NO INNER MONOLOGUE - THE WALKING DEAD

This board will never understand actualisation. It's almost all midwits.

I see, very serious. Have you considered suicide?

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How does the apple look like? Is it meant to be like I have a picture of an apple on my eyes and I see it when I close them and imagine the apple? Or is it like I remember an apple I saw before? I try to do the latter and I focus on details to try and force in a more clear image but I haven't had much luck though the I wonder if I just need to put in more effort.

I am my own inner monologue faggot. I can make it say whatever i want to. Low iq faggots don’t understand inner monologue you’re just a NPC and coping.

You say 20-40% of people are free thinkers, but I feel that less than 1% of people possess any form of philosophical insight. I bet if you ask someone if they have an actual, meaningful original idea, they couldn't give you one.

Also, a few weeks ago, something interesting happened to me...in the morning, as I was waking up, I was visualizing a cat in my mind's eye, and I heard a sound outside in the dining room, which was my Mom eating her breakfast. At the same time, the cat turned its head, as if it heard the noise.

It's more like imagining it on the spot than remembering. In either case though, it feels like the image is almost there, but hidden behind a black curtain. I'm sure it's fixable but idk how yet.

Meds

Stop being of the mindset that these people “see” in their head. They don’t see images. If they did they would be able sketch perfectly this apple they see regardless of the muscle memory and discipline required for producing art. If you can’t see the images you’re focusing too much on the idea of “sight”. I used to think I had aphantasia, but I was just bogged down on the whole “seeing” thing. They don’t see an image, they just envision it in their mind. You can envision it in your mind. You know what an apple looks like, you know what an apple feels like, you know the smell, you know the sounds. You know these things and get caught up on the sight you supposedly lack. Took me a dose of acid and mushrooms to realize I wasn’t blind, I was just approaching it wrong. Meditate and dive deeper. You will realize it too anons, you’re not broken and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

I think that's normal user, I think only artfags claim to actually see anything. I don't see anything, and yet I do. I can "feel" every detail of the apple, even imagine eating it. But I'm not sitting here hallucinating an apple... Oh shit I have aphantasia don't I...

I can imagine things so vividly that I used to jerk off and cum to just my imagination as a teenager. I feel very bad for people that can't.

This is a very fun trick. Every now and then I'll be like "I wanna see some titties" then enter a catatonic state for a few hours till I make cummies

Thanks fren

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It's hilarious to hear automatons with no spark to their essence get offended when called out about being a hollow human.

The puzzling part is this used to be rare.

There's a topic related to this, can't quite recall what it's called. But they were conclusions reached after an American psychologist I believe conducted some studies on prison inmates, and it was about the inmates capabilities of entertaining.. chronological hypotheticals? Something like that, I swear I saved an image about it somewhere but can't find it.

Any1 knows what I'm refering to?

The "NPC" thing is literally real, and I actually think it is supernatural in nature.

please help me understand how to self actualize
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I don't have an inner voice. I am the inner voice. This meat suit isn't me.

You probably dobt have aphantasia but instead weak visualization

Meditation will help strength your visualization. Sleep deprivation and or hallucinogenics will help you see even if it's a short cut method.

What about inner monologue maxxing

Ive had inner monologue all my life, i converse more in my head than i do irl, i thought it was just autism desu

this explains the lemming issue.

More info user, any links?

Seems about right.

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The inner voice itself is also just neurons firing and false firing the vocal cords. You've got to go deeper

We have souls, the NPC's don't.
It is absolutely horrifying to think about.

I got nothing, I can only recall hypothetical being part of what the thing was called. And as I described how the results were achieved.

i think the idea is you should be able to invoke an apple in the platonic sense. Not neccessarily a callback to a specific apple, just the ability to think the category: apple and create one, alter it, rotate it in your minds eye

I don't have an inner monologue and I don't give a fuck. I just talk to myself when I'm alone. It's an outer monologue, I don't reply to myself, I'm not a psycho

If you write a fake statistic on the internet people are 30% more likely to believe it. Thiugh if you use an odd or weird number people are 43% more likely to believe it

I'll do a little digging I think I know what you are implying. I've had to stop myself from imagining full on conversations with people in my mind. I've been Neet for 15 years now, rarely actually see anyone else much less talk to them out loud anymore. That research might be very relevant to my interest.

Relax your body, use binaural beats for help, close your eyes in meditation pose (not necessarily with the hand thing) and let go your brain of thoughts and mental images, learn to observe them without concentrating on them too much or they'll vanish. Practice inner visualization basically and listen to your voice.

I also have the black curtain thing, though I sometimes feel like I can see some red through it. Could just be my imagination though.

Oh so I'm fine then haha

Holy shit I can do that now, so now I'm 1000% sure I'm fine haha

Gosh I'm 100% okay then, with the other posts I replied to and the fact that I can rotate the apple (first time trying) I'm definately not an NPC

I dreamed of how a blow job felt then when I got one it was exactly the same feeling. This Future brain is no joke

The idea of not utilizing mental language to formulate thoughts and ideas is so foreign to me that I do even understand how someone could posses self awareness without it.

I honestly used to think I was stupid because I was someone who would essentially conserve themselves and have a inner narrative monologue throughout the day.

>become your own inner monologue

What the fuck are you on? That's what an inner monologue is: yourself. If you don't have one, you aren't a person; you're an automaton.

It was about the interns below a certain IQ threshold being incapable of comprehending the concept of hypotheticals from the past. One of the examples given was:

>Did you have breakfast yesterday?
>"Yes"
>If you had not liked your breakfast yesterday, would you have felt bad?"
>"I don't understand."

something like that

How old are u leaf just out of curiosity, in your 20s?

What do you mean inner monologue?

I think in abstract concepts and categories and then piece it together as language if I need to. Thinking in words seems inefficient.

being able to visualize an apple in your head and its features, color, lightening etc is something you should be able to conjure with your eyes open.

Closing your eyes and literally seeing something in the black void covering your eyes means your tripping. There's a distinct difference as far as I can tell

>chronological hypotheticals
I think you might mean counterfactuals.

Fucking hell, you're not human.

No that is definitely not it. I'm sorry I really can't find the image I thought I saved and I can't remember the name of the thing.

I still have a hard time believing that there are people without inner monologue and I wonder if people just don't understand the concept because sometimes these are worded as if a third person is talking to you and you are literally hearing voices.

look qt something. stare qt it for q minute. contemplate its parts. its lines, curves, shadows. talk those features out, keep staring at the object, close your eyes. keep talking about those features. use your hands and fingers to draw it out. youre your closed eyes to see the object

It doesn't have to be in words per-se; you just view yourself as something separate and distinct from your body.
You realize you are directing yourself (whether or not it includes dialogue)

Having an inner monologue seems to be detrimental to social interaction. With inner monologue active I'm like full autist weirdo. When I can turn it off (really I just keep repeating "only out loud" until I start saying the things I'd normally think outloud without filter and I become more "well adjusted". When I shut it down back in the day I was a mack until it came back. It has its uses tho

Ran out of souls, Spin up some low level sims.

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I'm 24

There are only so many souls that exist. Once the human population started to outpace the number of souls, NPCs were born.

The black and red curtain is your eyes still seeing your eyelids. You’re fine user.