Fail uni twice (or maybe three times idk)

all autists should become programmers.
they have a strong advantage, the pay and work hours are good.
normies can't stand programming, society needs you.
its really simple. all of programming in all languages can briefly be summarized as:

variable: x = 10
unit: int x = 10 boolean y = false
functions: multiply(x, y) return x * y
while loops: while(true) ... loop
for loops: for(i = 0; i < 10; i++) // counts up to 10

custom unit: created with the class or struct keyword
generics / templates: act on ranges of different types
pointers: instead of makes a copy, pointers let you pass by reference

I've miserable first and second year of my collage. Now that my I've taken reign over my adhd and tried to improve my self with arts and hobbies I can actually sit and study at the library. I've elongated uni by ~1.5-2 years.

Online exams were a bliss. cheat&pass

>Collage

>what do you want to do son
>i don't know
>you have to do something
>i know
>repeat conversation once every few months

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So like Im doing Differential Equations and legit cant understand wtf Im doing there are now soo many letters and barely any number that it feels like Im doing alien language. I mean I already have no idea what an integral actually means like what the fuck does that string of characters actually mean in real life. I know that you use it to calculate precise area or something for a 3D concept and yet I still cant understand what the actual fuck an integral is. Long story short I really hate Differential equations theres no more numbers just fucking letters and converting integrals like six times for one damn equation, god kill me.

Esoteric schizoid ascetism it is...

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>defeatist fags
You only fail when you give up.

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I know the pain. I passed that stupid course by cheating it. Teachers don't provide teaching material and stuff on internet don't really cut it. All the other courses come with proper books to easily go through but fucking calculus is almost made to kick us autists out of society. I recommend checking tutorial.math.lamar.edu (pauls online notes) and mathsisfun.com/ . I recommend dedicating a lot of time

I also technically failed uni twice but I didn't give up and on the 3rd time I graduated and I should get a data analyst job in a comfy city soon. You can do it too! Just don't give up

moreover I think unknown nature of descriptors like "integral", "bla bla's ding dong over bing bong rule", "class object shmos choslos over fos fos" don't sit well with me. I always had this problem with retarded descriptors normies act like as if they understand but then somehow naturally use them. I always forget when a descriptor is foreign and I've to make my own descriptors OR understand the concept first then understand why descriptor is called exactly that. I always forget those funny words and couldn't even thought a lot to give examples here

this is me except I've been neeting for almost 3 years and I'm going back to college next month

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