LDR Thread

>what the fuck is this world where I get more genuine connections over the internet than in real life
>and should I even bother, considering how shitty LDRs are
yeah it's a fucked up situation, user. my GF and I have had a very rare LDR that isn't super toxic. doesn't mean I don't get lonely :(

Here's a good one that happened summer of last year.

>>be 17 male just moved
>>Met this barely 18 social outcast chick online off of a Any Forums discord (Mistake one)
>>She had a reputation for killing and torturing small animals
>>Didn't give a shit thought it was harmless and funny
>>We're just friends with a bunch of other people but we talk every day for a month.
>>We clicked very well and just felt like we were on the same wavelength
>>Become very close very quickly and she tells me all these strange thoughts and mental issues she deals with.
>>I help her out, give her advice, cheer her up, walk her through figuring out the answers to some of her problems
>>remember she'd ask me how I stay so happy
>>One night in mid June her mom spergs the fuck out because we were up talking on the phone at 5am.
>>Realize I was really fucking worried about her and realized I had feelings for her
>>Assume she wouldn't reciprocate but whatever
>>Work out, get a summer job, try to appear not like a complete fucking loser
>>FF a month later she tells me she's had a huge crush on me but was worried I didn't feel the same
>>HOLYFUCK
>>We're both ecstatic, yknow, stereotypical edater bullshit. She made me so unbelievably happy and I thought vice versa, we were very verbal about why we liked one another and how they made us feel.
>>Her mental shit seems more apparent and she tells me more about it
>>fully prepared myself to deal with some schitz out episode.
>>FF to September. The past few weeks she'd been seeming out of it, ask her what's up
>>Repeatedly says she's ok
>>One night texts me saying she's not fit for a relationship
>>Breaks up with me without really explaining what was wrong
>>Next day we talk and we're both really upset, she tells me she thinks she's retarded and that it was a huge mistake, and she's sorry obviously don't want to break up either.

>>Later find out after the last time we broke up that she had 0 intention of staying.

>>To be continued

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>that she had 0 intention of staying
that's fucking brutal

>>>She had a reputation for killing and torturing small animals
What the fuck.

>>stay together
weeks later I find out about mad hypocritical shit she'd been talking, none of it even to do with her.
>>I mean literal shitposts directed at me
>>First instinct is to figure out why she's upset, not get butthurt and get mad at her
>>When I confronted her about it I just got a wall of "idk"
>>She eventually threw her hands up and said we're done without explaining what I did to her.
>>Blocks me and posts paw patrol rule34 elsewhere (? ? ?)
>>Ghosts me for 4 weeks
>>Christmas eve
>>It got the point where I had to threaten to report the animal abuse to her local PD to get her to just talk to me and say what I did
>>Tells me she doesn't care, didn't really care, wants nothing to do with me anymore, said she was bored of me, and just wants me to go away. She said she ghosted me because she was scared of me leaking her nudes (? ? ?)
>>I figure it'd be ironic to leak them anyways after that shit. I regret it but I was so fucking upset after hearing her rip into me. It also dissolved any hope of her holding on to me, so I wouldn't be haunted by thoughts of her coming back around one day.
>>Find out she's moved on to a NEET meth relapsing pedophile that lives with his mom.

I've never tried to hard for anyone in my entire life. Not even myself. I would have done anything I could to make her happy because it just made me feel so genuinely happy to see her smile. Turned down opportunities with girls that were actually around me, but I just thought she was so incredibly unique I didn't think twice about rejecting them. And now I feel like I've lost everything and I don't even know what I did to make her start viewing me as such utter shit.

I'm just tryna make it through my last school year now. Really want to liveleak my head open but I know she'd absolutely love to see that. People have suggested I go to therapy. ATM I'm making good workout progress but I am abusing Benadryls. I just miss you Peyton.

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My first relationship was an LDR, from age 14 to 20. I think it was all a big cope on both my part and the girl's part, so we could feel like we'd "solved love" and didn't have to get our panties in a twist about dating. When asked what the secret to us staying together for so long was, we'd both respond, "stubbornness."

I halfway regret doing it. I'm in an LDR again now though. This time we met pretty early on and we are actually dating for a reason other to avoid loneliness.

bretty hot
>tfw no sadistic gf who decapitates mice during sex

Yeah, other people may have posted her "work" here. Funny enough I schitzed out a little under 2 months ago and decapitated a dead squirrel just to fuck with her friends. I didn't even expect her to come across it for a while but she did and that was the only thing that really got a reaction out of her. Rather than the other attempts to get her back prior. That still annoys me

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damn 6 years. Surprised y'all were able to handle things cleanly though. Hope you're doing well.

>I halfway regret doing it.
ah I am sorry to hear that

would you date another cute boy who doesn't care about sex that much?

oh yeah, TLDR is I fell for the schitzo BPD girl meme.

>schitzo BPD girl meme.
not just a meme :(