taper off a current SSRI and then I'll switch to a SRNI (kill me) but he also gave me some antipsychotics (never been on them before) and they knock me the fuck out when I take them at bedtime. Finally, I can actually fall asleep. Lots of other shit to deal with like the SNRI/therapy but I can finally fucking sleep. I bought a new mattress as well to replace my old, spring poking me in the back all night one.

Who knows what the future will bring. I don't see a bright one in any case, but at least I can escape reality for several hours through sleep now.

/blog

I like to think all robots go to a special place where we have a endless sleep over playing vidya and staying up all night together and sleeping all day. Love you, bros.

You are worrying because you think life is a race.
25 means you just finished developing all of your grey matter. You basically just hit your fully developed form, you have decades to learn skills at your full capacity and have the world be your oyster.
You are worrying about nothing and you have a caring mother. Stay alive.

I'm not sure, I've never been officially diagnosed yet. But I've known something wasn't quite right since I was a kid, and it only became more prominent into adulthood.

Try talking to some old people at the park, ask them to tell you cool stories.
You are in a bad situation with specialists that are not helping, maybe a human conversation is all you need.