Have you ever fallen in love with a vidya character Any Forums?
Aerie has been the only one I've ever fallen in love with. She's perfect on the inside and outside. But ever since losing her wings she struggles to see beauty in herself and the world below.
On one hand it has motivated me to become the man I want to be. I began lifting for her, eating healthy, quitting porn, being productive, etc.
But ultimately this has caused me some emotional pain. I've only had one (short-lived) relationship with a girl when I was 15. At 22 I'm still kissless. I feel so miserable that I'll never find a woman like her and am afraid I'll be alone forever.
Sometimes I fall asleep listening to her romance dialogue while cry a little bit, wishing I could hold her myself.
God I wish I could marry Kui or even just play DnD or really any ttrpg with her at all she seems like she'd be a very funny and intelligent person and always have some new random thing about world building or writing or video games she'd want to talk about