For the last 4 years I've been using weed and drinking alcohol almost every day (weed every day...

For the last 4 years I've been using weed and drinking alcohol almost every day (weed every day, drinking every other day or so). Recently (last week) I stopped using drugs entirely, no weed, no alcohol, no ADD meds, nothing.

What happened to me was astonishing. For the first time in ages, I felt a deep, burning anger rise up inside of me. An anger unlike anything I had ever felt before. For the last 4 years I was using drugs to escape my own anger. I was using drugs to be more amicable and friendly towards retarded liberals. I was rationalizing my drug use with the idea that as long as my usage was positive (in the form of being friendly with idiotic liberal co-workers) then it was okay. As long as my drug use helped my climb the corporate ladder and avoid outbursts when dealing with retarded affirmative-action policies or mandatory diversity-seminars, I would justify it internally by telling myself that I needed them to suppress my righteous anger and growing hatred for the west.

I knew that doing drugs was bad for me, but had become entirely dependent on them. I tried quitting a few times but usually sank into a deep depression when I did. But last week was different. I don't know why, I don't know what happened, but suddenly I had the very clear and real epiphany that it was okay to be angry. I realized it was okay to be angry at liberals, it was okay to be angry at retarded feminists, it was okay to be pissed at neocons and boomers and every other piece of shit that sold our generation out to the lowest bidder and raped our countries for some short term profit. I haven't felt the need to drink or do weed (I only did edibles since I hate smoke) at all. I feel completely at peace with my anger (if that even makes any sense).

I just wanted to share this because I want anons to know that it's okay to be angry.

Thanks for reading my blogpost.

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It glows to near criticality.

Literally same user. Same.

good job for throwing away the alchy jew and weedy jew user

>Telling people to stop doing drugs and get in touch with their anger glows
Kill yourself kike. You're one of those faggot feds that keeps people inactive by telling them that any form of action or self-improvement "glows".

Still smoking weed though, didn't read your whole post. But the alcohol and ADD and nicotine dull the personality and edge some of us have. It wasn't withdrawals from these things either, as it's been over a year.

Good for you, user. All substances that alter your brain functions are bad for you and your soul. Keep it up, live a clean life. It's some of what the jews hate so much about whites.

>the alcohol and ADD and nicotine dull the personality and edge some of us have
This is exactly what it was doing for me. It was suppressing the part of me that wanted to speak out against this shit. The more ridiculous things got at work, and throughout the world the more I was using.

I really don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to keep my job, but I'm slowly realizing that throwing away my morals just for a paycheck is one of the worst things I can do with my life.

Angry Anons: Start lifting weights! Use that anger to power a process of revealing the immense genetic heritage you have within every cell of your body to be....A BEAST. Keep your body fed well after your workouts. Grow yourself into the Gods of Old.

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So are you going to become a suicide bomber or are you just going to start lifting a lot? You got options, kid.