Hanging by a thread thread

>started dating this girl in late august
>we have been friends for well over a year
>shes been sexually harassed all her life, so i promised that i would try my best to not be like the other guys
>we both liked each other very much
>as the months go by, i get more confident and happier because we are together
>i ask her if i do anything wrong every week or so because this is my first relationship
>she says that I'm doing great every time
>late October, she broke up with me over text
>she says that she has done some self-reflection and thinks that she is gay
> i thought our relationship was more open than that, so it broke me when she couldn't even face me when i tried to talk to her at school
>i literally heard some guy in her posse say "oof" as she gave me my belongings back
>that bitch also started to laugh as well
>try not to break down because I'm at school
>we had plans to go to homecoming as well, so i spent $40 total on both our tickets
>i didn't really have anyone to talk about this stuff
>most of the friends i hang out with are there to just fuck around with, so never talked about my feelings with them because that's what i had her for
>talk to a mutual friend about this

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>she gives me some comforting words and it helped
>jump forward a week and i hang out with the friend
>she tells me told me that the actual reason that she broke up with me was that i sexually harassed her, and that she was planning this break up weeks prior
>shattered that i became the one thing i swore not to be, and i was not sure how much of the last bit was real
>then i realized that my friends have been distant with me recently
>mfw she told all my friends that i am a pervert and about 90% completely block me off
>time goes by and i talk with this friend almost everyday (still do)
>she is very empathetic and kind soul
>still sad asf so i couldn't tell that she liked me
>i dont care too much about that, because I'm not sure if i even want to be in a relationship anymore
>few weeks pass and she tells me that one of my best friends is now dating the ex
>this dude was someone i trusted and thought as a brother
>i dont even know why, but apparently he even told his mom, as our families are rather close
>who tf does that
>so now I've been kicked by my own friend group and eat lunch usually by myself
>this started early December, and the situation has not changed too much
>but now everywhere i go, all i see are those two together
>like, i was going shopping and these mfs just apparated out of nowhere
>its so fucking upsetting seeing what i could've been
>now when i go home, i just sit on my seat browsing socials and doing homework
>i dont have shit that's been bringing me joy
>why did i have to fuck up? why did she not say anything? was she looking for a chance to break up? how long have these two had feelings for each other?

just wanted to share how stuff has been
feel free to share your stuff as well

I mean I suppose but sometimes I guess

>why did i have to fuck up?
Where exactly did you fuck up

You seem underage.
I know it's a cliche but fuck women, get fit get some hobbies, stop talking to that girl, yeah yeah it's all sad and stuff move on focus on better things
You can't do shit about it OP, move on even if you feel a stinging pain in your soul

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dont diss my man Hugo Reyes

yea ive been trying to work out I can do almost 500 squats straight now so that's neat
and the tennis season is over so i have been free for some time
tennis did bring me a lot of joy but the homework load has been raw dogging me so i haven't been able to get some time in T-T

nah no disrespect to hugo. i didnt know what pic to use use so I just did some random one

>500 squats
rip your lower back, prop gonna fuck up your lower part of the spine if you do it the improper way...
Learn how to exercise each muscle group...

Beat the shit out of your "friend" that betrayed you.

Burn to fucking death sex haver.