ive been working out every day, eating healthy, quit weed, porn, and soda, taking a cold shower every morning, for a few months now.
I've been teaching myself how to draw, play guitar, and speak russian to branch myself out and get more interesting. Got a job and applied to community college
I'm 5'11", blonde hair blue eyes, fit, attractive.
And yet despite me working my ass off every day beating my depression, i got nothing from it. I still spend literally every single day alone in my room. I literally do not have a single friend. I have never had a girlfriend or attended a single party in my life. My aspergers totally fucks me and i want to scream and smash my head against the wall. I am doing everything I can to better myself and be the best person i can be, but everywhere i go i still get weird and dirty looks, my coworkers talk shit about me and I am constantly rejected by women. I walk to town nearly every day to buy food and try to meet new people but am never successful.
Women often are initially attracted to me from my looks until they get to know me and find out im a sperg.
I feel like I'm in hell. I try so hard to escape this pit and better myself but nothing works. I just want the loneliness to stop. It seems friendships, relationships, etc come naturally to normies but no matter what i do these things ALWAYS are out of my reach
a poo-transfer from a neurotypical chad to your will cure a decent chunk of your autism
be careful of what you wish for user. i did the broccoli sprout way thingie, and i became a MASSIVE nihilist with zero regards to morals. i just didnt break laws, but thats it. i didnt care about morals at all, but i was a normie. i started lying for fun, i started taking care of my looks, i visited a prostitute and failed to get erect, i started behaving like them, i could look people in the eyes. i stopped tho
not sure if i should go back, it felt evil, but i know if i kept it up i'd have gotten a gf. i didnt care about morals AT ALL tho, and any moralfagging pissed me off. i really wanted to buy lots of meat and throw it in the garbage, and im a 4 year vegan who loves animals
pic related is anti-biotics affect on autism, implying its some bacteria causing it. thats why a fecal transplant cures it
you're a try hard. you're mad because you're not getting results from trying so hard. it's good what you're doing don't get me wrong, but maybe try a gentler approach. also, this is radical what im about to say, but i suggest invoking ashtaroth, also known as astart, ishtar. she is the energy that the image aphrodite comes from, and she has helped me immensely with my autistic character. she's a very kind demon to work with too. also lucifer can help with your frustrations, i suggest invoking him too. asmodeus can help you be more sexually appealing to women.
Nathaniel Hill
>just get a fecal transplant bro not just a fecal transplant, but from a neurotypical. you have to eat their shit after you take special antibiotics that target your gut bacteria. you can take it in pills while frozen, that works
or try a non-permanent sollution first with the sprouted broccoli seeds. those work, i did those, as i said in my post
or just whine and complain and cry about it after ive given you the solution to your autism. whatever, its your life
might actually try out that broccoli seed thing. i just wont be eating shit lol
Cooper Young
there are videos online on how to do it. i invested like 100$~ on my grow opp, i froze it after it grew. i had cheap flourescent light rubes, mylar, mesh to catch seeds from water, filteted water to use, etc. i bought the seeds from amazon. for me it worked, but i turned into a real nihilist with a passionate hatred of humans and animals. a real bitter one,
Carson Turner
>eating healthy, quit weed, porn, and soda, taking a cold shower every morning these are all physical things
>teaching myself how to draw, play guitar, and speak russian thats a good start, to keep yourself occupied
Your problem is with social interaction. Trying to do physical things to make yourself seem better to other people won't help with your social interaction skills.
For autistic people, social skills are something they have to formally learn. Try researching up on these. People are probably turned away from you based on things you're not quite aware of, possibly because of:
--- the metering of your speech (how certain syllables are stressed, and the "rhythm" of the speech --- the pacing of a conversation (gaps between sentences/topics are either too short or too long) --- your stance / body language --- lack of eye contact, or TOO MUCH eye contact --- any stims/noises you might be making that seem normal to you, are likely making other people uncomfortable. But its something that 99% of people would never mention to you, when meeting you for the first time
Cameron Ramirez
>For autistic people, social skills are something they have to formally learn. >making claims this hard
do you have any data or evidence to back that up? i always love dudes who just post stuff without any evidence behind it
Do jot centralize your life around pussy and normalfags acceptance. You can succeed on so much things that aren't normal in their eyes and find joy in them, but you choose to be a complete retard and grind through shit, making yourself miserable.
search "long term benefit of microbiota transfer therapy on autism" on google, the first couple links have the studies, Any Forums will not allow me to link them, its a paper published in nature
the science is very real, user. im not making anything here up. i did some research about this. i know you smugly take love, sex and intimacy for granted, but someone like me who never experienced it, it was something i valued and wanted so much
there was a breakthrough paper published a couple years ago, showing that a gut bacteria transfer from normies to autists cured autism. and this is done by eating their shit in capsules, with anti-biotics and doctoral supervision. i did a fair bit of research
i kinda gave up on it, because i didnt like being a nihilistic sociopath that couldnt stop thinking about violence, but in other people it does work. the study author even mentioned that some dude cured his autism and got into a relationship, etc
>Sperg gets tricked into eating shit by Chad >Upon further examination realizes what transpired >Puts up mental barricades and tries to convince others to do the same to avoid the shame that comes with unironically letting a Chad defile you this hard Put me in the screencap redditfag
Daniel Anderson
>also, this is radical what im about to say, but i suggest invoking ashtaroth, also known as astart, ishtar. >she is the energy that the image aphrodite comes from, and she has helped me immensely with my autistic character. she's a very kind demon to work with too. also lucifer can help with your frustrations, i suggest invoking him too. asmodeus can help you be more sexually appealing to women. dude just sacrifice your eternal soul for mortal pleasures lmao serious question as an agnostic, if you believe in demons, why would you interact with them and not convert to Christianity? are you retarded? have you no long term planning?
