NEET for life - what now?

Been a NEET since 2004, I’m turning 35 in 2022. Never had a job. After high-school I just stayed at home and couldn’t think of any reason to go out and do anything, so I just homemaxxed as a NEET.

From a financial side, I have 2 btc and 10k in bank.

What the fuck do I do? After 18 years of neetdom I am so fucking bored. I goto the gym 5 days a week at 5am as a way to trick my mind into getting up early and being awake during normie hours, but I end up spending the rest of the day basically watching YouTube videos. I haven’t played video games in years, I’m so bored of them.

The thing is, I still can’t figure out what I’m supposed to do outside, where I am supposed to go, who am I even supposed to interact with. I have no idea how you’re supposed to actually function in day to day life.

What am I supposed to do? I don’t get it.

I am not suicidal at all, but I’m so bored I am thinking maybe just being dead is better. I am so fucking bored but I don’t “get” what I’m supposed to even doing outside in the normie world.

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practice martial arts

I'm in a similar situation.
Volunteer at various locations and buddy up with the others at your location. Placate and manipulate your way into a. Network of people.

Get a job and make friends who like to do the same. People will come to you.

>who am I even supposed to interact with
Be my friend? You are asking broken people what to do.I'd recommend getting drunk like I am right now, maybe traveling or doing some risky behavior I really don't know what the meaning of life is I guess we'll have to figure it out ourselves eh?

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I guess you'd better just wait for someone to come down from the sky and give you the answers. Don't leave home and explore your environment, you might get interested or even obsessed by something and then you'd have something to lose. Being a blank sheet of paper means having limitless potential, as soon as you try to create something with your life the risk of failure looms. Avoid disappointment and dissatisfaction by suppressing all aspiration. True happiness lies in fading away without anyone ever having noticed your existence.

you have to sacrifice to advance

Idk if I’m ready for that. I failed at powerlifting because I could never get stronger so I just became a machines and cables type of lifter which are easier to lift with. I don’t know if I can’t get squats or deadlifts right I don’t think I could be any good at martial arts, I have terrible awareness of my body hence why I was so bad using free weights like barbells.

What do you do though? Bare in mind I am mid 30s. I am socially retarded and I have speech issues where I forget how to pronounce words and I stumble on my words a lot, and talk too fast.

I don’t know why I guess it’s from being shut in all the time and never going out.

Literally just get a job.
It provides structure.
If I take too much time off I just start to spiral into self destruction because I have no discipline whatsoever.
Something relatively comfy where you can basically just chill and you like the people you work with.
It's an employees market. My place is dying for more help. Shop around until you find something you like.

I'm so glad I didn't do this, honestly. That could have been me. Anyway, if you want to succeed you're doing the right thing getting up and working out every day. You should try getting involved with volunteer work somewhere, start small, just get out there and do something related to your interests. Alternately, 36 is the cutoff age for joining the US military in peacetime. Could go have a little adventure there for a couple years, get your free citizenship, then start over in a new country where women think your accent is hot. I know a guy who was a firefighter in Britain for 15 years, got bored with his life, came to the US and enlisted- as a firefighter in the Army. Ironic. Anyway, regardless of how you start looking into careers, be sure to pick one that gives you lots of free time, since you're used to it. Pace of work is more important than salary or "doing what you love".

>Avoid disappointment and dissatisfaction by suppressing all aspiration. True happiness lies in fading away without anyone ever having noticed your existence.

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Yeah just start off with a part time job somewhere sort of fun. Like working at a gym, bar, arcade. You’ll meet people/friends and you’ll build some social skills. If you fuck it up you can just quit and apply somewhere else. Or if you really don’t want to “work” join a rec league or a sport or game of some sort. They even have cornhole leagues and random shit like that. Best of luck loser!

You've made a career out of it! You're well on your way to retirement!!!

Do it

>Best of luck loser!
Hope you get raped too!

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>Pace of work is more important than salary or "doing what you love".
I feel this is a strong point that I'm guilty of having overlooked in the past. Well put.

>I am so fucking bored
Smoke weed. Go outside and find interests. You'll be fine.

What kind of job? I have never had a job. After highschool I basically just dropped out of society at stayed at home never interacting with the outside world.

Sacrifice what?

Do you excel at anything? Music, sports? Apply to be an instructor and meet new people
Im suck so bad at the competition level, but you can teach newbies. Ez money for me and I had to like work at most 6 hours 3 in the morning and 3 in the evening

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Go hiking in a national park. Perfect place to find yourself whilst getting lost.

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Sounds like a dream, you lucky son of a bitch.

Well that’s a black pill I didn’t need

Just walk dogs bro

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You probably aren't getting pussy / passing on your genes and it's starting to wear you down. Download an app called "Just A Baby" and start impregnating women in your local area.

you are supposed to wageslave until you die

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Rent free

I have been learning math and c programming. I hope you installed a Linux distro. Gentoo is just a meme btw, but if you want to insall it, it's super hard, hence the meme.

lol fuck the jews sis

i'm 32 and have never worked a day in my life.