I am legit losing my mind. Im on anti depressant, anti anxiety, anti psychotic, recently ritalin, hearing voices...

dont kno, havent tried

im not on any meds and used to have "the dreams" (felt like prediciting the future once the de ja vu hit) and i am not on any pills, thought my dreams are reduced when im drinking or smoking weed

I have those dreams more and more as I get older, I'm 19 now and can dream about something a month in advance

i cant keep them away, its like a sound shriller than all the music is calling me. i can hear the cyprians pillard jaws scraping against the asphalt of worlds bleeding into each other as the light of our liberty dims with each passing day

if the stars are kinda like what you see when you press on your eyes, i see them all the time. totally normal.

don't know why they're standing out so much to you. i have seen a reptilian 'drawn' out of those stars. be careful, but do not fear.

sounds beautiful but the cost is too high. i wont take all those pills man. are you sure you are okay?

Have you been checked for a tumor? If youre not dependent on those meds, stop taking them. Little less anxiety now, hell on earth 1000x anxiety later, don't do it.

If you've been taking these meds and you stop or forget, you can get these types of symptoms to.

You are likely entering a (currently) mild state of psychosis. I would get in touch with your healthcare providers. If there's still a part of you left that doesn't want to be crazy don't let it overcome you.

There is no prophecy, all of the vague occult stuff you read makes sense because it's designed to be vague that way. Enlightenment isn't found in insanity. Sometime times you have to look away from the void or it will literally kill you as a person and leave an empty husk.

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SHOULDN'T HAVE TAKEN THE VACCINE LOLOLOLOLOL

Are you vaccinated?

ive only recently started taking the meds, and i have to say they have helped, havent been checked for a tumour but i did ask for a brain scan and they werent ready to go through with it
no... i am not ok
I know of the vampiric draw that insanity has towards knowledge

how big is your penis? have you ever tried sticking your own cock? how often do you jerkoff? how thick are your cummies on average?

Nah pure blood, ive been having these problems long before covid. In the midst of the deception i can find no faith. No solem to which i have beholden myself
cummies are fairly thick on average, dont jerk off that much, no im not very flexable, penis is a healthy 7 inches

You're canadian
You're faggot for attention
I know because I've dealth with Canadian.theres a reason they wont win a cup. Because their entire country is a joke

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my mom honestly needed to be on the seraquill. just know i love all Any Forumsacks very much, you people are like my family. i hope your life is going okay even though i know its probably not.

First world problems.
Go touch grass, you fag.

My guy, they help, yes, but you have no idea the suffering you're in for if you become dependent. You can't take those long term, literally. They stop working, and you'll eventually go into a perpetual withdrawal. The only choice will be to get off them, at that point the withdrawal can last indefinitely. Fucking don't, I'm telling you, you don't want that. I'm mainly talking about the benzos. Worse than ANY drug on the planet. Do your research. There are natural ways to help anxiety that won't fuck you over permanently.

Clean your room, black mold and other molds can cause schizophrenia.

Funguses in the wild have properties that allow them to take over ants and other small animals, the same thing occurs to humans and animals.

Leave this place, talk to real people.

Have you ever had to cut down trees to keep your dying family warm?
My understanding is that as long as you dont take those things as a kid you wont do long term damage

you can never look away from the void you raging faggot. it cannot kill you. it cannot take from you. you're farther from the truth than the schizoid who made this thread. keep searching.

I don't hear whatever the fuck that is I hear the actual audio of the event, brief as it is

Does your mother know that you are a homosexual?

Try magnesium, chamomile, exercise, reduce screen time, time in nature, vit d, zinc, amanitas (natural benzo, used once in a while it can help long term), kratom, etc. Anything but benzos.

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Maybe stop taking jew drugs you moron

stop being a crack head.

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I think you should consider what possessed you to make such a comment towards me, that was a very rude way to get your point across.

Get off the meds, your body does not need them, work on a small side project that is physical. Electronics, get somebody you know to teach you electronics, or teach electronics to someone you know.

ive done that, i have an advanced degree in engineering and am certified, i cant do shit, im not normal i literally need these meds to be normal

No, that's complete bullshit they are fucking poison. Do not listen to drs. Listen to people that have lived it. Drs will tell you methadone doesn't cause a high, they are fucking retarded when it comes to meds. They're telling you things like that because they just want you to go away and pay them money, it's easier for them than actually looking for the cause. If your dr told you that, get a new dr.

respect for the void is what "possessed" me. Welcome to the internet. Faggot.

he told me to beware of the high ritalin might cause, havnt noticed anything yet, but i hear the voices, ive fortold things on Any Forums, i dont want to act like im smart or anything but i am not normal, yea dosing meth prob isnt smart but i mean its making me able to function what can i say

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no i am not a whore

Get off those meds, they are all pure poison, I was on abilify and lithium as a kid for (((depression))) and stopped when I turned 18 because they where turning me soulless. Seriously look into what they do to people and refuse all of them, find god and practice fasting, take up a hobby ( a real one not vidya games )

That doesn’t sound very good. I would try various herbs, like teas. Tea has a way of simplifying things and lining you up with nature. Natures effects are slow and subtle like tea. Nobody knows when the tea hits like they do with coffee. By returning to the belief that anything you do is a process , instead of just waiting for some solution, you can actually solve even impossible problems because you know that long timelines are still viewable and analyzable timelines.

Being on both Ritalin and an antipsychotic at the same time makes zero neurophysiological sense, and you should maybe consider not having turning your healthcare system into a DMV and hiring a real doctor to help you out. But yeah. We live in crazy times. Don’t worry, this too shall pass. I hope you get better.

Krigsgaldir. Or war magic. Karma.
The practice of trance to enact your will across the world. Focus it OP, bring your enemies to their knees

>Ask me anything
1. How much sleep are you getting right now?
2. Do you think you can control your psychosis to only show/hear you positive things?
3. Did you know there is a secret message taped under your bathroom sink?

Bro stop taking pharmajewtical drugs. Do you consume seed oil? What about 5oy? Stop all that shit NOW. You need to cleanse your body and these issues will go away. Go into nature. Read. Lift. Fuck mental illness you can beat it into submission. These pharmaceutical drugs are beating your mind into submission and weakening you. It is changing your brain chemistry. I wish you the best of luck. You have to detox from this sick society and all it's poisons.

Read the sentences you type out loud to yourself. You sound like a total goober.

Are you a woman?

ive been getting lots of sleep thanks to the anti psychotics, i dont need to drink myself to sleep anymore.
Yes, i can control my psychosis much better now.
Dont say things like that ahahha im not a paranoid schizophrenic

Stop saying the word god you fucking retarded fuck, nobody believes that faggot irrational made up shit anymore, the word you are looking for is enlightenment. Spirituality grants you everything faggot kike pedo cults like Christianity give you without all the made up schizo shit. I hate abortion and cheating and it’s because of my own observations and meditation, not your fsggot brainwashing book which was used to justify endless torture campaigns

ah woman detected. stop taking the pills, go do yoga