I need to kickstart my socio-sexual development at 32 or I'll be a loner

>non white

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Why are u so mad?

>I didn’t even notice
Yeah, npcs lack observational awareness since it is not required for basic functionality.

I went back to college for CS at 35. It's okay to go to college in your 30s but only if you're not a complete poorfag imo. I'm not good-looking, always a bit of shut in, but twenty-something girls look at me as some kind of an authority figure. I dress alright, drive a normal car and use my macbook during lectures. There are few other men in their 30s, even 40, but they carry themselves like losers honestly.

incel

>non white

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people who wear tats are troubled people , especially women . kys nub

I wasn't healthy in my 20s, that changed when I turned 29.

So it's more of as if time stopped.

I had a physiological blockage that is completely gone. Hard to explain. I mean if I work now I'm afraid that looks wise I'll look too old at 45 to get in.

It's completely reasonable to reject people based on tattoos if they are not specifically a type that liked them intrinsically (before it became a trend).

I was picked almost first for volleyball and floor hockey in HS, if that counts.

>By now you should've realized that it doesn't depend on the situational circumstances but that you simply end up at the bottom of every social situation no matter what that situation is.
this doesnt necessarily need to be the case at all.
im a massive loner now in my 30s and havent had a relationship or any real friends since my mid 20s but during my teenage years and early 20s i was easily the most popular person among my groups to the point people would tell me how weird it was for them being anywhere without me. almost every night of the week there was something going on somewhere i was being invited too and now im years past the point where ill get a single text message every few months.
even now in my 30s im popular in work, im tall and ok looking, in shape and i can talk to anyone and still lead conversations in any size group of people. im just a massive turbo autist who lives a double life wheret on my own time i spend it 100% alone, i dont even speak to my family outside of a couple of phonecalls a year to catch up.
i had a massive mental breakdown at 27 and walked away from everything, moved to a new city and started my new loner life, not sure what advice i can possibly give to anyone on how to avoid this as for me it feels like the most natural thing in the world, though im very obviously not happy.

also its worth considering that none of this is actually a modern phenomenon, we're just more aware of our situations given our access to other peoples existences in impossibly minute details via the internet, the reality is that every generation going back forever had a huge % of men (and women) who never married, started families, had friends or did anything with their lives.
look at the post war west, it was the most optimistic time for the working man in all of human history, where literally any pleb employee could easily support a family and a very comfortable life on any income, a situation so new to society that it spawned the baby boomers.
even under those circumstances, there was still up to 20% of people who never found anyone, 30% who never had kids, all of our modern nursing homes this past 20+ years have been full of these people withering away alone with just their room mate next door for company. outside of all the social and economic changes obviously changing circumstances, maybe its just the case that for this generation, its OP (or my) turn to be that loner.

tits or gtfo