Former white nationalist here. I'm no longer a white nationalist. Sure I hate fags, niggers, Muslims, Indians, kikes, globalism, degeneracy, Liberal progressivism and the lot but I can no longer be a white nationalist anymore or a nationalist of anything for that matter. Imagine joining a community in real life with people who share your views, looking for salvation because your life is miserable and you are lonely and oppressed and you have no friends, family or community in real life, only for those in the community to treat you like shit, treat you as unequal and hate and despise you, neglect you and make you feel left out. All that happened to me when I joined a white nationalist group nearly almost a year ago only for it to slowly devolve and them all to treat me like shit. All of them were white nationalists and national socialists and if those people hate me, then I don't want to be one. I refuse to, I know do not give a shit anymore, I am now a nihilist who couldn't give a shit and it was that groups fault in the first place. It doesn't matter anymore, I have no compassion for anything, anywere I'm hated, I my try my best to fit in and no matter what I like, someone has to ruin it. You may think I'm being whiny but I don't care anymore, I do what my emotions have told me. I an weak after all. Thinking about jumping of a beach cliff to escape everything.
Former white nationalist
nationalism is not defined by the hate of others but the love for your own folks.
youre a faggot and should kill yourself, op
Thats patriotism, nationalism is thinking you nation is superior to others.
no.
thinking that is falling to the jewish psyops.
nationalism is patriotism.
and they dont want that so have another dose of white nationalism, stupid goy
>I am now a nihilist who couldn't give a shit
I woulf have been nice to you. But now that you've renounced your moral responsibility I don't care. Go fuck yourself and stop spreading nihilistic poison. herb
see what they did there?
dialectical manipulation, otherwise newspeak, in all its shittiness
Good on you, OP.
Whites are weak anyway.
>inb4
Just look around. Whites are pushovers. simple as.
>Whites are pushovers.
either you arent white, or i am not.
belgs are no pushovers.
i dont care, sounds like it isnt working for you though that you lack attention and need to grift on 4chins
Good I will kyself the next chance I get to. I know the exact spot.
Did you start devolve from the WN group? why? Did you see messed up things?
why should i care?
i mean even livestreaming it wouldnt make me care enough to watch
especially it turns out you actually are a faggot bc you cant handle being wrong
I didn't devolve, things devolve. They all hate me and want me to suffer. They want me to be ostracized and to always suffer. How am I suppose to be a white nationalist when white nationalist treated me like that? This was real life, not on the Internet so legitimate people out and about.
nice pasta dear FBI agent, now kill yourself
Explain why they hated you why dont you say it
Why? What did you do to them
Nigga why don't you go fight in Ukraine in some paramilitary like C14, instead of killing yourself? Or Pull a fucking Tarrant and go on a killing spree if you wanna throw your entire life away, at least you will be remembered and appreciated. Or kill some fucking cops or politicians whatever
Hell yeah brother, slava ukraini! Time to get involved and help beat the Russians back to Russia. They are ANTIFA hq.
You were literally too normal to be groomed and feds guided you away. Don’t feel bad. If people knew the government was grooming mentally ill right-wing males using black budgets they’d be in a lot of trouble.
It doesn't matter what you call yourself anyway. Too many of you get hung up on that juvenile nonsense. When you're standing in line to vote in the next slanted election for your handpicked center-right candidate, the person in front of you and the person behind you are the same thing as you are, no matter what all three of you have going on inside of your heads.
meds
I don't know, i guess it's because I am physically weak, submissive and poor and had very little understanding of my culture. But I was treated like was worst, any of them could of mabye offered to help me or make my life better but no, during some meetups, they were always abrupt with me but friendly with each other. Non of them encouraged me and just wanted me to disappear. I even risked getting beaten up by a angry liberal once. Alot of them had something to be proud off which I didn't. Feeling jealous and wanting to impress, I lied about something that they saw right through and it slowly got worst from their. Regarded, I left and I don't want to see them again, I agree I shouldn't of lied but they despised me from the start and overreacted to a lie. Regardless, I don't want to live.