I lost all faith in life

Just downgrade your expectations and become a gay cumbucket

At least you‘re not an american.

I need some advice(and still be alive of course)
>Be me
>White Vietnamese mixed.
> Have a dead end job
> Have $2000 dollars to my name in total
>Brother is a total wigger and talks like a jiggaboo.
> Pissed off at being a disgrace to both my ancestors
>After all this rejected by someone I loved dearly.
Is this it? Am I God's sick joke? Is there even any reason to keep going?

When i was blindly serving my spirit without asking any questions.

If you can save 10k you should go to Vietnam for a trip and live as a God for a while, it's like 40 bucks a day for two people.

Go to school for something you're interested in while working you dead end job

do you feel like you are doing that right now?
what's stopping you from doing that now?

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There is still time to stop the key from turning.

How’s it feel to be mixed race?
I’ve always felt bad for people with no identity like that, like what do you identify as? Religion?

Good. Now take that faith and put it on God.
God bless you.

I opened my eyes too much and realized that life is just a meaningless delusion.

I cant just forget and go back to "normal".

> realized that life is just a meaningless delusion.
is this your spirit speaking or you?

>I cant just forget and go back to "normal".
is this what your spirit says?

Absolutely zero bedside manners out of the Australians.

do you know where you are faggot?

You can make an inference and I'm irreligious.

Then make life more exciting by being a revolutionary or something.

It's the conscious mind

Now Bruce, what an ugly thing to say.

>people with no identity
At least their lack of identity isnt under attack 24/7 7 days a week like ours

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watch this if you want to be sure of going to heaven. you can live forever if you have faith in Christ.

youtube.com/watch?v=Sf3uF0juIVI

it's easy to go to heaven.

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Hapa mutt as well, its fucked me up so fucking much, I'm probably going to kill myself soon.

true even our identity is mostly lost

there's no going back to "normal". the "new normal" is letting go of the old normal, into never normal. there is peace in a constant state of novelty if you embrace it. what do you have to lose?

but your spirit is still there on the other side waiting for you to step over

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Just wait until you lose all your feelings

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no one wants to follow a degenerate jewish religion guy
try on some African version of pol

as a Romanian youre obliged to read so many great authors to have blessed your land.

>I opened my eyes too much
open them all the way.

I'm german and native american 80german/20native

i definitely identify more with my european genetics obviously but I also feel like having the native blood isn't such a bad thing either. still look 100% white kek

I'm going to send hugs your way. Stay strong and please don't hurt yourself. I wish I could pay for tickets to send you over here. That way we could hang out or something.

memeticism frennercial 1:
youtube.com/watch?v=yT13XYKXY-8

memeticism frennercial 2:
youtube.com/watch?v=6DnPIv5NM5w

what is memeticism?
>"Memeticism is the fusion of Soul alchemy and memetics. In essence, it is the “Art of art” as it pertains to identity in the information age. Memeticism can be practiced across all mediums of creative expression, but is most powerful in its digital memetic form. Memeticism can be thought of as the art nd science of “drawing with ideas”, “alchemic cultural collaging” or “memetically mediated identity integration”. Identity is the canvas, culture is the paint, and the world is the easel."

introduction to memeticism:
archive.org/details/introduction-to-memeticism/

>where can i find all your memæsis?
twitter.com/ColorTr33
t.me/memeticism

>what else you got?

christcemic - memetic christianity
archive.org/details/christcemic_7733
>"The Christian meme of Divine Redemption is indisputably the most extraordinary and extravagant meme that has ever graced humanity. The Divine Redemption meme is no ordinary meme, it is a class entirely of its own, a class which explicitly subsumes all other memes and memeplexes. The Divine Redemption meme is a metaphysical ubiquitous alchemic proposition that allows the imperfect to increase Perfection. From a magical-memetic perspective, the internal and external mechanics of the Divine Redemption meme may be understood in a practical and spectacular way.

Honktopia new world order - free 501 card meta balanced playable 2020 user metamemeplex
archive.org/details/honktopia_v1.3.7.0
>"Premier fully functional + meta balanced hyper-compressible meta-memeplex psycho-cultural-alchemic-memetic technology that uses neurolinguistics, hyper-juxtaposition, and other methods to circumvent synthetic epistemics while programming the players into a 4g/5g warfare psycho-spiritual frame."

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Everytime I think that's it I find there is always some hope and faith scarpping at the bottom of the barrel!
It's driving me nuts, it's neverending! Starting to suspend this barrel has no end even! lol

Good. Then put that lost faith back in to God.

Also, it's not that I don't have an identity, it's just that it's not solid.