Have you ever tried to kill yourself?

i was drunk as shit and decided to slit my throat to end it all, just barely nicked the artery so i bled alot but not enough to collapse then and there. immediately regret set in and i ran to get help but collapsed outside. woke up in the ambulance right before getting to the hospital, and got to be fully awake while they were sewing the veins and neck. that regret i felt right after the cut made me realise i dont really want to die, atleast by my own doing. tried two times before that with OD'ing but that last one stuck with me

No I haven't tried to kill myself yet but I am planning on making sure it's not something I'm just going to try. You either kill yourself or you don't. When I do it no one will know and I hope no one will ever find me. I want to just disappear into the void.