So are you actually trying to manage your autism or have you just given up completely?
So are you actually trying to manage your autism or have you just given up completely?
no i dont care unironically just being myseld
What is there to fucking manage? this is the shit that should have been done when i was 10 years old not 35
>this is the shit that should have been done
what is
>what is
Managing my autism
There is nothing to be done.
Some things can't be fixed.
i have mostly given up now. i was doing really well for a while, then covid came around and i lost my only irl friend shortly after. that matters because now i have no confidence, no friends, no way to get more friends and no way to just meet people aside from work. so basically i just talk with the few guys at work who i can get along with, i fuck it up constantly and come off as weird or disinterested, and it keeps me up at night in turn making it worse the next day.
are there any substances that can make this easier without affecting my job performance in retail? any training or general grinding that will make me less shit at socializing? i am not afraid of work but i am afraid of being this fucking autistic my entire life
OK, well when you're 70 are you going to want to be an unmanageable mess? probably not, right? so start working on it now
If you haven't/can't you're either dead or dropped out of society. Normies when they're adults have a shockingly low tolerance for autism especially when they aren't forced to be around vain mental cripples. Given all the ways they have to fuck you over, from the bureaucratic legal system to militarized police enforcing their diktats, it's in your interest to mask and to mask well. Unless you want to risk a case of KONAS (Knee on Neck Asphyxiation Syndrome) and ABLP (Acute Ballistic Lead Poisoning) but most people don't.
>but you don't look autistic
nobody says this, at least not to me.
he said autistic, not black
rubbish, anyone can learn how to do this, particularly the autistic. use your super powers and crack this nut, it's not hard, you're just being a defeatist. stalin would have shot you for this
getting a blue collar job where I get to say faggot and nigger all day long helped me a lot. just pick something that interests you (I chose electricity) and roll with it. you can make great money and it's a nice work environment for people who need to build self-confidence - the things you'll have to do and figure out are difficult, but possible, and once you master doing them you'll feel like a million dollars, buy a flat cap, and drive a lifted pickup (or muscle car, it's one or the other)
>Normies when they're adults have a shockingly low tolerance for autism especially when they aren't forced to be around vain mental cripples. Given all the ways they have to fuck you over, from the bureaucratic legal system to militarized police enforcing their diktats, it's in your interest to mask and to mask well.
Bingo
This doesn't look like a post that an autistic person would write
You're still a "potential mass shooter" to them so you get the same treatment. And let's face it, the average autist here can't afford a lawyer, let alone his own funeral after dying in a very pathetic 1-sided shootout with the cops that he brought his limp shirmpdick to.
You know that suicide by cop is a choice and not inevitable, right? Don't make that choice. Why would you want to do that to those cops anyway? They're probably nice people and you're going to bring them into this, for what?
>getting a blue collar job
i tried that. i'm a trained CNC and manual machinist. lost my job because the small job shop i was at couldn't afford all the people they had on so i was laid off, here i am now in retail again.
so yes, i have skills, and i have a large degree of confidence in my skills and abilities. i have zero confidence socially. it's not the same thing. knowing how to cut a hole in metal or mill a slot does not inform me how to respond to someone telling me about their motorcycle accidents or someone else telling me about how they just got a new car.
bruh what the fuck are you smoking? nobody responds in this way to autists, something tells me you're just such a turbo autist that you misinterpreted a joke or a little insult as something that happens irl. trust me, i've done it too, but no one (literally no one) treats autists as mass shooter suspects
It's not really conscious suicide. It's more like police-mediated social moderation. You act like a retarded threat in front of a bunch of trigger happy cops, except now you're an adult so they'll just shoot you because they have no idea if you're about to use your tard strength to murder them and whatever else you're babbling about. And who can blame them really? Given the choice between you, a deficient waste of oxygen that has demonstrated it places zero value on others' lives and their own, it's a pretty clearcut choice.
As you people keep saying to niggers:
>play stupid games
>win stupid prizes
10+ years ago you would have been right. This is simply the result of the last decade of mass shootings. Like I've been saying: given the choice between them and you, they usually choose themselves. I don't make the rules. I don't even enforce them. I just tell it how it is.
I still try but it's become increasingly difficult as I've gotten older. When I was a kid it used to have its perks but not anymore.
OK, well try doing something that isn't a retarded antisocial activity like being a machinist for christ's sake
I think you're overhyping this because you have tricked yourself into believing that you are a nascent mass shooter
>as I've gotten older
whenever I read something like this I assume the person writing it is 22
>OK, well try doing something that isn't a retarded antisocial activity like being a machinist for christ's sake
absolutely brilliant. why haven't i tried this before
i should mention now that i live in maine, a thoroughly coronatarian state that is pro-lockdown and still has a ton of retard tier restrictions. all the fun hobby shops etc. got killed off and outdoor activities aren't viable for another 3-4 months.
i don't even know if the DnD shop is open, there's almost nothing open and the amount of people my age is low. it's literally just a few blocks down from the gates of hell
The people who learned to mask as children are far better off than the ones who never learned then got fucked over as an adult since the consequences were so much lighter back then.
He's right. A lot of autists have a fixation on shit most normies consider to be dangerous (look at all the history autists who play those map painting simulator games, then look at all the people walking around who can't even tell you which years WW2 occurred in, let alone the difference between an M1 garand and the AR-15 they see on the news since it's all scary mass shooter lore to them). And (You) are an autistic fuckwad given how you can't comprehend others' point of view, a classic autism trait and how most of these attacks originate. And the worst type too since your shitty advice is going to get a lot of robots killed in horrible ways.
I couldn't even get my foot out the door. I can't hold a conversation so I'm stuck with myself. Thank God for Twitch. It really keeps me company.
>absolutely brilliant. why haven't i tried this before
I dunno, you seem to have avoided it thus far
>maine
Sucks to suck, I live in a free state. Try moving, there are parts of the country where people aren't totally insane
The average autist ITT has a retail mcjob AT BEST and you expect them to move??? Classic autismal lack of even basic empathy on full display. This is why nobody can stand you fuckers, even your fellow autists.
you're off the deep end here, this is a massive overreaction to what I said and I think you realize that. and anyway, I feel personally attacked because:
>look at all the history autists who play those map painting simulator games, then look at all the people walking around who can't even tell you which years WW2 occurred in, let alone the difference between an M1 garand and the AR-15 they see on the news since it's all scary mass shooter lore to them
describes me perfectly. I just don't really tell people about those things because most people find them boring. I mention those interests once or twice and never again, just to see if there's a shared interest (there often is, I know how to pick these people out from a crowd) and that's it
I don't recall telling anyone to not hide interests of this kind. I just think you're wilding out
>Try moving
i desperately want to. i have ~5k in the bank but that's not enough, and i know it. i have enough machining experience that i could probably get an entry level job again, but not enough to make more than minimum wage. i feel like i'm either stuck here to rot for the rest of my worthless life or just waiting it out until i finally have enough wrong in life to justify an hero
>This doesn't look like a post that an autistic person would write
the op picture was made by a female
Haha that picture applies to me too