My single mother hates Islam but my dad is Muslim

if you believe in it, believe in it
but if you just want to feel accepted, maybe that's not a good enough reason
if you want to connect with your roots, you can absolutely visit the old country and immerse yourself in the culture, without adopting their belief system
AFAIK Islam is not something you can just dabble in lightly, given the punishment for leaving should you change your mind is death
is it a conflict of identity you're having? or of sense of duty? or of faith?
you don't owe anyone a duty to force yourself to believe in anything you don't
you don't have to adopt a faith, or disavow a faith, because you think it's necessary to find out who you are
those things are separate and external from you

you are who you are, Muslim or otherwise
there are many, many paths to God, and they're all fine, and they all essentially say the same thing: be better to one another
there are also many, many paths to travel down to discover who you truly are as a person

I suggest you don't try and split yourself down the middle and then try to reconcile those halves
you are who you are, as you're meant to be
this is your game, your journey
not Muhammad's, not Tommy Robinson's

None of us choose what to roll as, sadly. Your cocksucking whore mother cursed you with Paki genes because the harlot could not keep her legs together or her crusty slit away from brown penises. But that's just how life is: all women everywhere and at all times are whores. And yes, I do include my own in this categorization, even though she at least had the decency to not infect me with nigger taint.
Having said that, there is indeed no point in you being ashamed, since being ashamed doesn't change anything. However, you do control which ideology to follow, and you very well can choose not to follow some anti-White, Jewish-inspired Arab Christian heresy from the 7th century whose seething adherents, bitter at their failed civilization, have been seeking to subjugate and destroy Europe for 1400 years now.

>woman has strong emotions with no internal logical consistency
STOP THE PRESSES

You will never be British, fuck off back to niggerland you filthy proto ape-man. This island is for true Britons only, not monkey men like you.

fpbp /thread

Basically everyone nigger

>How to deal with this conflict?

Their is no way. Your mother is a genuinely horrible person: a race-mixer with no convictions that turned against muslims because she got salty about her ex.
Your options are to ignore for the sake of preserving the relationship you have with her or to call her out on her bs and suffer the fallour. The third would be for her to self-reflect and grow as a person but past the certain age it's not likely to happen, especially with women.

I don't hate whites. I have white friends, ethnic friends, mixed friends, black friends, Paki friends. Nobody gives a shit about race. It's not a taboo topic in the inner city. I'm saying why would i be ashamed and walk around saying "I hate being mixed look how light my skin is i pass as white" blah blah, why would i beg whiteness especially when being a pale white is seen as a net negative in my age group these days?

Also i'm half mena not Bengali lol

Pic related is similar to what i look like

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You should dump coal all around in her house, especially her bed, make it black and chalky. Then covert to Islam and live up in a tower of your mosque.

>Timmy Jewbinson
That's a jew.