Just woke up from a dream. I had children that loved me, a girlfriend that cared about me, I was fit and skinny and the abuse never happened. For the first time i loved myself.
its getting harder to cope with video games. I just wish i never woke up.
I can't enjoy vidya lately but not because of videogames.
Economy is fucking me in the ass and everyday feels like another bad thing is happening in the world, I'm actually terrified of the future.
This is the worst place to air this. You’ve seen yourself as something better and it means you can get there. Fix what you can, you mentioned fitness so it may be a good place to start.
its not your fault, we just live in a really difficult time economically. Back then your parents could straight up buy a house because everything was much cheaper.
i lost 100 pounds about a year ago and it didnt change my mood. I think i need to seek out mental help but finding the energy to do it is really draining.
Also the abuse did happen, no one deserves it. Even you. user, find people who want you to be happy. There’s nothing wrong with seeking professionals who will help.
It’s not easy, but it’s the kind of effort that actually pays you back. I’m sorry you experienced what you did, if you can work through it life can be better. We all need help from time to time.
Vidya has been the only way for me to cope lately
>Graduate from college with no debt
>Get a high paying job
>Find a gf who I eventually marry
>thingsarelookingup.jpeg
>People think it would be a good idea to vote Biden in
>20% of my income is now worthless
>Can't afford luxuries I used to anymore
>Can't afford a house despite making double US average income
>It keeps getting worse
some recommendations of comfy games to retreat from this nightmare are appreciated
I justify my porn addiction with the fact that my dad is an absolute degenerate feetfag giga coomer who fucked his own cousin, the only difference being he got laid during his youth and didnt settle for porn until after his divorce while Im settling for porn before my 20s have even started
if i were you i would just live in a apartment until i found a decent place. either way i wish i had your life since im broke and in debt.
thank you user, i thought i was going to get hate for this thread
On this board, its a likely outcome. People who attack when you’re vulnerable are hurting too, and not worth listening to. One of the hard things is that it’s on you to fix it, you just don’t have to do it alone. If you can’t afford help, many places have financial aid to help. If that’s unavailable, Jordan Peterson has a lot of free content and resources that can help. To any user that has a problem with this, share someone better. Black pills are useless.
I can't save money anymore because apartments keep going up in price. At least with an overpriced house I'd be getting equity
I've given up entirely and am just waiting for death.
I'm paying $1375 a month for a one bedroom. Prices are wack.
That’s coming for all of us. What would you want for yourself if resources weren’t a problem?
Are roommates or family an option?
There is no equity. Your civilisation will not exist in 20 years, and it won't be because of anything explosive. Prepare accordingly.
I live 10 minutes from my parents and I refuse to get roommates; I love my privacy. The cost isn't bad to me personally, I can afford it, its just bullshit.
>have a voice the worst possible voice immaginable
>sounds like a young kid as a 30 year old
>people have trouble understanding you
>people have dont take you seriously
Bros....
how the hell are fast food workers supposed to get by?
shut up and show me that bussy, BOY
>wahh wahhh
defeatist faggots
Post a vocaroo, you might make a good voice actor
Vocaroo. Now.
user, most of that fear is intentional. Building bonds with people around you and storing resources and necessities will help a lot. Think about what you can do in the course of a day that can improve things for you. It doesn’t have to be big things. As you solve smaller things you’ll get the experience to solve larger ones.
No bussy here user. Im obese and manly, just having a hard time with life at the moment.
Fair enough. Finding ways to cut expenses will do a lot for you, meal planning, public transit, and side gigs are at least worth looking at.
user, if you don’t have anything useful to say, just get into literally any other thread on this board.
Woke up from a dream this morning where my friends and family actually followed the advice I gave them. Friends were happy, dead friends were alive, family was rich, I was happy.
user, saving that advice for people that will listen and grow from it is a skill that would do a lot for you. Just keep in mind being right isn’t enough.
For sure. If anything the most important thing I've learnt is Judgement