I'm in my early 30s. I'm an ugly beta male. I've had no friends since school and no experiences with women ever (dates, even flirting, or had any interest shown in me) apart from prostitutes.
I become the beta male at the bottom of any social circle I come in contact with. This includes being invited to no parties and not going to prom or school leaving parties during the final days of school. And having no social life at all during university. And being the ugly beta nobody talks to during all of my part time jobs in university summers and later full time jobs after university.
People are repulsed by me.
I have no interesting hobbies or passions in life. My main hobbies for the past 5+ years have been mindlessly browsing the internet, exercising, binging on junk food or coffee, or driving and going for aimless walks. I've read more books than the average person but I'm not overly interested in anything.
I failed an absolute shitload of graduate intern and job interviews and was in menial work after university. I eventually managed to get some good jobs and now I'm paid an ok salary (much more than the UK average but that is shit tier, so it's not saying much; and not high at the company I work at).
I'm not a posh person or a generic middle class person and do not fit in with these people. I am not a lower class person and don't fit in with these people.
I can tell from my jobs that people think lowly of me, no matter what I do. In my previous job I had multiple managers treat me like shit and tell me I didn't fit in.
I managed to escape to my current job, which pays more. But I can see myself not being promoted ever. The workplace is also more ruthless, so I could potentially be treated worse than before if people dislike me.
Normies fit in effortlessly and easily glide through normie filled institutions where they're judged solely on their normieness.
I'm not stupid enough to believe in any religions or any philosophies of life.
> I'm not stupid enough to believe in any religions or any philosophies of life.
You unironically need Jesus
Caleb Martinez
inb4 single mom
Jace Jones
Waaa waaa another demoralizing thread, get some pussy
Nathaniel James
This. Seek Christ and repent.
Brandon Bell
can someone explain why is it like this? t. raised by single mom and am basically OP
Elijah Gutierrez
It could always be worse Get fit and enjoy your own company At least you can afford to eat and heat this winter
Grayson Perez
Single mothers are incapable of raising men, for the most part.
Colton Cox
Nice story post. You should write a book about this imaginary character
James Hughes
>reddit spacing
Jacob Jenkins
Because monkey see monkey do and you don't ever see a man doing man things.
Hudson Thompson
Go into sales and take everything by force
Asher Turner
fren I am like you. We are not ugly, we just don't fit into a specific one of the dozens of "categories" out there. Most normies do. We are different, but that means difficult to find a girlfriend. I am also a big generalist, that means same hobbies like you. Actually it had a survival advantage in generations gone by for 200 millenia. But today you need to be an uber-specialist to thrive in a career. It's fucking ridiculous. I don't have the answers, I have been waging twice as long as you. But don't take the rope. I can't explain it but I'll go down fighting than willingly kill myself, despite the pain and how fucked up this world is. I am more social than you, but I rely more on alcohol I suppose. But even without that, I have a handful of good friends. Any more than that is fake and bullshit anyway. Get away from the internet, i am trying to cut down my use of it. Ever thought of a YouTube channel? I see how much focus it brings to people. Pick anything and stick with it, why not? I might do that myself.
Hi user, gib discord so we can talk of life sometime. Best of luck and I wish you some different perspective.
Grayson Perry
t. FBI groomer
Bentley Lewis
Just become a Wizard. You don’t see Gandalf worried about pussy now do you? He has other, serious things on his mind; like saving the Shine from Orc & Goblins. Well, we have an Orc & Goblin Invasion going on right now so get to work.
