youtube.com/watch?v=rF1sfqnp8kk&list=PLvVce5-aQOpIPaNgvxuPDM-0ocO20lIqQ&index=8 This song is called Starfucker // STRFKR - Golden Light I cannot take it anymore I have felt is depressed for so long. I will not commit suicide. But I am just feeling awful. I think I'm killing myself in other ways. I do not want to die physically, but I kind of want to die emotionally. I wish I could replace this emotinal pain with a glass walll that I can break through, bearing the pain and all in the one second of agony but after I break through then it is over. However, I cannot get through this emotional wall. I could fight, psychically, but this is an emotional/spiritual war. I cannot bear it. I need help. Please recommend books or anything I can do for self help.
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You got this lion, he’s the king of the jungle. Huge mane out to here. He’s laying down under a tree, in the middle of Africa, he’s so big, he’s so hot! He doesn’t wanna move. Now, the little lion cubs they start messin’ with him, bitin’ his tail, bitin’ his ears, he doesn’t do anything. The lioness, she starts messing with him, coming over making trouble, still nothing. Now the other animals, they notice this, and they start to move in. The jackals, hyenas, they’re barking at him, laughing at him. They nip his toes and eat the food that’s in his domain. They do this and they get closer and closer and bolder and bolder, till one day…that lion gets up and tears the shit outta everybody, runs like the wind, eats everything in his path, ’cause every once in a while, the lion has to show the jackals who he is.
Caleb Kelly
it's your life man. no one eles but yours. you do exactly a you desire my man. you are truly free you just forgot
Been through my mom's terminal illness in the latest years. i just started going innawoods by myself, doing crazy stuff like taking baths in the river in the winter, i copped a metal detector and I can really escape from my reality. I go to hot springs a lot and I do saunas, those help too
Noah Green
:(
Kevin Stewart
Ugh I’m sick asf Rn that sounds fucking amazing I’ve been in a few in NZ shits so cash
Tyler Gutierrez
Shot a bank, bomb and destroy tarnish the bohemian grove raging bull and all big tech kikes before u "end yourself"
The pain you feel is the same as millions of others right now. Just find a way to fight it and escape it. Work out, clean, eat healthy, read more and spend less time online. Start doing things that help you spiritually like Millions of men have lived fought and died before you to bring you here. Don't let them down. Do something to make them proud.
Zoomers are the worst thing to happen to Any Forums kek
Leo Jackson
KEK i thought the same
Evan Powell
You are depressed because you evolved to fight and fuck and you are doing neither. You inhabit a machine capable of far more than you are using it for and it's literally begging for you to use it properly.
Stop being a stupid fucking nigger and start working towards your potential.
Go for a walk every single day. Walking daily unlocks cheat mode in your brain. While you walk you are doing two things. Your brain is free from distractions because while you can listen to an audio book or music or a pod cast, you can't engage with it. You have to just listen. This causes your brain to engage the content in new ways. Or even if you don't listen to anything, you allow your mind to wander inner space.
Secondly our bodies are built for fight or flight. In order to achieve this you keep emergency fuel in the blood stream. After you've been walking for 20 minutes your body flips a switch and starts burning fat cells directly because it needs to keep "burstable" energy ready and available in your blood stream.
Cut out the complex carbohydrates from your life as much as possible.
But the most important thing is to walk daily. It will crush your depression, it will free your mind, it will strengthen your body.
Leo Baker
STEAL FROM THE BIG STORES
WALK OUT
DO NOT WAGE SLAVE
STOP USING DRUGS
FUCK ARCHONS
IF THE COPS FEDS COME TO YOU, JUST POSE AS IF U ARE SURRENDERING THEM STAB AND SHOOT THEM WHERE IT HURTS
THEN SCREAM GLORY TO THE GOD-EMPEROR. KILL MOLOCH BURN BOHEMIAN GROVE.
Nobody is going to radicalize me I just dont know where else to go right now hoenstly;....
Isaiah Long
>I’ve been in a few (hot pools) in NZ shits so cash Bro, if you know where to find them, they're all over the show. (Innawoods) You can stop at a few random spots between Nelson and Christchurch, walk 2min from the road, and swim in a hot river. It's only hot for a few metres in a couple of sections, but it's awesome when it's snowing. West Coast has a few spots, but you have to walk a bit further. One is a pool you need to climb down to, but it's in a gorge, on a rock ledge, with gnarly rapids below. (Grade 5, I think only a few of us that kayak know where it is. Maybe a few others but you need rope and shit to get to it safely.) Others are a fairly long walk, but have DOC huts and facilities there - even then, hardly anyone ever goes.
It all sucks. You accept it sucks and you give up or you fight against the tide and make the best of it. That''s it. Imagine you die tonight. You are mortal stuff and you die and you go back to the dust. If you could look back for one second after that, would you think you had a good run? No because you're 27. You still have time, go make something of it.
Adam Sullivan
There are so many noble ways to die, why would you choose suicide? Fag.
Aaron Price
I used to love that band. I don't think you should be worried about what music you listen to when you commit suicide though. I had this weird dream about strfkr where they were having a concert in my neighborhood and some guy I used to know wouldn't help me get in.
Further to that last one, buy a bike. Mountain, road, whatever. I'd say mountain for a bit of adrenaline if you have any trails nearby. You won't be motivated to use it, so set an alarm, and go ride it for an hour each day at the same time, get a routine going. Also, I've known people to spend a fuckton on it, so the size of your investment makes you feel obliged to use it. Bikes are great, and you'll see more of the world - it's a pretty cool place.
Luis Smith
if u gonna kys you need a loser song not a cool one
Jacob Cruz
Is it just me, or did America used to be insanely national socialist and didn't realize it?
