Am I just a wannabe-aristocrat

>be me
>have some nobility in my family tree
>be the middle-child in in a family with three children, including me
>start off as the smartest one and best at studies, gradually turn into the worst one due to laziness and lack of discipline
>develop far-right political views, hang out online with based & redpilled Natsoc folks, tho also occasionally flirt with Libertarianism and Anarcho-Capitalism
>spend 7 years at college, when it was supposed to be 3.5 years
>get kicked out of college for failing a subject the 6th time (this was in June, 2020), specifically on my birthday
>apply back to college, but also get a job to pay for tuition
>expect some shitty factor worker job or something
>instead, get a software developer job, despite having no formal qualifications
>at first it's fine, but then the novelty wears off fast
>start resenting the daily commutes, which take 4 hours a day for me
>pandemic intensifies, I can finally work from home
>cool, but it's still 9-to-5, so the novelty wears off again
>I start reading anti-work stuff, get onto r/antiwork, etc.
>I grow more and more tolerant of woke shit because I hate my job so much, I just want some fucking UBI or gibs, can't take it anymore
>one year passes
>I get a better job
>Still anti-work, but as my life gets better, I lose my tolerance for woke stuff and get back straight to the far-right
>start losing all the leftie "friends" I gained the previous year, and gain back the far-right ones
>block Mr. Nightclubs today (I'll make a separate thread about him, if requested)

Was I ever a genuine leftard/socialist, or just a wannabe-aristocrat?

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Yes

I'mma be honest - I wish I was a NEET. NEETs are basically the new aristocrats.

Hikikimori are filth and scum. It's good they stay inside so we won't have to look at them

I wish I could stay inside lol
Oh wait, I already do. I work remotely. Still, 40 hours a week....

Lemme put it this way - I am the opposite of Mr. Nightclubs.

Mr. Nightclubs pretends to be far-right out of sexual frustration, then reverts to being a normie and a shitlib when he gets laid.

I grow tolerant towards wokeism when my job sucks (and they're the only ones who seem to hate work too), and revert back to being far-right when my life is okay and my job doesn't suck.

historically, aristocracy came with responsibility, not just privilege. your image of aristocracy is of aristocracy when it had already began decaying, and as someone who self describes as lazy and lacking in discipline, you're hardly a suitable candidate for re-ignition of its flame. other than some dubious claim to "some" nobility in your family tree, what separates you from any other weak-seed whiny sack of shit?

Dunno, what separates me from the typical pol-tard or redditor?

it's bad manners to answer a question with a question.

You just need some good friends.

It's bad manners to call someone a sack o' shit, mite. Ya go'a loicense foh dat?

i didn't call someone a sack of shit. i called a sack of shit a sack of shit. checkmate, retard.

Oy mite, ya go'a loicense foh eatin' spoidahs n snikes?
Never had any.

Work on your attitude you might get friends if you're not as belligerent

Essential point of aristocracy is risking your life in battle. Aristocracy can be only martial. Fall of the feudalism was caused by nobility rejecting it's own role of protectors and warriors, after that majority of them have become useless leeches just like NEETs.

So you are just leftist.

>some Bri'ish calls me a sack of shit
>expect me not to get belligerent
Was I supposed to give 'im a blowjob or what?
Can't be a leftist if I hate niggers, faggots, trannies, etc.

>get onto r/antiwork
The only thing you ever were genuinely is a tourist. Go back to gayddit and don't return. Faggot.

In the far east aristocracy were also bureaucrats. Generals had family members lead with them but they weren't officially dynasties

Can't. They banned me for not being woke.

>Can't be a leftist if I hate niggers, faggots, trannies, etc.
You are national-socialist then. Still not an aristocrat. Nazis have nothing to do with spirit of nobility, they are product of modernist culture just like the modern lefties. (Even "TrUsT ThE ScIeNcE!" takes are identical.)

You're supposed to grow thicker skin

you aren't special, you just have sociopathic traits

>cycling friend groups based on arbitrary beliefs
>unable to commit to education or employment for a meaningful period of time
>jumping to different political views once you get bored of them and feel like they don't serve you
>fail upwards and have no concept of what that means

i get it, life sucks, but you're a terrible person (like most of us) and don't even realize it. i mean, your first instinct was to ask yourself "am i special? maybe i am not being treated special enough due to all of these things that have happened!"

East is distinct matter. We are speaking about indo-european culture.

>make shitty blogposts on Any Forums
>get called names
>surprised
i take it back. you are an aristocrat. the highest aristocrat, in fact. you're king of the retards.