I hate being a mentally ill genetic abomination...

I hate being a mentally ill genetic abomination, when ever I get mad I get the urge to chimp out and my brain is warped with disgusting deviant fetish shit. I feel like I don't have a place in the world and shouldn't have been born

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I feel bad for girls who cut desu

take your meds

I'm a dude if you're talking about me specifically

Just know that the Bible KJV is the tru word of God and you can find refuge there because he's your real, loving father.

fix yourself and rid yourself of all the qualities you hate

you are feeling these emotions because you understand the subversion youve been through on a spiritual level, so it translates down to your soul and psyche

just quit cold turkey with the fetish shit, its a literal chemical addiction. do whatevr you can to distract yourself at first (tv, hobbies etc) until you chemically withdraw

after you can pick up the pieces, but the first step is recognizing the abuse youre subjecting yourself to and the shit life you have lived

we arent meant for this world, this world is evil, we have to purify ourselves from it

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listen to this song, it helped me

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Seek professional help instead of listening to schizos on Any Forums that will just make your life spiral downward even more

Me too! I'm a Eurasian male.

This. Coming to this shithole will absolutely ruin your mental health. I only come here for happenings, and even then, it can take a toll on me.

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genetics are a cope meme
carbs and starches are sugars, cut them all out of your diet. contain your eating window to a minimum of 6 hours, fast the rest of the time.
strip vices like coffee, alcohol, drugs, porn.
you'll unironically level out (your insulin responses till physiologically level out causing less ups and downs) and you dopaminergic responses will also level out.
you're not some special snowflake terminally unique genetic monstrosity, you're probably an average human in a shit environment. change that environment.

Find help at psychologist instead of cutting your sorry ass.
This is genuine advice.

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I'm a mutt, I have negroid dna in my body. Anytime I come here it seems like blacks are hated universally and are mentally and spiritually deficient and that's what i feel about myself

You need to find Christ and accept him into your heart.

It's neural blender, I didn't cut myself just so I could have an image to post

i dont cause thats exactly what they want

Just stop being mentally ill bro, it's what I do. Not hard.

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>mutt makes thread
>Christcucks IMMEDIATELY attempt to recruit said mutt.
Lol.
Lmao.

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not pol related
go to a doctor and stop watcing porn

We arent. No one gives a shit about you, specifically. Take this pathetic shit to /adv/------------>

Majority of girls who do it do it for attention because they are cluster b borderline personality attention-seeking types who haven't developed beyond the emotional intelligence of 12 years old.
Then they fall for the trans fad because they think that will get them more attention, and they inherently believe Men are the stronger sex and want to obtain this power through "transitioning" which is impossible because not only do they relax the biological equipment - they don't have any of the memories, the foundational mental patterning, any of it - they just LARP, they ACT
> Well a boy would do X, therefore I should do X because that's what a boy would do
It's so fucking cringe and stupid. God I hate girl trannies more than the guys who will never be women.

>t.

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Try taking a minimum of 6000 IU of vitamin D per day (up to 10k depending on how much fat you have on you - fat stores vit D)

Still, stick to my advice. Seek help. You're clearly in bad mental state. Don't do anything on your own.

What race are you?

>t.

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What body part am I looking at here?

On appearance I look (mostly) white, but I also got genes from different other races. I only really know I'm 1/4 negroid and got some other shit.

I didn't even notice the url. I wondered why I had no idea what part of the body was being displayed.

First off, realize life sucks. That's what it means to be human. Life is a struggle and existence is suffering. You were never promised anything else.
Find solace in the fact that everyone deals with this in some way or form. Could be hunger, rejection, loneliness, physical pain, etc.
But without suffering there cannot be enlightenment. The world is what it is, in all its horrors and glory so that all of it can exist.
Light cannot exist without the concept of Darkness. Happiness cannot exist without Sadness. Learn to deal with it.

Those who suffer learn the most. If you live a hard life, take solace in the fact you can undertake more than those who live a less difficult life.
Find an outlet and learn to control your emotions. Don't beat yourself up for your weaknesses but instead learn to better yourself from them. Life is not easy and no one but your dumbass parents promised you anything else. If you can overcome this and master your self control, you can do incredible things.
So what if you don't have a hot girlfriend, 90% of society doesn't either. So what if you weren't born rich, 99% of society wasn't either. But you were born in the U.S. and not to a shitskin low caste in India where you shit in the streets.

Take pleasure in the gifts you were given and use the hurdles as a means to harden yourself.

And for fucks sake, stop cutting. It's pathetic and you're better than that.

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Crisscross = attention whores
train track urself faggot