I showed no interest outside of RPGs and fantasy in the outside world as a child, didnt make an effort to try to learn how to speak til i was 4. Had most signs of autism.
I had no real interest in the real world, because from my pov the way things are, an autist has very little to latch onto in this world. there was very little for someone like me to be interested in. Eventually i found enough common ground with others to be able to start connecting w a few people. All the worries that dragged down all my peers never even occured to me because i was able to be happier than any of them in my bubble.
In high/middle school i saw enough and was of strong enough alpha genetics to where I became a militant autist. I rejected everything I didnt like (most everything) and mostly laughed at my peers for how stupid/fake they seemed to act in my eyes. I decided to do only exactly what felt right to me and found happiness through that. people thought i was crazy but i knew they were the actual crazy ones.
>BUT, I wonder, the autists who never learn to speak, who stay in their bubble forever, did they just never find a comfortable spot to be able to connect with others through? did they just never find reason TO connect with others, and it stuck?
And since autists are most likely to have trouble with feeling 'dissociated' do they troon out by far the most because they never quite got to the point of understanding their own bodys/sexuality?
I had trouble understanding my body and sexuality, first bc it was never my main interests, and second bc all my friends took such a simplistic path that appealed to me none at all. so i had to figure it out myself. I think its very likely troons just never figured it out, or (alot of the time) the autists who got molested and theyve been took advantage of for the confusion that caused, while theyre friends sexual development happened normally
Interesting post, user. I too was the "based" autist by highschool. I learned a lot as a kid and in middle school and just kinda thought everyone else was a fag.
And I got really popular. It helps that I'm good looking and my autism comes across as "smart" and "refreshing" to normies, but I've often thought that as much as 40% of the population is a crypto autist that doesn't realize it.
I was 31 when I realized I was a giant autismo.
Jose Diaz
Autism is caused by C section births and by not eating sufficient protein.
Xavier Jones
Kek. Saved
Colton Nelson
then why did me and my whole family mostly only eat meat but noth me and my brother ended up with autistic tendencies with no c sections? youre not autistic, youre jut retarded
William Long
>comes across as "smart" and "refreshing" to normies lol thats how it is when youre not ugly if you are ugly though youre just some wierdo with strange interests
Isaac Johnson
Autists love me for some reason. I know a severly autistic boy who walked up to me, grabbed my hand and sat down with me. We just sat down for a couple of hours while I read. He's father absolutely flipped his shit and said he has never done something like that with anyone. I have many similiar stories like that with my autists.
I also have no interest in the world except RPG's and fantasy and certain science topics which I delve into, well autistically. I have a wife and children but I drank heavily when I was a teen and got kinda popular in High School. Which made me a different person than what I was as a child, as a child I was extremely kind hearted and used to read a lot and obsess over things but never stayed in that bubble because of a abusive upbringing and realized very young that people are a threat to my existance and I better learn to defend myself against people, I can see evil people, when others can't.
I don't think I am autistic, but perhaps I am, I have several screencapped of saved posts under "kind posts" that say things like "holy weaponized autism", "now this is weaponized autism" etc.
I still have trouble finding a connection with the world and fucntioning in it because I just want to dicuss things, play video games or unravel conspiracy theories. I have done this for the better part of my adult life and I have no skills other than being nice and looking good so my wife takes care of me but I hate myself because I can't function in the world and have to be taken care of but I can't be out in the real world. So I am currently in my bubble.
Can relate to background. Don't know about the troons... Your hypothesis might be a factor, but I doubt it's a decisive one. Autists imo are more likely to go asexual than troon out. If they don't find something to give them strength / alpha minset like you described becoming "militant" autist, then inceldom is likely.
Asher Johnson
You're definitely on the spectrum bud. It's not a bad thing though. The world needs unusual minds to see things the normies don't.
David Allen
>I still have trouble finding a connection with the world and fucntioning in it because I just want to dicuss things, play video games or unravel conspiracy theories. yea and unfortunately normies dont want to do any of that for any reason other than maybe the meme value. its frustrating
Cooper Morris
I don't mind. I value truth above all. Thank you for your post, I will deeply reflect on it in the coming days.
I used to think they could be saved if they were just given the right information but usaully I get met with contempt but I still believe that normies are just like empty vessels with the right people in charge they can be good but any person that would be a good leader wouldnt seek out power and if they did wouldnt survive the political battleground to get to the top and then enacting change.
"In addition, the study found that autistic adults and adolescents are approximately eight times more likely to identify as asexual and ‘other’ sexuality than their non-autistic peers. And there were sex differences in sexual orientation: autistic males are 3.5 times more likely to identify as bisexual than non-autistic males, whereas autistic females are three times more likely to identify as homosexual than non-autistic females."
Yea true, its probably not the definitive reason, but i feel like altogether normies troon out as a socially acceptable alternative path to compensate for their genetic inadequacy (whether they know it or not) while autists who do just do it bc theyre literally confused
Christian Flores
(((You))) aren't autistic. A real one doesn't post in a public board with a lot of visibility unless it's really necessary.
Cooper Bailey
almost everyone here is fuck off
Colton Scott
As a brother to one of those who never learned to speak, all I can say is don't bother to explain anything. You just won't get it.
For the most part, I describe Autism as a behavior where some part of the left brain is trying to function to compensate for dysfunction in certain parts of the right brain. This can be learned or innate.
First, you don't really sound autistic. You sound like a dork who was a latchkey kid. Your story about not learning to speak may or may not be real but it's not that important at that age. What is important is learning to quickly "get" peer behavior.
Personally, I don't consider most diagnosed cases of Autism as anything more than social isolation, bad parenting to keep kids in a box, or in some cases, a child being extra socially adept but confused at the general consensus to be assholes.
If your claim is real, it sounds like you do need to escape freakazoid parents who are using you as a blunt instrument to scare other adults. Don't kid yourself about sexuality. It really isn't that fancy. Just learn how to be a real person first if you're doing anything other than tooling for a cheap thrill.
James Brown
It's a spectrum. Your brother is on the extreme end. Most autists here are somewhere in the middle and would probably be diagnosed as Aspergers at most.
>What is important is learning to quickly "get" peer behavior. im 23 and never got close to understanding that til very recently >I don't consider most diagnosed cases of Autism as anything more than social isolation was always around people and my parents made every effort to motivate me to speak
Jason Martinez
Keep repeating that while acting all faggy and sociopathic.
Nolan Gray
Just as the rate of psychopathic kikery, fraud, and petty narcissism are increasing exponentially with no end in sight, the rate of autism manifesting in the world is also increasing exponentially in proportion. The white male euro autist is unironically the anti-virus hero principle to the kike virus villain principle. The reason autists are so drawn towards rpg's is that they are the perfect embodiment of the picasso quote "art is a lie that helps us see the truth". The rpg video game is literally the apex artistic achievement in human history and the video game is the only art form that became decadent before it was even recognized widely as an art form which fits in quite poetically in this accelerationist/singularity era that we were thrown into. Autists are perceived as retards by normies because normies are essentially soulless filler humans (npc's) in this rpg your living in. These npc's were coded by the divine autist (God) to always prioritize short term emotional comfort and social pandering over truth, while the autist is coded to be more of the opposite. This relates to the stultification of verbal development thing because of the following: normie extrovert types are constantly engaging in social hive signalling behavior because subconsciously they recognize themselves as being weak and know they rely on the hive/mob and the circlejerking/reaffirmation of the inferior hive values like equality, inclusivity, placing emotions over truth, etc. to contend with the divine individual truth speaking hero archetype. This cesspit of pandering and fraud behavior of the hive is so alien to the autist that it paralyzes him and he has no idea how to act or what to say so the autist will isolate while the normie filth socially shame him. I used to be a mute in most situations as a child but was always told i was a great speaker/writer by adults when i did which is something i know many of you can relate with.
Anonymous image boards are the PERFECT mode of communication for autists, since it's a pure information exchange. I speculate that the autists mind is more detached from it's form as a biological entity, so it cares more about processing information and understanding the world than about it's own place in it. That detachment makes autists suck more at survival as a social creature, but opens up possibilites for thought processes that can lead to unusual insights and discoveries.
Blake Miller
>normies are essentially soulless filler humans (npc's) in this rpg your living in thats exactly how i see them lol
Aiden Gray
>This cesspit of pandering and fraud behavior of the hive is so alien to the autist that it paralyzes him and he has no idea how to act or what to say so the autist will isolate while the normie filth socially shame him literally exactly how ive always seen it
Adrian Wright
>I used to be a mute in most situations as a child but was always told i was a great speaker/writer by adults when i did which is something i know many of you can relate with. Heed the words of the quiet man, for he is the only one that truly listens.
