Reality Simulation weird experiences?

(1/2) Anyone ever start thinking about reality being a simulation and that it's programed to convince you as much as possible it isn't?

Like when you start following this path of thinking the world will start throwing shit at you to distract you or convince you otherwise.

For example one time I thought about this for a while, debating it in my head and thinking things such as "I know this is a simulation, those who oversee it reveal yourself to me, I hope to join you." And things along those lines.

Obviously that didn't do anything but I kept trying to find more information about the possibility of reality being a simulation and dissected said information from a logical and unbiased view, correlating all the information with that of other articles etc.

After a while of my brother came into my room to talk to me about the NBA or NFL or something but occasionally I would think back to the simulation theory and zone out for maybe a few minutes.

We zoning out wasn't odd or anything since we were both on our phones and not in the middle of conversation, not was I doing anything but looking at my phone while doing so.

Almost every time I did that he would say something like "hey are you ok?" Or "stop doing that" I just told him something along the lines of "yeah I'm good, just thinking" the first few times it occured

But eventually I got irritated at him asking it and asked him why he keeps asking me this shit. He didn't actually give me an answer but said something like "I was just checking on, you don't have to be a dick." .

I told him that I was doing or acting in a way to warrant the question, he never answered me and he just got upset.

It eventually got to a point where I stopped talking to him and it felt like he would respond in occurrence to my thoughts of how he was merely a part of the simulation and his acting this way was odd.

I ended up going to my room after diffusing the argument and assuring him I was alright and just needed to sleep I guess.

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go on.

I knew this as a kid

The current real year is 8095. Simulation year is 2022.
>omg politics and iphones and work and money and disease and houses and bills and pornography and media and social strife and racism and rights and laws and taxes and nature and space and celebrities
lol, pretty good simulation actually. they got us good in here.

(2/2) while in my room I thought about it more but then suddenly began feeling like I was going to have a heart attack or something becausey chest started aching very suddenly as I thought about posting to Any Forums to maybe find someone who has had something similar happen or maybe knew something about it.

I began to get very afraid and in my thoughts would try to bargain with whoever is in charge of the simulation, this didn't work. And the feeling would only get worse.

Eventually I started praying to God, not in a Christian way but more of a prayer to a Divine Creator. The pain would slowly go away as I did this. And shortly after I fell asleep.

This was about 2 years ago and It was during the comedown taking 5 Adderall 30s and smoking a bit of weed. This may dismiss my experience to some saying that's why I thought that way, but I had done the same thing many times before and never had anything vaguely similar happen to me.

If anyone had anything remotely similar happen or maybe has information that can even remotely be of significance to my experience please tell me.

How did you get to the conclusion of 8095

Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream. ,
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily
Life is but a dream

Yep, don't make any waves or they'll drown you.

Also my captcha right now is Zero-T NWO probably a coincidence but odd that it would be in this thread

>I know this is a simulation, those who oversee it reveal yourself to me, I hope to join you
dont do that, these guys are demons. you dont want to become one of them.
yes, its a simulation and they get mad when their bullshit gets discovered, thats why they attacked you first with your relative and then physically.

oh you were coming down from drugs
explains everything
sage

It was given to me, basically. I'm in the simulation too but there are certain voices that provide direction every now and then. Some impulses are not your own.

Yeah but why that one time and never again even when replicating the same thing with similar thoughts

It's odd to say the least

>drugs
>memeflag
>reddit copypasta

You had your first (or at you least your first time conscious) schizo episode. Welcome to the club fren.

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I had voices it felt like for a brief period but they gave off an evil demon like vibe maybe alien, at the same time the voices at first seemed like they were my own thoughts on why none of what I'm thinking could be real but eventually after dismissing all the arguments they were putting out they were more direct in causing me pain and being more obvious about not being my own thoughts

Once I believed that they were actual demons and maybe it was related to something religious in nature, probably not but I can't fully deny that thought

You're part of it, or controlled by it
I can immediately tell

Had something similar happen but can't remember almost anything from it but a general sense of fear for my life

simplest way I can explain it
the father of all existence provided you with the perfect sandbox to play with, unlimited space, best sand to build your sandcastles and everything you desire. but when he looked he saw you playing outside of his sandbox in one with not perfect sand, full of earth and cat poop. so he placed a bully into that fake sandbox who kicks over your sand castles over and over again, teases you and is just a general asshole. at some point you just stop building castles and sit down and think "hey this fucking sucks". the bully tells you to continue building castles and be there for his entertainment to torment you. but once you start telling him to fuck off and leave you alone, and you taking more steps to get out of the fake sandbox the more and more aggressive he becomes because he feels that you want to leave and then he has noone to bully anymore.
thats where you are at. never stop asking questions, the father provides you with a path back into his perfect sandbox for you to play in for all eternity.

Yes.
>Take ketamine 3-4 times a month
>I know that causes brain damage and cognitive dysfunction
>mfw the day after when I see ppl being more retarded than me
>mfw I take ketamine the others get brain damage
Anons are we an unique consciousness ?
Am I some kind of hive mind convergence being ?
I know this sounds skizo larp but fr I after I get busted with psychedelic dugs it's either my brain that gets more wrinkles or I am some kind of solipsistic collective consciousness generator.
Yes ketamine is pretty psychedelic you dumb cunt.

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Same happened to me with the fearing for my life, it was out of nowhere and unexplained and hasn't occured since.

I can barely remember the specific thoughts that led me to that point I only remember the experience and I feel like even that has holes where I can't remember the order of things , what would begin questioning to get past this point