I need help, I can't stand feeling like such a hopeless pathetic cunt. I have totally lost the will to live. my drive and passion is gone. I will be 30 in 9 and a half months and everyday it gets harder to continue. Nothing excites me, talking to friends becomes a chore, I have nothing to talk about, Seeing attractive women in public makes me sad and bitter. Thinking about my past accomplishments makes me sad as well because I feel like a shell of my former self.
I used to run my own tree service company, It was always my dream to be a business owner. I was one if the best in my area, My customers loved me and my crew had 5 star ratings and great reviews on my advertising pages. I thought it was my calling, passion, my purpose. I look back at some of trees I climbed and cut down and don't even know how I had the motivation to do it. Some jobs I bid so bad I ended up working for free but i completed the job. towards the end of running my company I would literally come down from a tree I started and tell the customer I can't do it. We'd clean up what ever was on the ground, pack up all my equipment and employees and go home, paying them out of pocket.
Nowadays I'm so terrified of being judged, I worry about being rejected by women for being to boring and apathetic, and the fact that telling them how I still live with my dad is almost a guaranteed deal breaker even if I wasn't boring. The comments I see like >pic rel hit so close yet it doesn't motivate me it only makes it hurt more knowing that I'm decaying rapidly and I'm wasting my prime years being a pathetic loser. What can I do to reverse this viscous cycle in b4 >kys >become a tranny >people in other places have it worse etc. I simply can't just kill myself, I do not want my dad to have to deal with the mess, and I don't want him to feel guilty or ashamed, having to lie to people when they ask hows your son or how did he die?
just watch Biden's life speech on now, you will feel better about yourself in no time.
Landon Collins
You need to get your T checked Maybe a reverse osmosis filter if you live in a city full of roasties filling the water with birth control
Wyatt Bennett
It just makes me think about the lies and subversion and how NPC's just eat it up and ask for seconds, plus his degenerate son that gets to live on easy mode and fuck girls half his age.
Luke Parker
I do live near a rather large city. And I could be possible having graves disease, or the meds I have to take to keep my body from eating itself are killing my T. I'll have the endocrinologist add that to my next blood panel. Or is T levels checked a different way?
Isaiah Hall
Your interests change with age. I’ve run multiple businesses and enjoyed them at first. As time went on I lost the love for it so I did something else. I’m now employed by a corporation and enjoy the easiness of it, I just do my work, go home and live my life. No stress of finding customers, dealing with customers or employees, etc. you’re the author of your own story. Do what ever you want, other people litterally don’t matter. You’ll learn this in the coming years. You can just walk away from any situation and start over. Nothing other than death is permanent.
Julian Brown
I don't really drink straight tap water, I usually smart water, but I use tap water for my coffee. but that's only 10-20 fl oz a day.
Jaxson Price
Running the business was definitely more stressful than I could have ever imagined. but I thought struggle was part of being a man and finding peace?
Landon Jones
God loves you, read the Bible, take a walk and some vitamins.
>hopeless pathetic cunt let me stop you right there become an hero
Jackson Brooks
Go fishing it will lift you up Also gym and learn to cook/ grill
Wyatt Morgan
I really do want to start reading the bible and going to church. there's a Serbian orthodox church literally a minute walk from where i live, I really should go.
Jordan Ramirez
suicide is not an option
Aiden Thompson
Some struggles Can be enjoyable, it’s the challenge of overcoming them that is the enjoyable part. Other struggles are not so enjoyable. Life is varying degrees of struggle, it’s your job to manage it so that you live an enjoyable life. If you find you’re doing something that you absolutely hate, stop doing it and move onto something else. Again, it’s your life, you are the one that dictates how you live it. Sometimes you come to the end of a road and it’s time to find a new one.
Asher Lopez
Go to Ukraine and die in the war. You'll die a hero if you die and you'll be venerated as a hero if you live. Probably will get plenty of Ukrainian pussy too.
Cameron Gutierrez
Read books and work out. It's that easy. Your routine is probably degenerate as fuck so doing these two things will seem really hard and like a choir, but it's really that simple. Once you get into a routine of reading a book every day and working out before and after, your body will reward you. That, or you can start doing drugs and kill yourself.
Jordan Barnes
> judging your life by schizo posts on Any Forums Women arent worth it, retard. Ask any dad if marriage was really worth it and he'll secretly tell you it aint. Now go get a hobby and enjoy the rest of your days becoming either a businessman or a politician or both. Im focused on becoming a writer, soldier, officer, General, politician, and farmer in sequential order. Id rather be single than fuck anyone other than a 10/10 16 year old fair maiden (good luck finding those in thy Age of GloboHomo)
Ian Gonzalez
Ok op couple points 1-fuck women. They need you more than you need them 2-only care about yourself. Hit the gym and learn new skills for yourself only Once you distance yourself from peoples judgement youll feel much better
Owen Fisher
dont blindly answer lifes biggest questions because it makes you feel good
Adrian Jones
my dad and I go bird hunting with our dog. I do enjoy it but it also makes me sad sometimes because of a close family friend we used to go with passed away a few years ago and it brings back nostalgic memories from childhood that make me sad about getting older.
Jack Hall
I felt like you except I'm actually a loser. I just stopped caring at all at some point, I don't even suffer anymore. Strength training, enough solar exposure, a better diet and cardio exercise can help you to feel better and more confident since you will be healthier. It may be the first step to reconquer your old self -and surpass it. What happened to your company?
Christopher Bennett
#1 is spot on. A man doesn’t need a woman to live life. A woman doesn’t do anything that a man can’t do on his own. The only thing a woman provides that a man can’t have is a wet hole, but there are ways to get that without getting married. Women need men though, single women who don’t have the guidance of a man end up a compete shit show.
Levi Nelson
I support Russia keeping nato off their borders.
Caleb Lewis
Son, you need a spiritual kick to the head to get your perspective back. Grab a rifle and tent, head to Alaska, live off grid a few weeks. Hunt and fish to eat, have no phone, and deal with the immediacy of life until you are better. It works. I know.
Owen Robinson
Just move to a downtown area of a major city and it will all be over soon.
Hunter Clark
I quit smoking pot about 6 months ago. I still smoke cigarettes unfortunately. But i fear quitting will only make everything worse. My job is physical so I'm not in terrible shape but I would like to start lifting weights for endurance and strength I don't want to get super bulky. Do you have any recommendations on what kind of routine I could do to facilitate this?
Julian Lopez
I was kinda like you, at your age. I tried every self improvement habit that I could find. The top three were:
1) no FAP. 2) keto or at least low carb IF. 3) exercise.
Bonus points for meditation and switching smartphone time for reading.
But with just those three you will change enough to face the challenges of your life. Hell, it will almost make them easy.
Good luck user. It took me four years. Try to beat me.
Landon Morris
Give up porn and all your problems will start to vanish. Then, never forget who was behind porn.
Sebastian Myers
I agree except about becoming a politician. I could never get people on my side.
Dylan Price
Get off the internet. Eat light & healthy and work out. Meditate. Don't masturbate don't watch (((porn))). This system we're living in is designed to demoralize and consume your soul. Spend time in nature. You're comparing your life to supposed standarts of the society don't do this. You have your own path don't let the system hijack it. Your dopamine system is fucked. Do a hard reset by starving it. Don't do drugs and stay the fuck away from alcohol. You're not too late for anything, 30 years old is nothing. Stay away from negative retarded people dragging you down. Who cares about being judged by normies and wahmen lmao? You're terrified of being humiliated? That's your retarded ego trying to preserve itself. Go get yourself humiliated and you'll see it doesn't mean shit. Let whatever is gonna happen, happen. Trust the divine. Accept that you can't control everything and let it go. Your mind is working against you. Thought are just thoughts, don't give power to stupid thoughts and they'll go away. Accept that Turks are white and based.
We're merely passing from this world. This life is not the whole of your existence. Don't ruin it and enjoy the ride burger
