>Spent the evening looking at instagram accounts of people I know with my nameless account, which no one knows about
God, it's so depressing seeing everyone actually socialising. I spend so much time by myself and on shitholes like this board that it actually feels surreal when I remember that people actively talk and communicate with each other. I feel like shit but I can't be arsed to prove it. I also feel like some sort of creep, like a social voyeur, lol
also share your fav instagram whores, if you want to. I'm not even horny, just bored out of my fucking mind
>has people he knows
I have people I used to know, it would pain me so much to look at their instagram and see their happy lives. I would rather not. If it's any consolation, at least we have each other and all the other friendly friendless losers on this board.
yeah it feels like shit knowing I'm the only one in my group of peers who's creeping on ig accounts at 1am while everyone else I know is asleep, talking with friends or romantic partners, having sex, fun, etc, just having a much better time than me. Fuck
And I agree, as shitty a place Any Forums is I feel a weird sense of pride that I'll always have r9k to go "home" to, while normies have to tiptoe around what's considered okay/socially acceptable. Feels bittersweet bros
pathetic self bump because I'm desperately lonely
no new posts :(((, again, awwwwwwwwww
final bump because god i'm desperate. i just wanna talk with someone :(((((
> feels bittersweet bros
Indeed it does my anonymous friend, you need go read and learn stuff, it works for me sometimes
lmao I read and learn too fucking much. I read random wikipedia articles when I'm bored
Hello. Who are you? Talk about yourself. How would you describe yourself? Is there something you appreciate about yourself?
thank you for being a lovely distraction from monotony.
It's not my exact name, but you can call me Jim. I'm pretty muh like everyone else here, quiet and reserved and antisocial and etc. If I had to pick one adjective to describe me it would probably be pitiful. I appreciate that I'm somewhat familiar/well-acquainted with the internet and that I've found sites that cater perfectly to my wants unable to be fulfilled in real life. You?
Social media is complete poison for self esteem even among normalfags.
I'm sory user. I have to go to sleep. It's 3:19 am and I have uni. I'm italian btw.
I recommend you cooking smth italian tomorrow, just to break monotony. Try real italian carbonara, I'll give you the reciepe: diced bacon, parleranno chiese, 1 or two egg yolks( you must separate the from the whites), black pepper.
>have never touched social media since myspace days
got only yourself to blame, you like the punishment
it's okay itanon, hope u sleep well. gn:)
idk if i actively enjoy, it's just an alternative to boredm. my self loathing certainly lends it a masochistic quality, tho
*not parleranno chiese(stupid automatic corrector. What I mean was parmesan cheese.
Btw.
Step 1. Cook the spaghetti. Put water on the fire, wait until it boils, add some salt(about a spoonful). Then put spaghetti in. Do not cover. Cook for 10 minutes and get the pasta out the water.
Step 2. Take diced bacon, heat it on a pan(high flame) until it gets crispy.
Step 3. Take parmesan, egg yolks and pepper. Put them together in a bowling, and mix the ingredienti until you get a kinda thick but not too thick salsa. Add a lil salt. Very lil. Then, put spaghetti in the pan with bacon. Heat them on a low flame. Put the sauce and mix toghether, but be carefull. The salsa must not heat too much or it'll become egg. Good luck
>looking at people doing things you wish you could do
>On purpose
either that or get bored lol. i know hating myself is illogical but it doesn't stop me, kek
Go for a walk in the nice part of town, and remember that jealousy is a sin
Instagram is gay as hell. Delete it. Delete all social media if you can. Only use the internet for YouTube (subscriptions only), music, porn, business, and for getting information.
but i dont wanna :( (dont even have it insralled, just made an account on a whim for the browser)
Yes just pretend the rich attractive people aren't living awesome lives while your skin rots off your face and your cheap dogfood diet rots your stomach.
Did you really think that lol at the end would make what you just said sound any less pathetic?
Has it made your life better or worse?
no i was trying to make myself sound as pathetic as possible for pity, force of habit lol
worse, duh
So don't do it because social media is full of argumentative, vain, egotistical, angry, narcissists? Do it because I'm jealous of them?