>Avg. pay is £24k >after tax you have £20k >after energy bills you have £16k >after average 1 (ONE) bedroom flat you have £6k left >after average car prices you have £2400 >after the average cost of groceries for ONE (1) individual you have £480 >If nothing goes wrong at all and you do not buy a single item or subscription you pocket £480 at the end of the year >so the average person is earning negative money at the end of the year I won't post it again for a long while, worry not.
>Grew up on a diet of dog food and shaving cream Explains alot.
Brayden Gray
>This post again
Brayden Harris
>after average car prices you have £2400 not including insurance and petrol?
David Watson
I remember getting drunk in university and hating the kind of places I would go with my housemates. The music was bad, it was overcrowded, the place was filled with normies, I just put up with it and clung desperately to the prospect of someone finding me attractive or something. It was so pointless and a complete waste of time. It was often the case that my housemates disappeared or one or two of them went home with someone and I would end up walking home alone drunk and demoralised. There were some pubs nearby and one on campus where I think the more introverted people tended to go out to just sit down and drink and stuff, but I always felt too naive and pathetic to go in there. I had no real friends beyond one or two people who sometimes asked how I was doing if I passed them on campus. One time in third year I passed this one boy I had become quote unquote friends with in first year and he jokingly said he thought I had died or something. He told me he was seeing a girl and planning to stay on to do a Master's which was paid for. I felt invisible, peripheral, superfluous and undesirable. I have for a long time been anchored by the conviction that I am not wanted much less needed by anyone, and that I am so far behind everyone else in developmental terms that I may as well just give up and try to distract myself from life rather than let it overwhelm and depress me. Even now some of my old classmates are getting married, having children, having experiences, developing careers, earning good money, while I rot away and hide from the world. It is so disheartening.
There's a club if you'd like to go You could meet somebody who really loves you So you go and you stand on your own And you leave on your own And you go home and you cry And you want to die
One time in my third year this French lad moved in to the house and rented the tiny single bedroom next to mine. He was obviously quite intelligent and seemed a genuine person, and he had a female friend from France also who visited him occasionally. One morning I was listening to the Amelie official soundtrack on my laptop while eating a bowl of baked beans with a spoon in my room with the curtains closed and he knocked me door and walked in without my telling him to and he looked down at me hunched over my desk eating baked beans and asked if the music was by so-and-so and I didn't know so I just said it's the Amelie soundtrack. One time I travelled all the way to this huge Asda to do a proper shop because I thought it would make me feel more mature than just buying food for one or two days but it didn't. In halls this cute girl from Northern Ireland seemed interested in me during the first couple of weeks of Freshers but I was too characterless, pathetic and cowardly to even make any effort to develop a relationship with her. When I used to get drunk I felt bloated, fat, pathetic and droopy-eyed and the few photos of me in that state pretty much confirm that is how I looked. My left eye droops down if I don't make an effort to hold it open and I look weird because of that. My sister knows I don't like having my photograph taken and I told her that but she has taken some of me without my permission, she's just that kind of person. This girl kissed me on the dancefloor during a formal evening in my third year but when the lights came on inside the nightclub she saw me and immediately moved away through the crowd.
Ayden Clark
Nah she's like a 7/10. She has massive tits and I like redheads.
