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I started writing in a journal recently, really helps me realize how mundane and bland my life is. I want to serve a good purpose, but I hate society. The only thing keeping me going is helping my family. Fuck this dystopian world.

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raw hatred for the jewish race

AND IF I COULD
ID MAKE A DEAL WITH GOD
AND GET HIM TO SWAP OUR PLACES
BE RUNNING UP THAT ROAD
BE RUNNING UP THAT HILL
BE RUNNING UP THAT BUILDING

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get a job

not a bad thing by any means user.

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I've had job after job, they don't ever help filling the void.

Fucking based and earwormpilled.

Have it all
Kids wife too
Its all so boring

Start a meetup and help the kids

touching grass every weekend or so really helps

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took my nephew to the park today, I live in a shitty state and his Mom is a diagnosed paranoid schizo who isn't allowed to have kids. His dad OD'd on heroin back in 2018. You never really realize how much caring about a kid is until you have to.

how important*

Coding projects, web development generally but also game and software development and reverse engineering when I make the time for it. I also plan to tackle learning robotics and electrical engineering once I have passive income.
we were all born with access to all of humanities knowledge on a screen so take advantage of it.

Realise you are the co-author of your life, but also a protagonist written by cosmic order.
Now, write literally anything you want about your story. Spec into skill trees that'd combine to make you a beast.

Same as it ever was.
Bad luck on us for this wretched hour.
Take care of each other.
Loving is all i got.

I do feel ya OP.
If you hate humans you'll probably like animals.
Go buy a box of dog/cat food and start feeding and caring for your neighbourhoods strays.

Just watch more Hollywood goy.
Just play more video games goy.
Just listen to more music goy.
Just smoke more weed goy.

I don't hate people, I just hate the society we live in mainly because of (((those))) who have made it this way.

>I started writing in a journal recently, really helps me realize how mundane and bland my life is.
That's because you aren't fulfilling yourself spiritually. Write about your spirit and you'll see how rich your life is.

Forgot pornography.

That's actually one of the main reasons I started it. Unironically my local Priest recommended it to me. He's a good person and seems to be the only one that genuinely tries to understand me.

I remember being 15

chances are you've done your part in this too. Bigger or smaller doesn't really matter

Some of the greatest humans and stories come from people who had everything stacked against them, like you nephew. Well done user.

Have you elevated to Satanism and metaphysics yet? Jews are the scapegoat for the cloaked evolved Jew Satanists.

And how long they've been in power makes you wonder if they truly are the chosen ones to bring chaos and some order from it. This realm is suffering and learning.

>Spec into skill trees that'd combine to make you a beast.
What does this mean user, I gotta know

Narcissism and hate