My brain is absolutely fucked. I gamed for years, socially isolated, my dad psychologically abused me.
I feel numb, emotionless, without energy, I barely have a grasp on reality. I just want to sit in my room all day and do nothing.
What are the political implications of this?
I went to a psychologist but stopped when I saw he had a loli profile picture on Telegram
Ure a fag
same bro i think is the vaccine
Lmao vaxfuck ure piece if trash fuck you
The state of things now is a bit tiresome but remember that defeatism leads to facing the wall blindfolded
>I just want to sit in my room all day and do nothing.
Read the Bible. Understand your purpose in this world under the grace of your Creator and his Son Jesus Christ.
>I just want to sit in my room all day and do nothing.
It's the opposite for me.I want to do a lot of things but in the end i end up doing nothing in my room
Very familiar story for me user, my advice is to go seek therapy if you can. It can work, and really it helps just to talk about shit. The people on here will call me a fag for suggesting it, but fuck em.
Welcome to the dark side of reality. Abandon hope all ye who enter here.
luigi my son, you must make choice
you make pasta like ancestor
or will you move to western europe for job?
>psychologically abused me
It would be less gay if your dad sexually abused you lol but seriously how did he abuse you?
That's sorta the gist for most people right now it seems like.
Meditation
Gratitude journalling
Working out
Eating right
do all those 4 and i promise you will feel much better
dont give up thats exactly what the kikes want
I’m just going to start working out until people figure out there is something wrong with me.
>I just want to sit in my room all day and do nothing.
Nothing wrong with that per se.
You don’t know shit user, take from me, having someone fuck with your head for years on end can be just as bad as getting raped.
What ever you do don't click any links on Any Forums you should like "their type".
He was an alcoholic, he would scream insults out of his lungs. I was terrified of him. We were all scared of him
That you're the norm
My dad threatens to murder us all the time when he drinks, it sucks.
I do all of that and it's retarded self improvement cope that keeps you distracted for a while
I didn't take the jab and same
Got covid 2 weeks ago thought it was that but it's probably computer related
Bro move out asap. The sooner the better. After a while you will not be able to recover just like me
They won’t, you’ll have to talk to someone. We walk through life alone, nobody really cares for anyone but themselves.. If you don’t seek help, it’ll never arrive.
You're here forever, faggot
Too late for that I’m afraid, besides I’m a high school dropout with a degenerative virus.. Literally have nowhere to go.
For me 18 years of jacking off 95% to interracial porn cooked my brain like an omelette.
Constant intrusive thoughts of BBC.
Hours edging and stroking my cock to Black porn.
Caused my divorce because fucking my wife was infinitely more boring than busting a nut to a new Black New World Order viddie.
Believe.me, I've tried to quit. But Black cock isn't a meme, it's a serious goddamned addiction. Literal visual heroin pumped into your brain through your eyes.
Since Covid started I have fully given up. Real women don't interest me in the slightest.
My entire life revolves around hours of porn and cooming my head off to Black hulks pounding the shit out of beautiful white women.
I've all but accepted this will be my sex life forever.
Mate youre fucked. Try to kill him maybe. If i could go back I'd do it
I played video games from arcade shit vs randoms as a kid to MMOs
Made me better at reading people and know social power plays well
If you only play Kirby galaxy adventures and drink your onions milk obv nothing is gonna happen
Stop blaming your failures on vidya
It's your absent father that fucked you
Tldc
U're just a fag my guy and insecure at that + into degradation
Honestly, I’m worried we’re running out of alternatives. He’s gonna do something crazy eventually, I just hope I’m ready when it happens.
Whats your boyfriend say about it?
> degenerate virus
hiv?
Blitzkrieg mate, you do it first you win
I was born with arthritis and it wasn’t treated in time. I live in nearly constant pain, it sucks.
Also fuck you.
Disgusting, and I don't say this lightly but you should really kill yourself.
do a dopamine fast, then start meditating, make a habit of hiking and do deep work in something you care about
Lucky you.
>be me
>learn from internet that coconut butter is a good lubricant for jerking off
>try
>feelsokayman.avi
>brain starts associating the smell with the activity
>now i get rock hard any time anybody opens Bounty within 30ft of me
Many such cases
DO NOT FUCKING GET ANOTHER FUCKING MURDER PINNED ON THIS BOARD.
>I just want to sit in my room all day and do nothing.
Based NEETing is the best life you can achieve
>What are the political implications of this?
In my experience, it means unlimited money hack on the stock market, but none of the other things. Sure, I can game some pussy, but I don't have the attention span to keep it around, let alone want that weak-ass shit to seek residence with me. So, I've got what other dipshits dream of (money and sex) but not the things that actually matter for a middle-aged dude that has a decent grasp of what comes next in every real-world scenario.
at least you aren't cutting your dick off hoping to become a woman you'll never be
are you?