Redpill me on blue pills user

This issue got memory holed big time and lost in the sauce of all the current globo homo. What are the long term effects of opiods? Have any anons ever had to wrestle with this addiction from hell? Its been years since I've been clean but I feel it has done irreparable damage to my body. My addiction was pretty bad but tame compared to other people I've known. I have been lucky enough to stay away this long, but its a battle every day. What's your experience with blue pills Frens?

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sorcery used to kill the soul's connection to the flesh

i used to sniff these

Bad news. Get off these as soon as you can, user. I was snorting them for years and kept a responsible work life, but they'll slowly change your body chemistry and it's harder and harder to get off. I got off by going to the methadone clinic, getting a week's worth...then smoking a lot of pot, while diluting my methadone with water and slowly weaning myself off. You can do the same with roxies by halfing and quartering them if you have enough self control ( you probably don't, nigger) Take 5x the dose of Immodium AD to counter withdrawals, drink shitloads of water and exercise every day and every time you can't sleep....Get off the shit and you'll feel so much better. After the brain fog is gone in a year, you'll feel like a stupid nigger for being on them.

shit, i read this as it's been years since you've been clean as in, not done drugs lol

Best drug around, even has a retard filter built in that you can keep taking them because tolerance builds up so fast
Read de quinceys account, he has some good advice, pick one day of the week or fortnight and allow yourself to take it only then
No downside, no tolerance, no after affects, only one day of heaven per week

>Have any anons ever had to wrestle with this addiction from hell?
I haven't, but my cousin did, he's been sober for 8 years, but..
>What are the long term effects of opiods?
Permanently fucks up your bowel hydration, you will forever be constipated and never know a regular BM again. You will take Miralax daily for the rest of your life.
Real bad Sleep Apnea, he's not even obese or asthmatic or anything, but when he drifts off to sleep his breathing goes to shit, and he snores like crazy, needs a bipap.
Everything hurts more, and it's not just because he got older throughout his addiction, getting older does make your aches and pains worse, but it's far worse than I am, and he's only a couple years older than me. Seriously if he falls down, he needs to relax the whole rest of the day and meditate through the pain.

Shit sucks for him, but he's still glad to be clean. He's very serious about physical fitness and meditation to prevent, and handle regular day to day stress and pain, it's so easy to screw up your ankle after getting clean and have a complete relapse.

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>250mgs of Morphine a day
>Four to five 10mg Vic a day
>100mg Fent patch cut into strips that last me for 3 days that I suck on.

I'm a functioning druggy. I have a retarded make work job and it's literally retarded. I shouldn't be getting paid what I get paid to do it. I basically babysit computers. I love them, the pills and etc. It's not so much that I'm addicted, it's just I love them. I never feel lonely. I never feel anything but pure bliss and joy. Im normally introverted but I'm able to socialize like a natural with them. The withdrawal has to be what hell is like. You don't even feel human. It'll make you wish you had never been born. The minute my situation is no longer able to maintained the way I want it to be, I'll be going the way of Budd Dwyer. This world is fucked up and I have no intention of facing it naked.

>100mcg*

I definitely did not have self control. Tried dozens of times to cold turkey and couldn't do it. Took me two trips to rehab and lots of weed/kratom/gabapentin to keep me a good boy. Its been about 5 years and I still can't seem to shake the brain fog and every day I'm in pain and have zero energy. My job is physically demanding and it takes everything in me to stay away. I feel like my digestive system is fucked among other things. It really makes me wonder what kind of issues/health problems will be popping up over the next decade or so as the opioid thing was not so long ago and still goes on

Is there something specifically wrong with any type of pill that is blue or is this about viagra or something specifically?

Ruined my life

Gabas seem to be the only thing that really taper the immediate withdrawal. The only downside is after X amount of mgs (

Quit now user you're going down a dark path that will grind you to dust and you will not recover from without stopping now or having navy seal levels of mental fortitude. Being sick is hell on earth. I wish you the best user whichever path you choose

I found I prefer one day a week rather than the ever decreasing effects of constant use, sure you have to put up with a few days of normie life, but the day before is also great cos you know you’ll be in bliss the next day, then 1 day of paradise, and the next day is a nice come down

Never did any kind of pills, but snorted some heroin. It is easy to get high quality one in Tor since Russia has channels straight from Asia and Middle East.
It is nice but nothing ground breaking. Maybe it was because I snorted it? I never felt any kind of craving for it also.
Though, my friend shoots it, yet he is also the same. No addiction or any desire to do it systematically.
Is it a deeply subjective addiction?

Weird, it clears my brain fog

Ruined my entire families life. Me and my sis got lucky and quit, but my parents.....

Dad and mom both had very lucrative 6 figure paying jobs (in the mid 2000s this was great) and now they are hoarders living in a rat infested trailer and like 40 dogs that shit on the floor. They are husks of humans and a leech on resources and hated by everyone.

No it just means you aren’t a retard, I know dozens of people who have taken it and never tried it again, some people are just retards, look at the amount who abuse alcohol

This fucking sucks, your friend sounds like me :( I feel all this shit. I feel like I'm going through life on a 56k modem

Maybe one day, user. Ive been doing this for over 20 years so what it's like to ACTUALLY be sober is so far removed from my memory that it's hard to recall what it's like being sober. Obviously I have memories of childhood etc but it's filtered through a lense that's hard to describe. Maybe one day.