I've been an atheist for a while, recently been researching more into religion and Christianity has resonated with me quite a bit. I've found lots of wisdom and beauty in the Bible. I want to believe in it.
But I keep remembering this memory I have (and I swear this is 100% real, on my life, swear on my grave this isnt a larp).
I can't remember my exact age. I'd say somewhere around 10, maybe 11. I was laying on my bed reading an English version of the Quran, just out of interest.
After reading it for a few minutes, I felt a presence in my room. I can't put it into words, it's impossible, but I'll try to give you a picture.
I was no longer in my body - I was looking at myself from outside of my body, looking down at myself, seeing myself lying in bed with the quran in front of me. I felt an immense, extraordinary presence of something supernatural. Tears started streaming down my face, totally streaming down uncontrollably (I wasn't crying or sad or anything). This presence in the room was so powerful that it caused an indescribable immense feeling + the tears.
I'm not sure how long it lasted. A couple minutes, perhaps. Maybe more maybe less, I don't know.
I can't ignore this memory. There was ONE HUNDRED PERCENT a supernatural presence. God or a demon, I don't know.
However, I also can't ignore the fact that muslims are low IQ inbred retards, they worship the black cube of saturn (kaaba), and that most muslim countries are utter shitholes. That when the west was still Christian, society was good. I also hate the Arabic language, it's so disgusting. Also Muhammad marrying a 6 year old girl & fucking her at 9.
I also can't ignore the Bible saying shit like "turn the other cheek" when someone hits you, and how anti-violence and cucked it seems. I was just talking to a Christian and he was arguing with me about how the Bible doesn't even allow self defense. I was like wtf? So if I punch you right now you'll just take it? Such a cucked religion
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