>Muh suffering is the way to happiness

>mUH take the stoic pill
Will the pain ever end? Will I ever feel happy again? No point in doing anything. Better to just stop existing. It's as pointless as living in this sandbox hell with an expiration date, but at least the pain will stop.

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What's the root of your misery? Work on that

the root of my misery was coming to the realisation that there's nothing beautiful in this world

The only moment I feel neutral is when I'm focusing on work, or when I'm meditating. I can't stand talking to people because they remind me of how stupid it all is.

you were born into a 3rd world shithole nigger, you were BORN TO SUFFER! suffer for your masters (wymmyn and alpha males who are mostly nepotismfags)

I want to remove commies.

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here's a redpill that will help you make sense of it all:
normalfags are born to serve, they are born to have no self-awareness and, like crabs in a bucket, they will use manipulation tactics given to them by our species to FORCE you to become a weak, stupid normie like them. This can include: shaming, FOMO, peer pressure, etc.

This is fact, but why is this supposed to make me feel better?

there is not, assuming you don't find servitude and cuckery/simpery (wifing up some nasty bitch who will become fat and wrinkly in 5 years) fun or nice

I'd rather kill myself than live like this. I only work as little as necesary to feed myself, and I don't eat too much

The way I see it it's like this:
>normies give you the "terms and conditions" when you want to be cool and normal like they are
>in exchange they give you benefits (respect, shallow friendship, pussy from normie women)

on the other hand, normies are used by psychopaths as tools, and if you do as normie do, you will:
>pay taxes
>be poor or, at best, middle class (in your country)
>you will live the life of a shitty 80s sitcom (nagging wife, stupid kids, a car, small house, watching TV and getting brain rot) in the BEST CASE scenario
>perhaps be raped by a political event (lockdown destroys your business, you have to die in a war for massa, you had casual normie sex but a woman cried "rape" because she didn't like it etc.)

I think the best is to either:
>go outside of mainstream society (communities like monks and 4channers are friendly to people like us)
>live in mainstream society but abuse normies and make money (CEO based nigger approach)

Sometimes life is just all about pain and nothing else. And then you die.

Naive optimists will say otherwise. And with this pain you form meaning. What you need is meaning for this suffering not happiness. You don't need happiness. You need a reason to suffer.

This is the summary of Viktor Frankl's book, btw Viktor Frankl is a holocaust survivor.

if you don't accept the dichotomy you will live a life of pain and confusion (like you are doing now)

>you had casual normie sex but a woman cried "rape" because she didn't like it
yea this shit happens here a lot, can't even trust women
>live in mainstream society but abuse normies
I can't do that. I've no talent for being a psychopath

Jesus was beaten, tortured, nailed to a cross for trying to teach people a better way to live.

>what you need is a reason to suffer
this does speak to me, but I struggle with finding that reason

fight the passions, desu. you're experiencing the consequence of the Fall of Man. it is normal. prayer, fasting and partaking of the Mysteries in the Orthodox Church is the only path forward.

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>there's nothing beautiful in this world
That's not true at all.
But yes this world is bad. We are living in an apocalypse, it just doesn't look like in the Hollywood movies. But we are already living in it.

Sook

I follow stoicism but I don’t feel miserable, I just learned to let shit go that doesn’t concern me or warrant my attention

Me too

I don't know why I have to struggle. I'm not even suffering.

But recently I've found something close. There's some distance between the things that I wanted and the things that I have. And this gap is my own expectation, the things that I wanted are a bit ideal, like good friends who understood me and who give me a chance to understand them and maybe if I'm lucky a girlfriend, but I have some of them because I got extremely lucky, but most of the time it's just me and my thoughts. I don't have a lot of friends, I'm not an extrovert. So, now I'm just trying to get rid of or reduce the expectations or have none at all. Sometimes you can't have it all. Sometimes you have nothing, and you should be okay with it.

stoicism is cope for people unwilling to take control of their lives in whatever measurable ways they are capable of. marcus aurelius was a self conscious faggot and whoever published his diary is an even bigger faggot.

So what's the point? What's your "light at the end of the tunnel"?

When you are "too normalfag" you take it too seriously. It's like a guy fucking prostitutes and buying them flowers. But maybe you like that. If you don't you should find another way.

Normalfagging is SUPPOSED to hurt. Just look at boomers and how disgusting they look, look at their nasty faces, their baldness, they skin that smells of onions. That's the entire point of it.

At least you don't live in a metaphysic hellhole where there is no possible escape. This is where I am.

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Spaniard bro, I feel the same exact way and think the same things every single day. I have chosen to suffer for God and to live whatever life I have for him.

then what?

>like good friends who understood me and who give me a chance to understand them
I can't do this. I feel uncomfortable with familiarity or at least familiarity with people I've talked to so far, not sure why. Maybe I'm autistic, never tested.

>Better to just stop existing.
That's true. I contemplated for 3 hours on my life yesterday and I came to a conclusion that I should just kill myself. Thankfully it's super easy to buy drugs in Russia so I'll buy some methadone (opioid), go in the nearby forest, inject the dope in my hip and just peacefully stop breathing with some relaxing music in my earphones.

The world is kiked to hell, there is literally no point in living any kind of life, user. I thought about suicide for the past 10 or so years and only recently I realized that that subconscious desire to end it all was the right one.
The pain must end one day.