I spent on weed over 10 years and spent that on bitcoin, ETH and link instead, I'd literally have $5 million +. If I think about it too much I literally want to kill myself. Any other anons in the same position?
I've calculated that had I used all the money
you should kys
>Paid off a 6K debt which had no interest accruing on it in 2020
Could've bought crypto instead and made bank. Is what it is.
It's called regret, and it's perfectly normal.
You have to learn to forgive yourself.
We all look back and wonder "if I only knew then what I know now..."
But that's simply not possible. It's not the nature of the universe. Time flows in one direction, and we cannot know what the future holds, nor can we return to the past and alter what we've done.
You can't fight the physics of this universe, you can only accept what is and choose your path going forward using the knowledge you've gained.
this is retarded, if you have regrets this easily you're fucked
What makes you think you would have spent that money on crypto? Did you have a strong desire to buy some when it was cheap or something?
I bought like 1k of bitcoin back in 2017, and I spent it all on drugs via Alphabay
Do I regret not just holding that bitcoin in my coinbase account back then?
No, because I never even considered that as an option, I bought the bitcoin to spend on Alphabay and that's what I did,
I've always wondered where all the bitcoin and eth went from alphabay
im almost certain Alphabay is the reason crypto caught on and blew up.
It showed it work as a currency then when the rug was pulled, it probably significantly lowered the supply because anyone buying bitcoin back then was doing so to buy shit on Alpha bay.
There's some FBI agents sitting on 1000s of coins right now waiting for the right moment to sink away in the shadows
who is this delectable hambeast
I know how you feel. Best advice I can give is to quit smoking weed, be sober, and keep accumulating Eth/Link or whatever else with good fundamentals. You can still make it. Be patient and stay the fuck away from weed. It is a really bad insidious drug that makes you think it’s harmless but it’s fucking not.
see that little blip way back there user? That’s April 2014. The first time I bought about $120 of Bitcoin to buy drugs on the internet. How much BTC would I have had lads? rough honestly. I don’t know how I never got interested in crypto I loved tech
Hey, atleast you got high tho
Eh I hear you man but there is absolutely no use in dragging the past down the road with you like a sack. Since it is all done and over the only thing to consider is where to go from here.
haha fucking kek
>tfw you're desperate to be soi despite never having eaten a soi product in your life
BRUH
why aren't you growing your own weed?
much cheaper trust me and u decide which type of weed will be grown and smoked
I just did this calculation. So weird. I'm back on it again legally because of back pain after a 4 year break. Feels great but makes me dumb and is expensive. I don't need ibuprofen/opiates now, however. Not sure where to go from here.
but yeah i would be in the millions to.. still having those 6 digis in my portfolio still hurts but i try to smoke more so i forget about the pain
stop being stuck in the past
"Men without ideals are only animals." "You are a violent and irrepressible miracle. The vacuum of cosmos and the stars burning in it are afraid of you. Given enough time you would wipe us all out and replace us with nothing — just by accident."
that's a man you faggot
Backwards way of thinking. You could spend nothing ever and invest everything and live a miserable life and die incredibly rich but what would have been the point?
>you can only accept
actually you could also just rope yourself. Some people just can't accept that they fucked up big time.
I know what I'm speaking about since these thoughts go through my head like 10 years now and I still just can't find a way to cope.
but you didnt.. are you doing it now? or are you gonna keep crying
Meh I distinctly remember being on random back in 09 and seeing “mine Bitcoin” spammed everywhere and ignoring it, also going through tons of it during the Silk Road days, at one point I had 10 in 2016. Everyone has Bitcoin regrets now I’m regretting not buying up a bunch of those btc flower nft’s that did a 10x and priced me out
Each hour I'm awake I keep thinking back to a time in my life where I want to start over so I can make things right.
What is the hell is the point of having 6/7 figures and being in your 20's if you failed to properly live out the most important developmental years of your life? Our previous youthful years are now behind us, and for whatever reason most of us failed to make the most of them. Many of us seem to continue living out each day wanting to die but being too afraid to die. We browse the boards, play our games, post our frogs -- but is this not all just another form of escapism? How long until after we make it will that 'comfortably numb' feeling last before fading away?
>the inconvenient truth: that "making it" will not remedy the major errors of our past, nor will it ease the burden of carrying these countless feels and regrets.
>you're old enough to realize you should have banged those sluts while they were young instead of staying home and studying
>you should have made friends you would keep
>didn't mine BTC before 2015
>didn't save enough rare frogs in 2016
>missed 10000% return on NEO and XRP in 2017