Not a troll post.
Do I have to pick between happiness and fitness?
Don't want to get on hrt because that shit is really bad for you as a male, but at the same time, I know I'll never achieve my goal physique without it - and will need several surgeries too for that matter which are also unnatural and probably not good for mental health addiction wise.
Is there something I can do to change my brain? It would be a lot easier if I just wanted to be a buff chad.
I've also got a weight complex. I can't stand going over 135 pounds. I tend to target 120 but even then I still think I look fat. I'm 5'7 so that is the lowest healthy weight I can get to. Don't want to go underweight cause that shit is unhealthy, so I'll get to 120 and maintain with 2000 calories.
Maintain 'n train is hell. I can do as many squats sit ups and hip thrusts I want but never see big results, then if I gain weight it's the end of the world and for some reason I'm mentally incapable of accepting it, and end up eating a deficit or fasting to go back down.
I really don't like psychiatrists either from bad experience so would prefer to avoid - don't want them to try to pinkpill me or put me on xanax or some shit. Or even hrt really. I don't trust them.
Losing hair too. Tried rogaine to no avail and fin broke my brain so had to get off it. Considering getting a transplant and just dealing with mental slowness.
I'm really tired of it at this point. Can't help but think I got the worst of both worlds with bad genetics and high standards. I'm 21 but I feel biologically at least 50. Never asked Any Forums for advice so thought I would give it a try.
Is it possible to be a natty healthy femboy
Kill yourself
Sneed
>biologically i feel at least 50
>i can do as many squats sit ups and hip thrusts i want but never see big results
Something's incongruent here.
Why do you biologically feel 50? It sounds like you're just extremely unhealthy.
What's your lifestyle like? Describe an average day.
Just get on HRT, this way you'll kill yourself sooner.
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Normally I'll work out every day but never got a fully fleshed out organized routine. Other than that I am neet and desu spend most of the day on distractions and escapism to keep me from eating extra or thinking about my situation.
I'm going to barrage you with a few questions so I can give you some half-decent tailored advice. Answer whatever you feel like.
Do you have friends that you socialize with in real life?
How long have you wanted to be a femboy for?
Did your want to be a femboy come from seeing people on the internet doing it?
When you say 'work out every day', what does that entail? How long are your sessions?
Do you live with your parents?
What is your current physique like?
Not in real life for the most part but a couple online and a bf (also online)
Since puberty
I don't think so but I won't pretend I'm immune to brainwashing
I go to my homegym and do random shit til my legs ass and core hurt or I get bored. Probably could do better there like I said never got a real routine.
No, have my own house.
Right now I'm 135 and fasting to get back to 120 again. Strongly considering tummy tuck because it might just be extra skin from when I used to be obese but that's another expensive unnatural surgery.
much like being a woman, you simply do not have the genetics to be like the twinks you see online. that’s ok, most guys don’t. you don’t need to be a femboy, you need basic self esteem, and that can be gained through exercising properly (by actually finding a program made by someone qualified and not a tranny on an imageboard) and finding out what your body is actually capable of.
stop cooming, go outside, make some actual friends, and you will start feeling better.
listen to
Alright.
I'm not a psychologist, user, so take my word with a grain of salt, but I think you should focus on not being a NEET before you try making any drastic changes to your body, particularly if that involves surgery or hormone therapy.
Humans are social animals and we thrive when we have goals and work towards them. Our brains do all sorts of weird things when we don't interact with others or accomplish anything.
Try getting a job, or going to a class. You can escape reality but you can't escape the consequences of escaping reality.
Take little tiny steps every day, big sweeping changes like everyone always suggests on this website don't work for 99% of people.'
Little by little, try to move towards making your life something you don't feel the need to escape from.
HRT increases lifespan. Anyone who researched it got on it anyway. Just do it.
I am unironically afraid of other people for the most part and have always been a shut-in. Back when I had a job or classes I could only think about going home, or nothing at all - in that case I guess it became escapism too. Not to fuck-off your advice or anything though. I guess I could give it another shot if nothing else. ty bro
fippy bippy
I am HIGHLY TEMPTED since I'm not getting any younger, but I also really don't want to.
Just makes me suicidal thinking about it. Seriously gut-wrenching.
Do it. I’m into fitness but you can take a little HRT and not have breasts develop. Anyone who is tempted by HRT should do it. You’re already gay, might as well get the ability to fuck “straight guys“ too.
>a little
Isn't hondosing just placebo/waste of money?
If you think it’ll turn you into a woman sure. Any dosing by that logic is a waste.
>trashbin motel fan is a tranny
Put a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger so you'll wake up in your isekai world
I'm sorry to hear that, and I mean it.
I imagine you don't want to hear this right now, but it's true so I'll go ahead and say it.
Life's not about having everything having everything you want, even if it's something that feels like you can't live without.
It's about getting everything out of what you have.
You're young and fundamentally very healthy- there are millions of people who would happily trade places with you.
Oh. Well in case I decide to try it out which meds are good since u seem to have experience. I remember hearing that spiro is good for femboys in particular.
No.
I think part of it is the whole
>nothing is impossible!
>you can do anything!
>just put your mind to it!
Meme I was fed by my single mom since I was a kid. I have a really good bf and financially I'm well off too so logically there's no reason for me to be depressed. Just the 1 goal I have and there's seemingly nothing I can do to actually achieve it.
FIRST OFF
STOP MASTURBATING
STOP USING WHATEVER FUCKING BOARDS MAKE YOU THINK BEING A FAGGOT IS OK AND NOT CAUSED BY BEHAVIOR ALTERING PARASITES IN YOUR GUT
USE IVERMECTIN
THEN COME BACK AND ASK ABOUT WORKING OUT
When I was your age I went through a phase of fantasizing about getting fucked in the ass by big black cocks. But I grew out of it and am normal now, not gay at all.
I use Any Forums and Any Forums that's it. I spend probably 80% of my time on those boards.
>bbc
Not my style. I'm afraid of women and can't live without bwc so it's convenient I want to be a femboy too.