how do bpd people feel like knowing every person thinks they are a pain?
How do bpd people feel like knowing every person thinks they are a pain?
The online bpd Person i knew didn't really act very bpd. More passive and silent
It really sucks
I think everyone hates me. Even if they're nice to me. During episodes I think they are plotting shit behind my back and constantly talking about me
It hinders relationships because I never even want to try because I can feel like they're going to leave me if they know the real me
even with my best friends who have been friends with me for years I just feel like they're solely tolerating my existence and that I am a burden to them
living with bpd is a hell i'd never wish on another person
internet computer people decide how you will think about them to some degree
why do you have bpd?
>why do you have bpd?
I was abused by my parents and was heavily bullied for my entire life until I was 22.
why were you bullied at 21 yo?
You guys self medicate for it? I got heavy into pot around 15. Then someone gave me opioids. I took those for a long time. Xanax and other benzos to. If I'm on downers it isn't so bad. Mind stops racing and I don't think about shit like this
but when they wear off everyone comes back worse than ever and I start to over analyze everything that happened the last time I saw someone. I go through stages where I don't see people for weeks then I drop in to be social. Sometimes I'll fall into a depression where I don't want to see anyone for months. Then I worry they think I don't like them.
from ages 18-21 i was primarily bullied online by several communities and people i once considered friends.
Then I stopped participating in society, essentially.
I only interacted with people who have ADHD.
No clue how similar that is but it can be very annoying
why did you not just stop interacting with them?
indeed, adhd people are weird
>why did you not just stop interacting with them?
that's.... what I did
you said you gor bullied by computer internet people for 3 years though. why didnt you stop sooner?
I tried to make friends. I thought it could get better
it never did
It's 2022, BPD people claim they're on the spectrum as a defense mechanism since "so many women with ASD get misdiagnosed"
maybe you should stop being weird
that is something i have seen as well. some bpd people also larp as "yandere"
You do not want to edate a yandere femanon wth bpd, I'll tell you hwat
Nah they become trans like most of the mentally ill here.
The connection from r9k to tttt is apparent and one of my bpd contacts is a tranny
bpd people cant be yandere and internet computer dating is not real
i thought autism leads to becoming trans idk never heard bpd people becoming trans
Imagine the whiplash you'd feel if you were watching a "Yandere" anime and instead of obsessing over the protag forever doing increasingly macabre acts, they just suddenly start calling him a disgusting abusive pig (but don't leave me because you're the only thing keeping my life together and my parents like you) and fuck a bunch of random dudes.
why are bpd people like that, anyway?
>how do bpd people
*Yawn*
i cringed and put your post into my "cringe" folder