Is there still hope??

Joined the last thread about similar shit pretty late and it got deleted before I could get any real advice so I Might as well made my own. I'm 19, raised by addicts and started drinking regulary at 16 and havent beem sober for longer than 3 days in over 2 years. On top of that weed, cigs, benzos and codeine at least few times a week, often combined. On top of that I'm an antisocial retard who havent talked irl to anyone besides my parents in years and they've givem !me a few months before kickimg me out. No job and barely any education except for what I thought myself. Is there any path for me except an heroing? I know I sound pathetic but I'd really appricate some advice.
Drunk already so ignore all the typos and grammar

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Yeah tons of hope. Hope is free.

I know it doesnt seem like it, but your gonna die in the next 10 years if you dont stop.
I've seen it happen to so many others.
You wont stop though. Because you are weak

At lest you didn't started taking estrogen pills like me at 18

Join merchant marine
Work hard on a boat learn things
Value yourself you're shipmates and life.
It'll all get better user
And sober the fuck up.

No. Translate countersemitic content into spanish and chinese as a 'fuck you' on the way out.

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you litteraly just need to pursue whatever makes you happy. It’s that simple

Stop doing everything cold turkey besides opiates and cigs. Then slowly minimise opioid intake. Keep smoking tobacco, you need some addictive behaviour to cling to.
Being antisocial and skillless is nothing - you can always find some blue collar job to keep yourself afloat and this will force you to socialise.
So your primary focus should be on quitting substances. That's the only problem you have.

It does seem like it, I would give myself even less if I don't stop

Never give up user, this is going to sound incredibly cringe, but you have to start loving yourself to get anywhere in life. You sound miserable and like you hate yourself and that needs to change, the best way to do that is through positive thinking. Every time you catch yourself having a negative thought about your life you stop it and have a positive thought instead, what you're doing is reworking neural pathways in your brain.

just stop retard
theres no magical time and place where its gonna be easier to quit

Gimnazjum ledwo, jestem pol amglikiem I spedzilem tam ostatnia polowe zycia i juz jak mialem zdawac a-levels (matura angielska) musialem porzucic wszystko I zajac die chora matka tutaj

the only person I've seen make it out of deep addiction was a buddy that moved away and basically reinvented himself.
you should give it a try. it sounds kind of fun

Truth be told, faggots like you are scum of the earth. You will whine and cry about how it’s all NOT your fault, as u take another jig of that whiskey. You’re a fucking idiot, plain and simple.

You’re 19 you can do anything. Drop all that shit cold turkey and go to a university and join some Christian group even if you’re not a believer for less degenerate company. Stay focused and get a degree that can be lucrative and you don’t hate. Piece of fucking cake.

>Is there still hope??
No, not really. Didn't read the rest. Next question.

were you the polish guy that wanted to be a streamer a while back? So you've now descended into alcoholism and drug addiction...sad....

Going to the store and buying booze, weed, etc is a choice. Actions you must willfully take before hand to provide yourself with your addictions needs. This was the process that I had the ability to control. I stopped myself from buying this shit, that was the only way I could fight it.

Stop drinking loser. Fucking poles...