Genuinely, no memes, what sexuality does someone have that exclusively jerks off to shemale porn?
I'm not trying to pretend that I'm straight, but for 10 years now it's all I've jerked off to, this is my sexual preference, and nothing has changed in all this time, I haven't veered towards more masculine gay stuff it has just stayed the same.
I wanna top them but also suck them.
Bisexual, leaning hetero. I bet a majority of trap lovers probably dont want to get fucked in the ass by one but DO want to suck them off.
I'll admit that I sometimes fantasize about being fucked but its rare. Mainly its sucking their dick and jerking them off
Question for you. I have been doing the same but mostly trap stuff and caption/erotica. I always self insert as the cute guy/sissy/trap. I love cocks and want to suck on them and get fucked. I want a sweet guy to hold me and kiss me. But im not trans. Im probably supposed to be but Im tall as hell so I never did it. Two masculine guys together is not the same for me as a feminine and masculine person even if they are still both guys. I watch gay porn a lot too or solo guy stuff. My problem is that I wont ever be feminine because of my height so I dont really feel like guys will treat me how I want. Ive had online relationships to see if I could love men and at least in that way I definitely can but then I feel really conflicted as things move forward and they want to talk or see pictures because I am not as feminine as I want to be. I try and masturbate to girls or straight stuff but I just cant. As a young teen I remember struggling to finish while thinking of girls. I really want to be gay because that feels the most practical. What is my sexuality?
Straight, coomer
Honestly sounds like repressed homosexuality, like some sort of internalized homophobia where even in gay sex someone has to be feminine.
Could also be a trans thing but I don't know you well enough, when you say "Im' probably supposed to be but im tall" I don't know what that means for you, if you just repress because you're tall or you're fine with it you just don't consider it because of that.
Why can't you just be you while getting fucked by a man? why do you have to be feminine?
This sums it up. Considering shemales are more about encapsulating the feminine than the masculine, and the main difference being the penis, it's purely in a bisexual realm.
I dont know looking at a bulky dude with a beard giving a blowjob is not the same as a twink doing it. I will try to think about the possibility of internalized homophobia though.
I literally think about being trans every day near constantly though. Every time I see a girl I imagine what it would be like to be them. But I dont express outrageously feminine. Lots of different people have said Im feminine or thought I was gay growing up so maybe I just dont see it myself. If I wasnt 6'4" and going on a site that hates transgender people everyday, and honestly if I wasnt a coward, I probably would have transitioned. I mostly want to be a girl in sex though. Sure id love to be cute and caring and have little interest in normal guy stuff but I often wonder when Im around my friends if id be happier dressed like a girl and that just sounds embarrassing. My brother ftm is actually trans and the jealousy of that makes me want to kill myself. Even as a toddler I used to take my clothes off and put on my sisters clothes until I got scolded for it.
So yeah im probably repressing but I dont like to think of it that way. I want to find happiness and acceptance as a gay guy. I just worry that as I become more masculine I will feel more uncomfortable sexually.
I want to be feminine because of how women are treated. I want to be some sweet guys pretty flower and not their handsome stud. Maybe im just thinking about it wrong or have mistaken ideas because ive never been with a guy really. Sorry for rambling its just hard to sort these thoughts out.
>but for 10 years now it's all I've jerked off to
haha same for me OP
It means you wish that females had male brains and minds so they would be easier to get along with.
shemales are for straight guys that are just a little tiny bit bi, but they aren't attracted to men that look like men. thats about as complicated as it gets. you probably don't even like femboys because they still look too much like men. you like feminine looks that just happens to have a penis
theres also this thing with shemales where you know its actually a man, but they are very feminized. they tap into this weird grey area of sexuality where you know its a man because it has a penis, so when you fuck it you know on some level you are dominating a man, but it doesn't look like a man. shemales are nothing more than a fetish, no one likes them the same way they like women
Look up autogynephilia. Not saying you have it or not, but it may help you understand things. Look up the book Men Trapped in Men's Bodies
Those fake tits are gross.
I read that book and stopped at some point because every story ended with them transitioning. Its a book to defend agp people transitioning basically. I dont want to transition and be a freak. I want to be a socially acceptable faggot.
Even worse there is a story of someone transitioning and still not feeling comfortable with other people. The only thing that excited them was the thought of themselves as a woman. So they just stayed inside masturbating to themselves. Fuck that I want to be with guys and I think I honestly have more chances just focusing on being healthy and developing myself rather than relearning how to even fucking speak.
yeah they look like they're upside down or something. I prefer natural tits always, even for trannies
been even longer for me, 14 years. Yeah for some subset of the population there are guys like us who are predetermined to be attracted to the image of women with a penis as long as we are exposed to it. I assume you are pretty young i think that being exposed to it in your early teens makes for a more well adjusted person than finding out in your 50s like most boomers into tranners.
I plan on only dating trans women from now on I just don't care that much about dating cis women. Even considering relocating to Latin America or SEA
I discovered it pretty late
I was 19 when I found traps and Im 30 now but it was life changing desu before that I always had an affinity for cocks but couldnt enjoy it outside of close up blowjob videos
Ive grown to love the fake bimbo look
really I think there's two types of guys into shemales; people with a fetish for them, and bisexuals who like them simply for the combination of tits and dick. obviously there's a lot of crossover between these two types but there definitely is a distinction. someone who only likes them as a fetish will probably be weirded out having sex with one IRL, whereas a guy that just likes them because he's bisexual will probably enjoy it