I worship Asian women even though they hate me and I don't know why

An Asian women could falsely accuse me of sexual harassments and I'd come out of that prison old and grey ready to kiss her shoes.
If I had the strength and resources I would be traveling the country as a vigilante fighting other black men that maim/kill Asian women
If I ever get any political power I'd dedicate my life to making sure Affirmative action benefits Asian women above anyone else
My love for Asian women makes me vomit, like it just makes me so worked up that it churns my stomach and I throw up, one time blood came out
My yellow fever induced nightmares have made me wet the bed on multiple occasions
I wish I was white solely because they get Asian women so easily, this fact alone.
I never cared about "muh blackness" or anything like that, on most occasions I even side with racists who mostly *are* racist because most black people are so terrible, but I envy them solely because they have access to Asian women over them
I would start a war over Asian women
If I had the power I would wipe out roughly 98% of the black population, including most of my family, because their thuggery has made acquiring an Asian girlfriend so hard
From 11:00 PM to 2:00 AM I spend that time praying. From 11:00 to 1:30 it's for a beautiful Asian girlfriend, from 1:30 to 2:00 it's to curse skin whitening products for currently being useless and praying that they advance while I'm still young
If and when they finally get good I'll be spending the rest of my life touring Asia because I'll finally be able to get top tier women there
I quit watching pornography 3 years ago. I envision having sex with Asian women, vividly, in my mind and get off to that.

I bow unto my yellow queens. If there were more black men smart enough to have these feelings I'd turn us into a cult

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lol. what kind of asian? korean?

Japanese
Korean
Western (American, Canadian, etc) Asian
Central Asian
Filipinos
Turkic Siberian
Indonesian
Indian
Malaysian
Yakut
Cambodian
Thai
Taiwanese
Chinese
Laotian
Vietnamese

I'm similar to OP. I'm a blackguy who loves asian women and is almost exclusively attracted to South Asians.

They'll never accept us but I love them and find almost all of them unconditionally attractive.

Fellow "brotha" here. I gave up any desire i had toward asian women once i realized they have no desire for us at all. Im not sure if its because they find us physically unattractive or if it's fear of social ostracism that comes with being with a black dude. When i was in H.s this chinese girl said i looked good but when i tried to pursue her she turned me down. So maybe they're capable of finding us attractive but the stigma associated with being black is too much to justify dating us.

Idk man i stopped caring a long time ago. I dont even look at asian girls anymore, but then again i never found them that attractive to begin with. Anyway i hope you find your azn waifu user, but worshipping women of any group is cringe dude. ESPECIALLY worshipping women who, in aggragate, dont even want you. They would rather be with a loser white dude than a wealthy well put together black. It is what it is. Maybe try Filipino chicks i hear they're more open to black dudes.

>trusting darkies

Dont give up user. Asian sluts are for everyone
t.whiteanon

your nigger cousins need to be killed

All Asian women are built for non-asian cock no matter the color. I am a Thai sissy and I accepted this fact a long time ago

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ok race war it is.

God Cindy Starfall is so attractive.

I'll try. I had one Indian ex and I wish i could meet another. Until then, enjoy smashing loads of asian puss my whiteanon friend.

>If I ever get any political power I'd dedicate my life to making sure Affirmative action benefits Asian women above anyone else
It'd be funny to see you gunned down on the news.

I'm taking one good look at my life right now and I can tell that it's going to come to a short end due to my love for Asian women and I've come to terms with it.

Get a grip fetishist

Why?
They are not even very attractive

It's easy for white guys to say this, you can quite literally have any Asian woman you want.

Look at this from the pov of a black man with yellow fever: These aren't just women, they're goddesses, goddesses with gorgeous skin and breathtaking hair and languages that give you eargasms. Just looking at them online makes you just sit there, in a trance, for hours on end. Looking at an Asian girl in real life would cause you to walk into traffic, multiple times, maybe you've gotten hit by a car once or twice and yelled at by a police officer and an angry faggot driving some raggedy Duramax. You just revere them so much it gives you nose bleeds and "episodes". Now you worship these women like the divine beings they are but then you take a look at reality and realize they abhor you just as much as you love them. You love them more than your own family, you consider LITERALLY every Asian woman to be worth more than your family and they would wish you away and it's literally all because of your skin color. That would send any man over the edge.

If they keep themselves thin then most of the time they're 6/10s.

OP this is your future.

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I used to have yellow fever until I realized how garbage they are. They treat any non white person like trash fuck them. Just go for white girls much nicer. Maybe Latinas if you want insanity but they are the prettiest race. Too bad jbw I guess we fucked up our rolls. Can be a 6'4 6/10 non white and they would still chose a 4/10 5'9 white over you ):

I wouldn't harm Asian girls but I would take my anger out on other blacks for doing this to me.

I have no issues with asian girls maybe because I'm white lol.
Half of our stuff isn't in English and they need some help from somebody.
There are a lot of things you can do with them because of the langauge barrier and because they don't really know the area.
It's also nice to help them.

Every day I come to this board I give myself a headache trying to figure out why whites come here whining about not being able to get laid. The only thing I can think of is you guys humblebragging or fishing for sympathy like the women on those "roastme" subreddits.