Im addicted to prostitutes

me too user me too. I want to quit the liquid jew but my job drug tests hard and everytime I'm sober and within 20 ft of a normie I have the strong urge to drug myself until I can't register how stupid they really are.

Don't listen to this guy. If you are living in a first world country, find a girlfriend and develop a good relationship with her, set your standards and convictions first and foremost. Getting married is just you letting the government dictate your finances. No one smart is doing this shit these days.

Absolutely do not listen to this cuck. Don't read dead kikes and kikes philosophy. Go read a book called Might is Right by Ragnar Redbeard and find solace only within yourself and your strength as it will carry you forward until you die.

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Let me guess u are Indian. Sorry kid wives dont exist in white "culture." Im honestly envious of Indian family relations. This is fucking bullshit

Kind of based but i wish i could have a wife. But there are no virgin women anymore so its not even justifiable anymore. plus im a tainted bastard myself. Im no prize

>I have crippling anxiety
There are herbs which can help with that. St. Johns Wort + ashwagandha can help. First thing I can say without a blood workup to see what's going on with your endocrine system.

Good addiction.

I am not Indian, I am white and married.

Already married, but the government isn’t involved. Our marriage is as it has been for thousands of years, without a license.

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You are contradicting yourself, you wish you could get a wife yet you also said there are no virgins, so the practice which is honestly pagan in nature isn't justifiable in today's world. You don't have to consider yourself some prize or whatever retarded construct you have developed for yourself through feedback of your family or society, you can be incredibly content with having a girlfriend and developing a bond so strong that others who are married and have a paper would probably never reach.

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Just go to the bar and get a low quality gf.
Then I can practice on her and save up skills for a high quality girl.

no you're not. you can be addicted to alcohol or heroin but not to prostitutes. just stop going, stop giving whores money.

Im not allowed in bars im not vaccinated

Me too.
Stop beating yourself up and try.
Just date a tinder slut until you figure them out.

I've considered renting a hooker so I can larp my casting couch fantasy.

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You can get it if you try.

It’s not that difficult fren. You should probably stop fucking prozzies though, wahmen don’t usually accept that.

A "pagan". Kek

Its warped my mind and disrupted the natural intersex dynamic.. I nearly had sex with a girl I met outside a restaurant the other night and it felt like I had caught a "wild women" (v.s "store bought women, aka escorts") Im fucked

Yes. You should fucking stop.

Fucking whores only makes the loneliness worse, bro. Put that money and energy into developing yourself...practice a sport, learn to play an instrument, take up sculpting, whatever. When you are devoted to an endeavor, you stop thinking about yourself so much, and anxiety becomes less of an issue.

alcoholism can fuck with your sex dynamic too, when I'm sober I no longer think of romantic things I could say to woo a girl it's just more like am I at the point of give-no-fucks to have the nerve to muster a "hey bitch want some cawk?"

I've been the same for over 30 years .
Not just whores though. I'm married since 91, 2 kids, had two full time girlfriends where i had keys to their place.
I would STILL get hookers even when my time was consumed with a wife and gf.
I tend to resent the serious relationships after a very small amount of time. I do like emotional, intimate relationships, but when they demand my time, I start trying to find a way out of it. The rush is in the hunt and danger. Once I've conquered, I don't know how long I will end up sticking around.

leolist

Lots of scammers, be careful. If you want advice just ask. I go to them regularly.

So? I haven't had sex in a year and 5 months despite trying hard. Cry more faggot.

It's because you have too much money and you've forgotten what real work is. You're likely a communist or conserative larping as one when you're actually a communist. That's why you hire whores instead of doing something meaningful with your life - your life is fake.

I experience real work everyday im in the trades

I'm addicted to unprotected anal sex with this local milf eacort. I haven't caught any stds (that I know of) but everytime after I nut in her ass and pull out my dick with shit smears all over it I feel disgust, like I've hit rock bottom. I leave feeling ashamed, but then a few weeks later I get incredibly horny and spend another $300 on it.

Im an expert now i can spot the scams like im an AI

LOL shit dude. Last night this escort, 32 yrs old, literally rode me for an hour and cummed all over my pelvic area. My entire lower abdonmen was soaked. It was awesome and I actually felt bad because after we finished I turned the lights off and she just held me and said "this is nice" . I had to ask her to leave eventually because I had work and was sobering up

You're an alcoholic hooker-addicted leaf.
There's probably worse things to aspire to.

Be cause u paying for sex and not paying for frens you should make them do things ohter than sex like talking and making pancakes with smiles together

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I just left a country abundant in hookers and parties and actually felt normal for once with a social life although it was a drug induced haze that left me with a severe pink eye infection... I had to leave for my own health before I became emaciated cooming. Or did I?.. Now I see myself returning to North America as another antisocial weirdo, is there even any reason to talk to women who aren't selling their cunt for 10 bucks? Seems awfully demeaning to me. Maybe I should go back and hang out with my savage sociopath puto indio friends, they actually made me feel more like family than most even though it was conditional largely on money and the image of a rich gringo. Wtf is there to even do now?