Didn’t bother to shower. Booted up the Xbox and visited the kids in Skyrim. Gave Sophie a taffy treat outside Heljarchin. She seemed happy. Finished off last night’s vodka. Stared out the window for a while. Threw on sweats and went down to the bodega. Jeong-hoon looked at me with contempt when I bought another fifth. Went to the dollar slice and got some extra for breakfast. Think I’m gonna marathon LOTR on BluRay and maybe mastubate later on. Tomorrow will be worse.
Woke up at noon, again
You should do different things
I’m thinking about trying to stop vaping, or at least the weed cartridges? Dunno, maybe.
Put on a well fitting shirt, some pants, cologne and go to a bar or something and grab a drink. Then go for a walk afterwards. You are in the prime of your life.
Get rid of the Xbox
No.
Niggah, stop wasting money and just buy handles instead.
Better yet, stop drinking; we both know it ain't doing shit for you and it won't change the past.
Go out there and talk to some girls, just say hi. Start with ugly chicks if your shy. Start a martial art and meet some cool dudes. Snap out of it you faggot.
Yeah, but I buy small because i drink less, and i think I’ll stop one day. If I buy a handle i know drink that fucker down and go on a real bender, probably call a whore and she’ll score and I’ll lose two week and all my cash. Sure the last is fuck but I’m not running way from it. Only the fucked up future.
In b4 12step. Tried it. Sober for 5. God is dead.
Try something new. You could pound the entire 5th, then take your Xbox for a walk while masturbating and humming that Gandalf tune from the first movie