>in early 30s
>no friends or social experiences since school, even through university
>no female attention ever; totally everythingless except with prostitutes
>no passions in life
>love alone in boring city
>have ok job with ok pay but social skills are too bad for upward mobility and I'm behind others my age
>ugly as fuck and look like Chud; lifting weights changed nothing and women are visibly disgusted by me
>blackpilled and know I have life on hard mode; see, for example, cashiers blatantly treating me differently than other people who were just in line
>fired from previous jobs for not being a normie
>binge on junk food every day
>have no productive hobbies and waste all my free time on mindless internet browsing
>have a meek beta male demeanour and bad social skills, including bad conversation skills; enervate all social situations I'm involved in
>become the ugly loser loner nobody talks to within a week of all of my jobs
>have had multiple managers in the past tell me that I'm. It suitable for anything but the lowest levels; not for any definite reasons, just a lack of intangible criteria they refuse to specify
In early 30s
Notes from the Underground
then talk to your family dumb fuck
I hear ya bro
Too bad. You shouldn't have been a racist.
Is James Pearson your dad?
at least you can get prostitutes, I'm stuck in a degenerated puritanical mutt hell hole where whores can get make millions selling their naked digital image but whore houses are illegal because "god doesn't like it"
He was a cuck. It's unfortunate because he had some good insights.
good kill yourself at once.
Move out of the city dumb ass.
Go to Eros.com and put in your city. You're welcome.
go innawoods, make long hikes, sleep outdoors, enjoy nature. you still will be the loner, but with the best hobby in the world. plus it‘s basically free
FEAR NOT MY BROTHERS, TOMBOY SUMMER IS UPON US.
Dude it cant be that bad.
>in early 30s
>no friends or social experiences since school, even through university
>no female attention ever; totally everythingless except with prostitutes
SOUNDS LIKE A WIN WIN TO ME. just get yourself an anime body pillow and find online friends.
Nice try rabbi
YWNBAH (you will never be a human)
Fuck off and die you filthy shitskin rat.
>>binge on junk food every day
dont do this, spend it on food you can cook, even if you eat a shitload of homemade food then you arent gonna get the weird kind of repulsive fat/ugly that candy and shit will do to you
>have a meek beta male demeanour
go back to lifting and stop eating shit food, network with mark collets party
Jack: “…The reason for the delivery block is the fraternity that you are in. It’s not one of the fraternities still that we are offering the fraternity special. It’s not one of–the–”
“Expires 5/30/2001, that’s, that’s um, false advertising perhaps?”
Jack: “Well, it’s the fraternity that you’re in actually, we don’t want to be associated with it. With a homosexual fraternity. *pause* A gay fraternity, such as Sigma Chi. We support fraternities such as ATO, Sig Ep, Sig Nu, some of the more reputable fraternities. Respectable–respectable–”
“You realize, you realize we’re five-star number-one on campus?”
Jack: “Five-star number-one losers, maybe. You guys have been bringing us, our business down for the last two years.”
“Because why?”
Jack: “The reputation–that it brings.”
“What is the reputation of that again, sir?”
Jack *irate*: “Excuse me?”
“What is the reputation again, homosexual?”
Jack: “Ah, that’s just a figure of speech sir, I don’t, listen, bringing down, it brings down our reputation. I got a restaurant to run–”
“Jack, Jack, what’s your full name Jack?
Jack *irate*: “Excuse me, what’s your name?”
*spells out Jack Stratiff*
Jack: “Listen to me, you son of a bitch, I don’t have to put up with this, I have a business to run.”
…
“Are you slandering me, on the phone, as a manager of Papa John’s?”
Jack: “I’m slandering you as a person. I’m slandering you as a person!”
“Would you like a lawsuit?”
Jack: “Listen to me you son of a bitch. You’re gonna threaten me? You’re gonna threaten me, you cocksucker?”
“You gonna threaten me?”
“I’m a what? I’m a what? Excuse me, sir?”
lol londonfrog is paki.
I knew a guy who was very easy to talk to, and who could converse really well. Had a lot of the other problems you mentioned. He told me something that was simultaneously pathetic and a little based.
He said he always struggled with conversation. He knew he was ugly and was extremely self-conscious. Nobody aside from his parents ever really spoke to him.
To get good at conversation, he literally hired escorts. He went out to dinner with them explicitly to talk to them in a situation that had ZERO risk or stakes. He knew she was paid to be there, but also knew he couldn't fuck up enough that she'd storm out since she's probably had rich faggots take a shit on her face in the past.
He did that every Saturday night for a few months. Apparently it gave him confidence and made him sound a lot less autistic. He was able to start talking to coworkers a bit.
So there you go, OP. Hire an escort to have a zero risk conversation with and get over some of your autism.
you should shoot up a school fellow fourchan frenfrog
Oh is that you. Long time no see
People want relationships and love. Not some nasty skanks who pretends to like you for money. This is bullshit
>except with prostitutes
at least you have that... shit's illegal here, and costs a week's salary with the risk of getting raped by the cia you if you really want to look for it.
>And if a double-decker bus crashes into us
>To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die
>And if a ten-tonne truck kills the both of us
>To die by your side, well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine