how the fuck do I become motivated and undo the red/blackpill? this is bullshit, how do I fix myself? I know the problems I know the answers, but I can't get the results. I've had sex and I've touched grass, and I'm still mentally 16 and lazy. how do I stop being apathetic and self centered?
How the fuck do I become motivated and undo the red/blackpill? this is bullshit, how do I fix myself...
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>how the fuck do I become motivated and undo the red/blackpill?
You don't, and you have to be normalfaggot-tier to deny what's right in front of you.
I should deny it. I should lie to myself. I should've closed my eyes and taken the blue pill. I stared into the abyss and it took my soul. I wish I was normal again. I wish I didn't look. I wish I didn't want to do what I have to do to (((them)))
LSD. Once in your life, and if you just aren't a complete drone you'll remember the rest of your life that your life being insignificant is the reason you might as well do shit instead of reading fucking Any Forums that miserable.
Psilocybin has pretty much similar effects but feel less "grand" and you're likely to blame yourself a couple hours during it, but you need it.
No refunds.
Realize the suffering makes you better
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Stop paying attention to news and current events, only consume fiction, avoid social media including Any Forums, and I say this as a white person, just avoid talking to white people. I started out a white nationalist due to reacting to anti-white propaganda, but eventually i just realized nost whited are chronic negative retards and so now I associate with asians, italians, and latinos instead of whites and things are much better now.