I've secretly had sex with many men over the years, and my girlfriend knows I love anal penetration and has used a dildo on me and even one time tried a strap on. She loves gay porn and we watch it together while she uses her vibrator and she clearly gets off hard on it.
The gay porn is fairly recent as I had no idea before. While watching it she gets turned on telling me she really wants to see me get fucked and suck cock.
Besides that, we always get off talking about her sleeping with other men, being a slut and prostitute, coming home with cum inside her etc. Guess you can call it a cuck fetish even though I have no interest in the humiliation part of it. We talked about her gay cousin and I told her I like him, he's big and masculine and she wants to see him fuck me.
Recently my wife started watching me get fucked by other men including a gay gangbang where I got blacked.
My wife is now borderline forcing me to transition to a woman she says if I don't transition she will divorce me. I think her watching me get blacked changed the dynamics of the relationship.
What do I do I think being a girl and getting fucked would be hot but it goes against my values I share on this site?
Women in general really despise trannies. I always try to remember women that their issue is not a woman thing but an lgbt+allies thing and it makes them seethe.
Matthew Ortiz
Seek professional help or kill yourself and your wife. I know it's not real, but just in case it is, kill yourself.
