I am a victim of grooming by the federal government to turn me into a martyr and now a terrorist

I am a white tranny living in Milwaukee WI.
in late 2012 I was diagnosed with having bi polar schizophrenia after an incident where a pair of suspicious men(dirty clothes/smart shoes) driving a GMC utility van tried to kidnap me from the Milwaukee Rescue Mission in downtown Milwaukee, WI after the incident, that I refused I was arrested in said location for absolutely nothing and moved and held against my will at MMHC (Milwaukee Mental Health Complex) where I was interviewed by the director of the complex and I was told I was a very special patient of theirs and they would take exceptional care of me. I received a massive slurry of medications I would have to take or they would tie me to a bed and inject them through force. I was never in a court and I was never deemed mentally unfit, but I wasn't ever allowed to leave. the medication that stands the most out in my mind was 5 500mg depakote that caused me to have seizures nightly this went on for months upwards to 7-8 paired with constant night terrors and suggestive voices, (Schizophrenia does not run in my family we have no history of mental based illnesses)
When I was finally released I was a husk of my formal self. I developed a survival instinct that would make myself completely unpredictable. There were a few times that when I ate the meals they brought to me there were often strange substances in the food I could not identify so I would avoid them. I think it was because they thought I was vomiting up the medication after I took it, Which was true. I would fill my stomach with water from the bathroom before taking my meds so I could easily upchuck them. Back in my room. Again in survival mode you do what you have to I wouldn't gonna let some scum bags martyr me like they did Eric Gartner. I decided very early on I wouldn't let them break me and I would exact my revenge on to them on my terms. Anyways upon my release. I was gang stalked nearly everyday. I was being conditioned.

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Uh oh time to kill youself.

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grey aliens are based

Not your blog

Yeah they almost got me in a similar way but I have psionics and literally torture people with my mind, thank Christ for my chaos magic and dark sorcery powers.

If you need to heal just smoke cigarettes and stop eating food, when u starve ur body eats all the other shit in you.

Fast for god, go on a hunger strike. You can eat poison and the Holy Spirit will cleanse it in ur stomach if ur a good enough you for him or whatever.

Take spiritual revenge and don’t wear women’s clothes, it’s an abomination

fuckin based and only for the certain few pilled
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I spend the next several years in halfway houses. not long enough, for anyone to get to know me, all the while being prescribed medications what would damage my nervous system & memory. I would have regular drug tests to make sure I was taking this medication. Failure to do so would prevent me from being in this housing program. A few times a absolutely refused and chose to sleep outside instead. I would deliberately put myself in a place where if I was in that sort of situation. it would mean certain death for them as well. not because I would kill them but because one false move and they would be completely fucked. (Places with high voltage transformers and such.) this was to discourage would be attackers and it worked. despite having to get out of the elaborate cage myself when I woke up. keeping danger close has kept me alive for a long time. Passive danger is a strong ally if utilized correctly. Eventually I was approved for section 8 and disability. I would believe I had been forgotten about. as being nothing more than a minor harmless setback even though the night terrors continued.

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>Fast for god
agreed
>Take spiritual revenge
>for OP
reclaim yourself
breathwork to start your journey towards sovereignty user

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im a GAMER. i am immune to (((propaganda)))

based, their distraction industry unintentionally redpilled gamers through epic IQ boosting (Minecraft and Fortnite)

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psychic warrior mental warfare stronger than 1,000 super computer (((A.I.)))'s combined.

i'm a gamer.

Nigger u literally are skizo take ur fuckn meds or dont. You should actually smoke cannabis i hear it makes it better

long story short I researched everything I could about them and decoded their secret language of numbers. I refined their tools into weapons of war and wracked Havok on them, some feds posted on here late at night giving quadrantes freaking out over huge rampage in hell. This was me. I did this. It didn't help when I discovered was 666 and 999 in gematra. and it attracted alot of the wrong sort of attention. I was back in the spotlight again. Gangstalkers in full force. doing everything possible to either annoy me or make things difficult for me. Then something changed I should have guessed earlier on. but I was numb from the previous abuse. My check went up $200 and then another $100.

We are targeted individuals since birth. We would have been leaders that is why they fucked with us. Your social security number is much more than you think.

not reddit spacing. good start.

Based and psychic warrior advice pilled

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I was receiving over $926 in disability and then for some reason the night terrors were gone and the gang stalkers went silent. I then started having dreams of being praised. I knew at this time something was terribly wrong. I was getting smoke blown up my ass. Quentin Tarantino followed me on his private twitter account after exposing him. I immediately sensed danger I did firearms research on shotguns. and found something I liked and settled with it. I went then and put a deposit on it. The dream and voice I heard that night sent me into an overanalysis frenzy. The voice asked me: "Why did you buy a gun now?" which translated to me as 'I was supposed to buy a gun before?' Full stop. I knew I was being conditioned, why didn't I see it before?! I called the store and asked them about the gun and they said a guy just walked into the store with it two days before. and then it clicked. While I thought I was getting something that I thought was cursed because people typically regret their first firearm. me doing it intentionally would actually pretty based.

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im always amazed at how many slithering jews chose canada as their den.

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If mistake your a tranny...and you have mental illness...

All trannies, gays, lesbians, whatever letters we are up to now...

All mental illnesses this is reality

Kill your handlers. Maybe they'll think twice about pulling this evil shit if there's a chance the trained dog bites THEM instead.

It occurred to me at that time. While the gun was fucking stupid. It sure had a lot of fucking attachments that the government would love to ban. I told them I didn't want the gun anymore. The nightterrors and gangstalkers came back in full force nothing like I had experienced before but I felt safe. I felt as though I had derailed a plot so massive they wouldn't be able to recover from it. 10 whole years of my life let up to this very moment where they trumped on me going the route of fight or flight, they weren't prepared for the third option and it made them very very mad.

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Wow you must be really important!

>tranny
You know what needs to be done
Sad this is what Any Forums had been trying to say trannies are mentally ill freaks. You are some schizo weirdo and that makes perfect sense you being a yucky tranny.
I hope you can get mental help so you can stop being a schizo and stop being a tranny.
Or else 43% because I dont care

Holy shit, checked!