I am a 23 yo KHHV with a nice guy demeanor. My boss calls me a momma’s boy
I wear a buzzcut fade haircut, plain tees, jeans and sneakers. No tattoos, basically no jewelry. When I had my $200k crypto folio I tried to stop shopping for $10 items at HM.
Additionally I have a baby face, I can grow a beard but I’m looking intimidating that way and not in the good chad way. Rather creepy because I stare into the nothing at times
What do? I’m fucked? I will never attract a gf probably
what you need is a brush with death
I was the same until I joined the merchant navy and got shot at by filipino pirates
I know how to fix all your problems, you need to take a high dosage magic mushroom trip.
Didn't read but bump
Iktf very well user, basically pic related.
I've been told to be nice my whole life, from my mother especially. Be nice, be polite, be nice, treat everyone equally. And I was nice, so much so that I even got the most embarrassing "Most Polite" award possible back in school, twice.
Being "nice" was just ingrained in my being and I couldn't help it, so much so of that I became incapable of flirting/showing sexual interest towards women without feeling as if I'm being extremely rude to them.
So nothing ever happened in that department
>most polite award, twice
kek
holy shit did this actually end with craving validation from a woman. let me get something through your head, your celibacy is a virtue. youre not the creepy one, you just feel that way because youre surrounded by degenerates who practice sodomy nightly and soooociety doesn't believe in discriminating on cock sucking whores anymore. in truth, youre the last hope. the celibates will inherit this world.
>That guy there is really creepy
Yeah that phase starts at 23
Hit the gym and larp as Officer K or Drive
Stop watching porn and work out. Take it slowly at first so it's sustainable.
You actually have a great long term mindset by the looks of it.
Once you get fit and better looking, get some new clothes and then get out your your job. Go apply somewhere else so you can start fresh without a boss that looks down on you.
Go join a church, or a running group for young people. You'll meet nice girls. Make small talk at first with no expectations. Then once you know them better you can ask if they want to hang out for coffee, activity etc
I was a virgin until 21. At 24 I was rotating 8 girls. At 28 I got bored of that and now at 30 I'm getting married to a wonderful woman.
Kek I used to be a mommas boy too. But then I took the blackpill and started chadfishing. I realized life is much better as kind of an asshole, atleast when dealing with women.
>got Any Forums
>thirst trap aesthetic photos on ig
>unironically into tarot and spiritual shit
>gonna get tattoos soon
My body count is over 150 these days so I guess it all worked out. I'm still a super agreeable guy at work and with my guy friends tho.
>Go join a church
100% this. You can flaunt your virginity and escape the rat race of dating.
You exude desperation in your whole being OP, it's not attractive.
You've probably heard it many times but the whole "seeking validation from others and being desperate for a gf" mindet has got to go.
Unironically 'jusburself' as hard as possible, it filters all the undesirable people in your life and leaves only those who enjoy your company.
Also do whatever you want and disregard faggots while taking care of yourself. Go talk with the girl that gets you hard and see how far you get, if she looks disinterested, drop her and go for the next one.
tl;dr your time on this planet is limited and being a pussybitch all your life is a waste, especially while you're young.
>TFW rejected a woman I could probably live the rest of my life with because she was adamant about having children
Blog time, fuckers. If you're a Any Forums type, I advise you don't read this because a lot of polacks got really really angry last time I told this situation.
I don't wanna get into deep details, but I've had pretty good chemistry with a girl for a long while. We met during highschool and kept being friends a couple years afterwards. The rest of our friends even asked me (and probably her) if we're already secretly married or something.
At first I figured it was onesided from my end, but even as dense as I was I started seeing signals that she's interested as well, and not just as a dating thing, it could've easily been a life time thing, but....
This is something I'm not going to go too deep into detail on, but well, I just don't want children. She, on the other hand, clearly very much did.
It hurt like a motherfucker trying to keep her from "approaching" me, and one night she straight up confronted me and asked me if I'm interested in her or not. I still feel intensely fucking guilty over rejecting her that day, but I knew I'd feel even guiltier about avoiding the baby topic or going through with it and feeling miserable.
I guess as some sort of divine punishment, I never got lucky with any other women at all. She on the other hand eventually did find someone (an asian guy, surprisingly).
In the end, I guess it's just a question of what you're willing to sacrifice to get laid or anything beyond that. I do feel guilty, but I can't say that I regret my decision, even though I'd never find a girl like that anywhere in the world...
It's a complex world out there, user.
grew up christian, stopped attending church in hs, if i go join the catholic church will i find at least average looking women under 30?
kino
Maybe a hot 14 year old being brought in by their parents. Hillsong is probably better for your age
lol shoulda just pump n dumped her, white girls who like asians r usually homebodies who watch too much anime secretly. Im pretty sure I would have never liked asian girls if I didn’t like anime.
honestly ur biggest issue isnt not wanting kids, its being a low test high inhibition pussy. it doesnt matter what women want, u can always leave and find somebody else once she catches on. leading women on or manipulating women is no big deal. its usually the best way to deal with them. theres a way to treat women and a way to deal with men.
I know this might sound alien to some of you here but I had actual feelings for her and still do to a certain degree... cringe as it may sound I'd never do something like that. I'll admit though that this is probably a dated bygone mindset.
Well you'll have to tell us in detail what about having kids is a dealbreaker for you? Especially with a girl you still seem to have feelings for.
>I am a 23 yo KHHV
What is that? It's already gay that you classify yourself in some zoomer abbreviation.
>I wear a buzzcut fade haircut, plain tees, jeans and sneakers. No tattoos, basically no jewelry
So why don't you try learning how to style? If you don't want to, then what's the meaning of this detail?
>Additionally I have a baby face, I can grow a beard but I’m looking intimidating that way and not in the good chad way.
Youd probably be better off with the beard so you don't look like a generic Mr Clean.
>What do? I’m fucked? I will never attract a gf probably
You're already know what to do. Get into shape, lift your arms fro a little definition, experiment with different beard styles. Maybe hair styles. Just stop being a nervous little faggot with the "woe is me" pitty party. You're only gonna get back as much as you put into it.
>I have a baby face
open a onlyfans account
>merchant navy
kek
Wtf is KHHV? Your post makes me believe it's a weird gay thing.
>white girls who like asians r usually homebodies
By “homebodies” I think you mean skinnyfat with severe, untreatable BPD