What the fuck is the point anymore?

Seriously, I'm having trouble finding any motivation to keep on going. What to do?

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Cut the strings that make you do their dance. You need to help yourself before you can help your brothers.

How? I haven't really had a job in like 5 years. Just skate by working in cannabis garden for cash pay. It's just what's the point, there's not light at the end of the tunnel, only darkness.

The only thing that drives me anymore is the hope that soon I get to watch it all burn

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You've fried your neurotransmitters smoking shitloads of weed, let me guess. I'd stop that if I were you before it's too late and you end up with schizophrenia.

Fucking with your brain chemistry on a long-term basis produces permanent effects, and they aren't fun. Anhedonia being one of them.

Find something you can fix and try and fix it. If you do this enough times you can do some good

same

We outnumber the corruptors, and in separating yourself from their institutions and infrastructure they lose their power. The light at the end of the tunnel is freedom

Just smoke some more weed.

>t. blazing some 23% THC wappa

Nope that's not it.

I'm passed my bodybuilding phase in life

> I'm passed my bodybuilding phase in life

1. Lift
2. Spin plates
3. 1

Absolutely needs to lay off the drugs to improve, no wonder he feels the way he does keeping his senses dulled

>leave Any Forums and social media
>step outside
>realize nobody IRL cares about jews, niggers and troons
>make friends, find love, be happy
Simple as.

Nah I'm 6'4" with NFL lineman frame. If I lift I'm too intimidating, I prefer to stay around 220 which is my cardio weight. Eating to maintain 260 was miserable but my lats were sick

>problems go away when you just ignore them lol
kys kike

>leave Any Forums
>step outside
>see a nigger
>day ruined

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All that cardio lowers your test lol.

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>nobody IRL cares about jews, niggers and troons
You've never met my uncle

What about joining the military? Might as get a front seat to watch the world burn.

The world is beautiful, user.
Purify yourself; lift, clean your diet, keep learning, work on your skills and beneficial hobbies, raise a family, grow your food.
Denounce vices and those who push them.
Take pride in your small area of the world. Never let anyone take that from you.

russian disinfo shill

I've showered about 2 or 3 times in the past month. I have not left my house in about 2 months. I eat only when I cannot handle the stomach pain or headaches. I shaved my hair off and let my beard grow into a homeless mess because I don't care. I see girls on OF making millions by doing nothing except existing. I see YouTubers like Impaulsive make millions for talking about nothing and acting like wiggers. I want to die already but I cannot abandon my grandmother. When she goes, I am hanging myself.

Best luck to you younger guys. Don't waste your life slaving like I did.

Then you end up needing to stack the shit up... an upper to take off the downer, then a downer to let you sleep after the upper, then maybe some weed is okay on top of all that because it's 'natural' then before you know it you've got a combined benzo and opiate addiction, hit the coke hard at the weekend to actually make yourself feel something and smoke all sunday afternoon in order to make yourself feel human again so you can sleep ahead of work

Nice try fag, but I made my doc give me TRT 5 years ago so I could stay 1100ng/dL 24/7

you don't know what you're talking about. I'm actually a person with a double recessive MTHFR gene that got a chronic condition from the MMR vax and I've never had any semblance of a normal life.

For the record, I used to have meticulous hygiene. I would shave my neck line and trim my beard every other day. I would cut my hair every 2nd week and showered everyday. I give up.

Take a break from internet and go walk or something

You are putting money on a pedestal. You do not need material things. Even after she's gone you'll know she'd be disappointed in you.

>chronic condition from the MMR vax

Alex Jones, get in here!

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Let me guess it's (((their))) fault you can't enjoy life and be a normal human being and all those smiling happy couples you see through your dirty windows are paid actors?
How exactly are you helping society by willingly getting yourself black pilled and demoralized every day?

I went to 10 national parks last year. I saw this old cowboy in Southern Colorado on my way to Great Sand Dunes. He told me to keep my powder dry when we parted ways.

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sad, many such cases

I feel the same desu. Things are so absurd, and I dont think we have reached peak absurdity yet.

I think you fail to realize how much Robert F Kennedy Jr has been fighting against vaccines over this shit. He just came out with a new book about Fauci and talks about how IQ and life expectancy has decreased cause of vaccines.

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Why would anybody listen to a guy that literally isn't man enough to make their own testosterone?